r/yandere_s

I was never made for normal love

Not the kind that fades quietly after midnight

not the kind that forgets to text back

not the kind that says “I need space” like distance is supposed to make love stronger

No

I love in a way that consumes me whole

The second someone becomes important to me

they live in my head permanently

their favorite song becomes sacred

their habits become routine to me

their sadness feels like something clawing at my own ribs

I notice everything

the change in their typing style

the way their voice sounds dull when they’re tired

the people they mention too often

the moments they pull away without explanation

And maybe that sounds insane

but if I love you

how could I not notice every part of you?

I want devotion so intense it feels haunting

the kind of love that lingers in every room long after I leave it

the kind that says

I will choose you even when the world gives me every reason not to

People are scared of obsession

but obsession is just love without limits

love without an exit plan

love that refuses to stay shallow

If I adore someone

I want to know everything about them

what nightmares keep them awake

what words hurt them the most

what makes them stare at the ceiling in silence at 3AM

I want to become irreplaceable to them

the first person they run to

the first name they think about in the morning

the last notification they wait for before sleeping

And yes

maybe I get jealous easily

maybe I overthink every small change

maybe I crave reassurance more than I should

But it’s only because my love is terrifyingly genuine

I don’t know how to love halfway

I either care too much or not at all

So if I love you

prepare to be adored aggressively

prepare for endless attention

random paragraphs at unhealthy hours

constant “did you eat?” messages

remembered details you forgot telling me about

Because my love is not quiet

it’s intense

protective

possessive in the softest and sharpest ways possible

I want a relationship that feels like madness wrapped in affection

like being wanted so deeply it becomes unforgettable

And if the world ever tried to take you away from me

I think I’d smile sweetly while holding the pieces of my collapsing sanity in my hands

because loving someone this much was always going to destroy me a little anyway

"Don't be scared 😊 She just loves you ❤️"

I crave a love so intense

It would frighten the stars themselves.

A boy who would memorize the rhythm of my breathing,

Who’d notice the smallest crack in my voice

Before I even realized I was hurting.

He’d pull me into his arms

Like the entire world was trying to steal me away,

Holding me with desperate devotion,

As if losing me would destroy him completely.

His love would not be soft and forgettable.

It would stain.

Permanent as ink beneath skin,

Living inside his bones forever.

He would kiss every scar like an apology

For all the pain I carried before him.

Wash my tears away with trembling hands,

Treating me like something sacred instead of difficult.

Other people would disappear in his eyes.

No wandering attention,

No secret desires hidden behind screens,

Just me.

Always me.

He’d whisper my name

Like a prayer he was addicted to saying.

Sleep only after hearing my voice.

Wake searching for my touch.

And if the world turned cruel again,

He would stand in front of me without hesitation,

Willing to burn himself alive

Just to keep me warm.

We would become dangerous together,

The kind of love people write tragedies about.

Obsessive.

Possessive.

All-consuming.

Two lonely souls

Clinging to each other so tightly

That even fate itself

Couldn’t tear our fingers apart.

While I Wait For You

I wonder what you’re doing right now.

If you’re laughing somewhere

with a girl who gets to stand close to you

while I am still just a future event in your life.

And I hate how jealous that thought makes me.

I hate imagining your attention on someone else,

your hands brushing against hers casually,

your eyes softening for somebody that isn’t me.

Because even before meeting you,

my heart already acts like you belong to me.

It’s ridiculous.

Insane, maybe.

But sometimes I lie awake at night

imagining another girl hearing your voice,

wearing your hoodie,

taking pieces of you

that I desperately wish were mine instead.

And suddenly this ugly ache crawls through my chest

like I’m mourning something

I never even had.

Do you think of me too?

Do you ever feel guilty without understanding why,

like your soul knows it’s entertaining temporary people

while your real love is still somewhere far away waiting for you?

Maybe you’re surrounded by girls now.

Maybe they flirt with you.

Maybe they touch your arm and smile at you

without realizing one day

you’ll forget every single one of their names.

Because someday you’ll meet me.

And I swear the obsession will be different then.

You’ll look at me once

and suddenly every other girl will feel distant, faded, unreal.

Like background noise.

Like shadows compared to something alive.

I think that’s what I crave most.

Not normal love.

Not temporary attention.

I want to become the person your heart refuses to replace.

The one you think about in crowded rooms.

The one that ruins sleep for you.

The one that makes every other connection feel empty.

So if you are with another girl tonight,

laughing with her, touching her, holding her close

just know somewhere far away,

a girl you haven’t met yet

already feels jealous over you

like your soul secretly belongs to her.