My baby said his first words and I really wish he hadn’t. (Final part)
My knees felt weak. “Did you kill him?” I said, my voice faltering.
“I can’t tell you, it’s a secret,” it giggled in response.
Out of nowhere, its little body began to twitch, fast. It jerked its head around so hard, I half-expected it to tear right off and fall on the floor. I watched in horror as needle-like teeth began to poke through its soft, pink gums.
Its bones started to crack and bend, creating unimaginable angles and shapes. Pieces stuck through the skin everywhere, creating a puddle of drool and blood.
They would take on a new form before breaking again, the sound making me feel sick to my stomach. It was almost touching the ceiling.
Its ten little fingers and toes grew longer and longer, turning into razor sharp claws.
The skin of its previous form was too small to withstand its transformation. I heard the flesh pop and rip, revealing organs that squirmed like maggots. It began to patch itself back together with skin that came in all different shapes and colors.
“Is that the skin of all the people he imitated before Damien?” I shuddered at the thought.
I beheld the atrocity standing in the doorway, coming to the realization I was very unprepared to attack what was in front of me. At most, I would be lucky to survive.
Before I had time to think, it swung at me, throwing me into the wall. I dropped the knife as I cried out. The impact sent pain ricocheting throughout my body and evicted the air from my lungs.
Fumbling around, I tried to grab the knife as it charged at me again. I had just managed to wrap my fingers around the handle when it pinned me down. I could feel a claw sinking deeper and deeper into my shoulder.
It held up my arm and sliced it with surgical precision, slitting my wrist. I managed to reach up and stab its abdomen, a trickle of black liquid pouring out. It didn’t seem to faze it though. I tried again and again, but the warm fluid made it difficult to keep a grip on the knife.
It grabbed a fist full of my hair and drug me into the kitchen.
“Let me go!” I screamed “I can forget this ever happened and you can keep playing pretend,” tears filled my eyes.
It said nothing, as it began to examine our utensils.
Instead of choosing a sharp steak knife, it picked up a spoon. It admired its choice before lifting me up to meet its gaze.
I screamed and thrashed as it slowly moved the edge of the spoon to my eye. My mind was racing.
“Is this how I die? Is this the end?”
I held my eyes shut as tightly as possible, knowing it wouldn’t stop the inevitable. I prayed that Sam would find Damien after I died. If he was truly gone though, at least we were about to be reunited.
A car door slammed shut. I dropped to the ground.
“SAM, HELP ME!” I screamed, hoping he would hear me.
He threw open the door, taking in the scene. Color drained from his face. The living room and kitchen had splintered wood and broken picture frames littering the floor. Blood was spilled everywhere, most of it my own. He ran over to me and grabbed a dish towel, trying to put pressure on my wound.
“Liz, what happened? Where’s Damien?”
He got up with a sense of urgency and started to search the kitchen.
“Thank God you’re home,” I said, trying to catch my breath.
“I was right…that thing…. replaced Damien. We have to find him.”
“What thing? Liz, where is our son?” Sam said. He was rummaging through cabinets and the trash can, only adding to the chaotic scene.
“I don’t know Sam, we have to find him.” I reached out my hand and waited for help.
It never came.
Ignoring me, he moved room to room, turning the whole house upside down.
“Sam what are you doing? Damien’s not here, we have to-”
He stopped in his tracks and finally acknowledged me.
“Elizabeth. What have you done with him? WHERE IS OUR SON?”
I was taken aback. Why didn’t he understand? Why didn’t he believe me?
“Tell me where he is, or I’m calling the cops.” He said with a mixture of heartbreak and hatred.
“Sam, I told you, I don’t know. I PROMISE I would never hurt our baby. I mean look at this place, look at ME. Do you really think I did this myself?” I cried out, begging to be believed.
He stared at me and tears began to fill his eyes.
“I don’t know Elizabeth, but what I DO know is that Damien is missing, and all that blood out there? There’s no way it’s just yours.”
He pulled out his phone and dialed 911.
“Please… no…”
I was at a loss for words. In a matter of days, my whole life had fallen apart.
Our miracle baby was gone, or worse. My husband believed I killed him, and I was about to be arrested for a crime I didn’t commit.
Red and blue flashed through our windows.
“Please find our baby, Sam, please don’t stop until you find him.” I pleaded as they put me in the back of the car.
He said nothing, turning away from me.
In the following weeks, I was interviewed by numerous detectives and psychiatrists.
Eventually, it was determined that I had experienced an extreme case of postpartum psychosis. I was found not guilty by plea of insanity, and as a result, they committed me to the State’s psychiatric hospital.
Sam visited me the day I got admitted.
“Have they found Damien?” I asked as soon as he was seated.
“Uh… no, not yet. They’re still looking. That’s actually why I’m here.” He said, refusing to meet my gaze.
“Do you have any idea where you might’ve hidden him? I just want to put Damien to rest… please.”
“Sam, I told you. I didn’t do anything. I don’t know where he is.” I sighed.
“Okay. If that’s all you have to say.” He nodded to the supervisor, indicating he was ready to leave.
Before he walked out of the door, he turned back to me. I could see the tears in his eyes.
“Goodbye Elizabeth.”
I never saw him again.
I’m not quite sure how long I’ve been in here. They have me on a heavy medication regime so it’s hard to keep track of time. It doesn’t stop the nightmares from coming though.
I know what happened was real. I know what I lived through. I know Damien is out there somewhere. Growing up without his parents. All I can hope is that he’s had a good life.
Most importantly, I know that creature is still out there somewhere.
Impersonating someone new.
I just pray they put things together before it’s too late.