
I Like To Watch
I’ve existed alone for a long time. Isolated by the darkness of space itself, observing stillness. At first, it wasn’t so bad. I was glad to be away from the others. They couldn’t hurt me here. But the monotony of idleness had started to take its toll. Until something changed.
I notice a faint light shimmering in the distance.
“I hope my boundary doesn’t stop here,” I don’t have a body. Instead, I am everywhere in my allotted space at once. With focus I can become concentrated in pockets of space, but I can’t truly move.
“Yes, it is a star! Now if only I could reach it.” I focus deeply. My main goal, extract its elements.
I latch on to the star, and feel it pulsate.
It emits a sound. Language – but I don’t understand.
“I need to gather this from you. Please forgive me,” I tell it. I’m unsure of its exact words, but one thing’s clear. It’s begging me to stop.
And then, with all my focus locked into the star, it explodes.
“Yes, there is light! I’m no longer in the dark.” I grab the explosion. Billions of particles churn at once. I divide a large piece of its gaseous mass, and place it asunder. With the remaining particles -
“This is everything I need. Helium, metals, and the most important. Carbon.”
I focus once again, moving all debris into place. They move together as a belt through space. They start off as dust, but I continue to increase their mass until they cover ⅛ of my available space. Once satisfied, I bathe the rock in magma, solidifying the bonds.
“Perfect. Now what’s the formula for the liquid that carbon-based life needs for survival?”
I try desperately to remember, but cannot.
“How can I do anything if I can’t remember? I won’t be alone anymore!” I shout, instantly destroying the large rock I created.
“It’s not fair!”
And then, I get the perfect idea.
“What if I just try different formulas to see what works?”
A large piece of rock floats away quickly. I try to manifest into its space, but it’s outside of my boundaries.
“Damn it!” I scream as the rock drifts off into infinity. I reconstruct the rock, although considerably smaller at only 1/20 of my space.
“This will have to do.” What were once specks of dust are now a protoplanet. The thrill guides me to my next step. I manipulate the carbon, crafting billions of bonds with various elements.
“Oxygen and hydrogen! That’s it! Or wait… how many parts each?”
Elated, I begin the synthesis - two parts hydrogen to one part oxygen.
“And success!” Celebrating, I watch the liquid particles float in space, bending them. Molding them. I use the water to dissolve the chemicals and form stronger bonds. I watch chemical reactions cascade through elegant chains, nutrients passing from one forming structure to the next. It is deeply satisfying.
And after some time a tiny glob like creature is synthesized. I hold it before its animation.
“I can’t wait to see what you do!” And just like that, I lower it down to the ground and release it. I study it.
“No, where are you going?” No response.
“I won’t let you leave! Multiply resistance!” In an instant, the small creature falls to the ground where it belongs. It scurries about slowly.
“That’s the right thing. That is perfect.”
I’m no longer alone, but my creation isn’t sentient. What’s the point?
“This is so boring! It just crawls slowly doing nothing. It won’t even talk to me.” And then, it multiplies.
Two of them, then four, eight:
“This is amazing.” As excited as I am, as much as I enjoy watching the creatures do something - anything - I still feel alone. And then I get another idea.
“What if I merge these blob-like creatures into one system governed by the same laws and mechanics?” On my first attempt, I created a larger creature. It was capable of thinking, but on a very basic level. After one creature was built, I extracted some of its DNA to create another of the same species.
“Now mate!” I grow weary, staring at them. Until:
“No, no no! You are not supposed to fight.”
They don’t answer me.
“This isn’t right! Stop it.” They continue. Biting at each other, but then they do something completely unexpected. They run together. Not after prey. Just to do it, until they tire themselves out. I don’t understand.
Then it happens.
“You are doing it!” I watch, taken by the beauty of the reproductive procedure until it is complete. Shortly after, six additional creatures are born. I name the species, Rodentis.
“I love watching the population grow. I want to create more.”
And just like that, I extract DNA from Rodentis. I open the biology register and encode new instructions. Instead of crawling on the floor, the new organism will walk upright. But how do I give them the ability to know me? To love me?
I look down at Rodentis, wondering what makes them tick. And then, I realize their population has exploded.
“This should be fun to watch!” I put my experiment on hold. Why do they move with such pitiful slowness?
And then, fangs flash. Squealing. Blood.
“But why do they fight?”
I watch as multiple Rodentis pile onto one of their own. They kill it, and begin consuming the corpse.
“Oh! Yes, that’s right! Carbon-based life needs fuel.”
I restart the process of developing the simple blob-like creature, but this time apply some changes. After, I merge them into one system, seed the genetic material, and raise my creation from the dirt. I call them fungus.
“Now hurry! Get off of him & eat!” A lightning strike forms illuminating the vast space. Their tails stiffen. Then they jolt away, leaving the half eaten body. That’s when they notice the fungus.
They smell it, then eat.
“Yes, you have fuel. Just ask me for what you need,” but they never do seem to ask. I raise fungi nearly reaching the sky. But Rodentis doesn’t respond.
“Okay, this is boring. Oh I know! My experiment. I can still create the perfect creature to watch.”
I continue mapping new inputs to the biology register. Enlarging the brain, inputting new systems inside of them containing various blob creatures. Some similar to the fungi building blocks, some vastly different.
I animated it, and placed it on the ground.
