r/transmaxxing

​I am a closeted femboy because of my homophobic family, and I'm thinking of moving out after I finish high school and turn 18. I have Asperger's and I often get anxious or depressed about lots of things, and I just wanted to know: what will happen when I turn 35–40? I don't wanna lose the cute, silly, smooth-skinned spark. I want to look the cutest I can for the longest time possible. Could anyone tell me how to prevent visible aging and what actually happens when we turn around 40?