u/--Stargazer-

You are the whisper between heartbeats

The ink that dries before it touches the page

The poet, unspoken

words I long to hear

I am your muse, unheard

Profoundly near

A spark of light

Flaming bright, within

Echoing

in your silence

You always said, it's not that deep...

Then why am I drowning in thoughts of you?

Sinking, fathoms

Into this, bliss

Willingly, sacrificing myself

In the depths of you

Taking my very breath

I think I'm always going to wonder what happened to you. If you finally had enough of this place and uninstalled this app. I hope that's what happened. I can't bare the thought of you being sick again, the very reason why you balked at being with me in the first place, but I know you loved me in your way.

We've always had this strange unspoken connection. A oneness. Like my heart recognized yours even though I've never seen or met you in person. And even though you've stepped away, that connection remains.

I feel your presence everyday.

You would laugh at me if you knew I searched for you here. I've made a fool of myself following rabbits down holes not meant for me. Ate stale breadcrumbs meant for another. I went ALL in...I embarrassed myself thoroughly and probably made a few people here think I'm a mad lunatic!! I'd do it again too, if only to make you smile.

I hope you're happy wherever you are....you deserve that.

One more letter for you in a few days if I don't hear from you.

Now I think I'll go hide and, in your words, where I can only be repulsive.

137/42🌹❤️

-A-

P.s.

My apologies to any redditor that I may have confused in the process of this journey. You're all so kind and loving. 😘