“I’m here. I’m with you!”
The creature shows its teeth and makes a beastly noise. I stare in fascination.
Rodentis begins crawling toward the new organism.
“Are you ready to meet my new creation?” I playfully tease Rodentis.
The new organism doesn’t walk. It just lies on its back. But why?
Rodentis smells it.
“Yes, say hello!” I applaud, unable to contain myself.
“Good now you know each other. But…wait. Stop it!”
The new organism screams. Blood leaks out of it as Rodentis press their jaws into its skull.
“I said to stop!”
The new creature no longer moves.
“WHY?” I cry out. The ground shakes, swallowing the corpse of the new organism along with ¼ of Rodentispopulation. The remaining Rodentis run for the fungi. Climbing it.
“You have food. You have sun! You had no right!” They scurry away, squeaking.
“Okay, it’s okay. I can still fix this.” I pull all the bodies from the wreckage, paying special attention to the new organism, inspecting its bite wound.
“Damage to the cranium, specifically the Central Processor.”
I use the tissue from the dead Rodentis to seal all wounds in the Central Processor - reestablishing all former live neural connections. Once satisfied, I connect it back to the spinal structure and mount it into the skull.
“I will call it, man.”
Happy, satisfied, I watch man once again lay on its back. It thrashes about, screaming into the clouds. I admire it.
“Hello, are you okay?” Man reacts to the sound, but doesn’t say a word.
“I am just happy that you are alive. Though, I wish you would talk back to me.”
A few moments pass. And then I realize:
“Oh, wait, that’s right! This is only post gestation, not maturation. I know what I need to do.”
I increase the speed of orbit, forcing thousands of recurrences of night and day. Man grows until it can stand, and move around on its own. Although fast-forwarded I’ve watched the entire time.
I stop after 14 phases have passed. It’s finally time.
“I am so happy to finally speak to you. I have been alone this entire time.”
Man slowly steps back, looking in all directions.
“I’m right here.”
Man stumbles backwards, tripping over nothing. It shouts loudly. Surely this is excitement. The problem is its words aren’t intelligible.
“Oh, that’s right! You never had anyone to share language with, so how would you learn? I know, let’s download the language data into your internal storage.” And just like that, the data was saved.
“Can you understand me now?”
“Who is talking? Show yourself!”
“But, why do you speak so angrily? Aren’t you happy to meet your creator?”
“Nothing talks to me. This isn’t real. Get out of my head.”
“Please, I just want to help.”
I never imagined this type of response. Here I am, giving everything to my creations, and they don’t appreciate it. Man hates me! But why?
I wait till it falls asleep and then make another DNA extraction. This time, I manipulate the registers to change the chromosome distribution. Effectively, giving the creature a way to reproduce. I call it woman. I place woman next to man as they sleep.
When man wakes, it sees woman for the first time.
“Who are you?” Man grabs woman by its shoulders, shaking it.
“Where do you come from?” And then woman’s eyes open.
“Answer me.”
Woman babbles.
I hope they appreciate all this work I’m doing. And then I broadcast the language data from man’s brain into woman’s.
“I don’t know! I don’t know anything!” were its first words.
Then, man grabs woman’s throat. Unable to contain myself, I scream out:
“No, no no! Now what are you doing? You mustn’t hurt woman. It is your mate!”
Man releases the woman’s throat.
“Where do I come from?” Woman massages its neck struggling to get the words out.
Almost unable to contain myself, I respond -
“You are woman. You were created from man’s DNA. I made this protoplanet because…” I realize revealing the truth would likely not sit well. As the creator, what if they joke that I am a prisoner? No, I couldn’t handle that.
“I am good. That is why I created you.”
They nod, which fills me with joy. Finally, the acknowledgment.
“You must reproduce an entire civilization.”
With its eyes still opened wide, man continues to nod in agreement. Finally, they adore me. And then, I stop talking. I stare from a distance over the course of multiple rotations around the sun.
By this point man and woman have come to spend every moment together. This is companionship.
“Jane, I really want to tell you something. It’s important.”
What is a Jane?
“Sure, what is it you want to talk about?”
It calls woman… Jane? This isn’t right!
“Look, sometimes I get this feeling that we are constantly being watched.”
“By who?”
“Come on, isn’t it obvious?”
Woman looks back in silence. The suspense is captivating. And then man puts its hand to the side of its mouth and whispers -
“That voice.”
Woman stares back at man, unfazed.
“I don’t like it. I don’t trust it,”
“Why not?”
“I lived for a long time just here alone. And then one day, the voice spoke to me. I was so scared that I….”
“Remember how you acted when you first saw me?”
“Yes, but that feeling went away the day I met you. I heard the voice long ago, and to this day it makes me nervous.”
No, that isn’t right. How can it speak about me like that? While I watch?
“Wait, John! What is that in the sky?”
“I don’t know, but the lights are beautiful.”
Everything fades to black. The ground rattles.
I’ll show them all! I created you.
Fire engulfs the fungus spreading throughout the plane.
“I can’t move.” Man lies under a piece of detached fungus crushing its limp legs. But why doesn’t it move it?
“John!” Woman screams. They both work together, desperately trying to lift the fungus. It won’t budge.
With fluid pooling in woman’s eyes, it looks up to the sky…
Episode 2 drops next Tuesday.