r/mindintrusion

It's been a while since I've posted anything so today I feel the need to get some stuff off of my chest.

First, are any of you guys often waking up in the middle of the night to an all out panic attack? This seems to happen to me in waves. I'll go weeks getting great sleep and then a stretch of waking up from 12-3am in a terrible panic for no reason.

Also, for the first time ever, I started lucid dreaming a few times. In the first one I was a little ball of energy and I could go anywhere that I wanted. I could travel faster than the speed of light, go through anything and go anywhere I wanted. I visited a few different familiar places and at the end of it I was in my back yard and wanted to go see what was in the neighbors old empty house next door. When I went through the first floor I saw a ghost family just hanging out and then I went upstairs and saw this great big black evil feeling blob of energy chilling. It immediately tried to attach itself to me and I spent brief rest of the dream running away from it.

The second lucid dream happened during a session with one of my spiritual healers. I was laying on my couch while they were doing work and when I closed my eyes I saw all the regular 'beings' that I usually see around me. They immediately took me on a tour through places that I visit during my regular recurring dreams. Super strange.

This last one was really odd. I was in the body of a teenager and we were at a large party out on a farm somewhere. I was standing around a group of boys and got in a physical fight. One of them kept hitting me in the chest and I could feel the pain from it. I then decided to get the hell out of there and flew off. I wanted to go to the home of this person that I was in. I flew up and through a super large barn and through some trees. Whenever I'm flying in these dreams and I'm going through something like a wall or a tree I can feel it in some type of way. It doesn't necessarily hurt, but it does feel funny. The faster I'm moving, the more intense the feeling. And tree branches kind of suck. This last time I felt a little afraid of heights at first too. Anyways I ended up in this strange house with nobody home and decided that was enough of that and woke up. This happened a few days ago and I am still trying to figure out what the hell that was all about. Who was that person that I was in, where the hell was I and why??

Has anyone else experienced strange synchronicities that can’t be explained?

I’ve had moments where everything lines up in such a strange and coincidental way that I feel like the universe is sending me messages. But they don’t always make sense.

Has anyone else had these odd, unexplainable synchronicities?

Please share your experiences.

Has anyone else who experiences v2k gone through quiet periods where you are no longer hearing voices? For me.. it was relentless all day everyday for nearly a year and then about a year ago it kind of just stopped.. They came back for a couple weeks last fall, and again for just one day the beginning of the year but otherwise it’s been pretty quiet and I’m not sure what changed or where the people or beings that were harassing me went (not complaining) it just makes no sense & im always worried about a day they may return.. waiting for the other shoe to drop. I pray to never hear them again just curious if anyone else has had them seemingly disappear.. Thanks in advance

Do you ever feel like your emotions are being manipulated by an outside force?

There are times when I feel like my emotions are being guided or even altered. It’s as if something is making me feel anxious, happy, or scared without my conscious will.

Has anyone else felt like their emotions aren’t entirely their own?

Please share if you’ve had a similar experience.

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