I’m bulimic
I’ve been bullimic for a couple years now I think about two years I’ve tried to stop multiple times, but I can’t seem to stop. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’ve had a phase where I went almost a month without purging, but I caved one night and then it’s been downhill from then and I can’t stop. my teeth hurt now and I have the worst Russel’s sign I think it’s called on my knuckles and I’ve even given up trying to hide it. I am a black dark skin girl so it’s literally just black. It’s a black thing on my hand. I can’t hide it anymore. When people ask I tell them I accidentally hit my hand or like accidentally punched something really hard and it just left a forever bruise. I can’t get rid of it either. I don’t know what to do anymore. Also, how bad are my teeth they are yellow and I know they are, but I’ve also started noticing a lot of black dots around them, especially the back molars .