r/telugu_twenties

Actually this is my first reddit confession. I don't know how to start and and what to share. Simply I'm telling my story.

Naku oka ammai ante chalaa istam we are like best friends for each other suddenly i had feelings on her. One fine day edithy adhi aindi ani thanaki propose chesanu thanu naku nuvvu ante istame but love and marriage meda nammakam leduu and ma intlo asslu oopikoru ilanti things ani chpindi. Chala sarluu convince chesanuu ala avvaduu nuv wrng ga think chestunav ani me intlo vallatho matladathanu ne problem adhe ithyy ani chala chpanu..she like evrytime same story nenu konni days matlada leduu Enduku naku feelings ekkuva avthay ani dooram ga unnanu.. she alwys calls me and comes to me. 'Love kosam frndship ni vadulukuntunava" ani adigindi and nenu inkaa sare thanaki istam lekunda manam ala feelings ni frce chyakudadu ani inkaa calm ga unnanu na feelinga anni pakkana petti.

Inka nrml ga frndly gane unnam like thanaki emina problm vachina i was there for her more anything. Tarvtha inka chala close ayindi thanu. Ala ala oka one year complete ayindi..nenu kudaa inka frndship>>>> love ane dantlo unnanu.

Sudden ga oka fine day naku call chesi niku okati chpali chpli ani chpindi ela chpalo teliyadam ledu ani enti ani adigithyy...Naku ma frnd oka abbai propose chesaduu and naku thana meda feelings unnay..i think I'm in love with him ani chpindi anthe. Naku fuse luu out. Gammuga call cut chesi block chesesanuu tarvtha vere number nundi call chestundhi but i was shattered evrything the trust i have frndship and feelings evrythng' was gone. I don't even want to see her face again in my life. But still i wish her all the happiness in the world. I don't have anything negative abt her. Its her wish to chose anyone. But enduko naku hurting anipinchindi..!! Please suggest if did was right or wrong??