I am a 14F and currently dating a 15M and my life is messy
I am dating my 15M boyfriend for the third month now .My life is messy and I cannot balance things with him , schoolwork ,friends, religion and family .I am a chubby girl so i have been trying to workout but sometimes I cannot cuz I am lazy.My boyfriend spends time with me everyday after school but I still get mad cuz he spends the whole day with his friends .I always compare my relationship with others and wish that he could be more like some other guys .He always shows up and protects me .He also makes me laugh .I just wished I appreciated him more and he is also the reason why i choose it was time I stop watching porn .I still have trust issues and anger issues .I need advice to balance my life and to become a happy version of myself for him