I'm genuinely terrified of the next chapters of my s/os source.
I apologize for bad wording in advance, i'm socially anxious and english isn't my first language, but i need to talk about this somewhere.
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My s/os source is my favourite game. Like, my favourite game of all time. It means so much to me and it has helped and comforted me in alot of ways (especially since i'm neurodivergent). The game is divided into chapters; one or two getting released at a time.
So i SHOULD be happy about new chapters releasing. I should want more content of my favourite game ever, right?
But no, i can't be happy about any part of it because my s/o has a love interest. It has always bothered me, ofcourse, but up until now it has just been the character having a crush on my s/o and my s/o viewing her as just a friend. Everytime new content gets released, i'm scared it'll be something between my s/o and her love interest, and they'll actually become a canon couple/ my s/o will fall in love with her. The ship is a fan favourite and pretty much everyone already views it as canon.
I really really love the source game, but i'm scared to the point i don't want to play the new chapters. I love my s/o so much and seeing her with someone else like that would break my heart, as stupid as i know that sounds. </3