Terrified I’m not going to make it
Obviously seems a little dramatic.
But I’m a Canadian in the US right now for the 4th. Of course a bunch of partying the last few days.
This morning I woke up hung, but felt semi fine. Oddly once we go to our other friends house I haven’t been able to stop thrown up. Since at leave 12. To the point I’m burning my throat from the stomach acid.
I went to urgent care here, they checked my heart and said seemed fine but some reason wouldn’t give me a IV. Told me to go to the ER which is where I am now prepaying they’ll give me an IV. I’ve never experienced something to this extent.
I’m finally starting to keep some water down, but anxiety all time through the roof. Took a 1mg lorazepam earlier to try and calm down but have one more. I can’t believe this happened I’m trying to ride it out but the panic isn’t helping I keep thinking I’m gonna stroke because my left arm keeps going weird but I just have bad nerves lol. I just can’t believe this happened, but I’m assuming I just didn’t drink water yesterday like an idiot. But was fun lol.
Any words of encouragement