How do reversals fit into your practice?
Hello!
I have been reading Tarot for over a year where I sometimes read for others but mostly read for myself. I do a 1-3 card pull every morning and journal.
In the last 3 months I have started reading reversals as I felt really comfortable with the upright meanings and wanted to expand my practice.
The problem is, especially when I read for myself, the reversals give me anxiety. Its a knee jerk reaction. I know no card is inherently negative, but my irrational brain feels like I "failed" when they come up. I struggle with perfectionism so Im assuming it has something to do with that. I often pull clarification cards for the reversals which usually help seeing them differently.
I recently went to a Tarot workshop run by a woman who I have seen many times and taken other workshops from. I asked her to better explain reversals and she was basically like "why are you giving yourself anxiety? Go to therapy or stop reading them".
I am in therapy. I didnt find her answer helpful.
I am trying to view them differently, maybe as a message of release. I am going to go through the deck and do an exercise with intuition to try to dig deep and make my own meanings but I thought I would ask here to see what others think about reversals to help me de-couple that knee jerk assignment of the "negative".