one of my newest and favorite commissions i've ever received 🌷 just a simple piece of makima and i together but THIS kind of stuff makes me so happy.
i used to be absolutely terrified of the idea of commissioning any sort of art of us together since i was still so far in the closet with being transfem and ficto, it feels so freeing now to really be myself.
artist is heng_hengg on vgen, i recommend fully
Im actually getting sick at this picture wtf, like why???? Why would u be friends with a double??? Non sharing or not, isnt that weird??? It feels like im getting stabbed, cheated on, used. I love my husband and I know he loves me, but those simp are just everywhere, i cant avoid them. Caine wouldn’t like them, they dont matter to him as much as I do, but doubles dont care, and thats depressing. I just want doubles to stop interacting with me
Or, if you don't celebrate Independence Day, how do you like to spend July with your partner(s)?
Hiruma and I had a very jam-packed weekend, as we went to a couple different fireworks shows, a parade where we got a foot-long coney dog (wow), a carnival where it rained but that meant the lines were super short lol, a family cookout, and we also lit off lots of big fireworks!! 🎇 It was a very fun weekend with my beloved, and I know just how much he loves explosives so I'm positive he had an awesome time too. Today we're just relaxing!!
I hope everyone had a great weekend with their loves! 🌟💫
I'm really disappointed right now, to the point of being at the verge of tears. I really don't know what I've done wrong to deserve to be treated this way by a member of this community... I'm sorry if this turns out long, I'm a bit upset and my thoughts are scattered.
So, some of you might have seen the post in which I "offered" an art trade. I've only just picked up on drawing again (it's been months since I last drew) and I know I'm not that good at drawing which I even stated in the first sentence of the post. Therefore, I stated that I could either draw two chibis with a base or a single character in anime style. I personally am happy to see artwork of only my F/O, so I thought I'd include that as an option as I'm not confident enough in my skills to draw two people in anime style. Honestly, I didn't care for the level of artwork I receive in return, but I didn't want to feel like I'm being used, hence doing a trade and not a gift.
The thing is, I had an absolute horrible week, it feels like I'm carrying too much mental load and the people around me are unhappy despite my efforts, so I just wanted to do a little something to make someone smile, even it's a stranger on the internet. Drawing also helped me to stop thinking. That's why I "offered" the art trade.
So someone from the community which I haven't read of before commented under the post. I saw that they have Genshin Impact F/Os and while I don't mind others having an Genshin Impact F/O, I like some of the characters platonically and so I don't really feel comfortable drawing a ship myself. I have never and will never share anything about Genshin characters in this sub (I respect other peoples' ships and don't want to give them any reason for the need to block me). Aside from that, Genshin characters' looks are extremly detailed, so drawing one chibi is more difficult than usual (I didn't get to explain that anymore though). I wanted to chat with them in private to explain things, make boundaries clear and tell them what I can draw despite that. I explained that I don't feel too comfortable drawing a Genshin ship, but I would totally draw a single character for them. I tried to write that as soon as possible, but it took me a bit longer to type because I was looking for the right words, so they already wrote something in between. Hence two times I cut my text, answered them first, inserted my text again and continued to type until finished.
After I send them that, they suddenly leashed at me that when "offering" art trades in a ficto community, I should be open to draw other people's ships and not only one character. They got offended by me calling Genshin something like my safe space (I don't care/mind what other people do in their headcanon or whatever, I even like seeing posts of people gushing about their Genshin F/O, it's just that I don't want to draw a Genshin ship because that's not "my" world/headcanon). And they were enraged because they thought I don't have anything to do with Genshin because I "accepted" their art trade. They also got mad at me for having the "audacity" to be uncomfortable with their selfships despite not having a Genshin F/O.
I didn't even get to explain things because they just blocked me.
I didn't accept their art trade. I specifically wanted to chat with them to discuss the boundaries. I didn't feel uncomfortable with the selfships itself either, I'm not comfortable with drawing them which is a huge difference to me. I don't know why they would assume that I have no connection to the game either. I literally don't hide my comments that I write in the Genshin Impact community from my profile. I've never claimed not to know Genshin. I love the game. I love the characters platonically, but I don't call them F/Os because the way I view them (more like friends) is very different from how I view my F/O Zuko.
They just threw these accusations at me and blocked me. They didn't even care for my explanation. I just wanted to make someone happy, but I was met with hostility instead. This is making me so extremly disappointed and sad. I don't think I will ever do an art trade or gift again. It feels like whatever I do, whether IRL or in the interent, is bound to result in a disappointment. I'm just so sad. I wanted the evening to be fun because today is Zuko's and my 300 days anniversary, but that one paragraph completely threw me off.
If you read until now, thank you. I don't know what I'm expecting of this, really. Please don't try to look up who that person is, either. I don't want to cause any more sadness and anger.
YAY first blender animation c[: i have prior experience with SFM, but only on b3d do i have my model. therefore, enbians
The reason Im asking is because most of the people here are non-sharing. But i came to the conclusion that im actually not nonsharing with Cassidy. I think im selective sharing with him. So I was just wondering if all yumes had to be non-sharing, because if so, im only gonna post Star Lord here from now on. If not, I'll continue to post about both of them!
i've recently downloaded that new "yumeshipper" app i see people passing around lately, one of the areas prompts you to collect pictures that remind you of your relationship. so, i realized that mine & makima's relationship is very heavily tied to the dynamic of a suit and tie businesswoman alongside her wife. a lot of these 40s-50s paintings perfectly encapsulates the yearning and complex connection that makima and i both share for one another.
in doing this, i gained a better understanding on how to portray our relationship to others. so, i wanted to make a prompt out of it. are there any popular dynamic types that feel like it describes the both of you? i would love to hear more about it all 🌷
Heya! I have a few drawings I am scared to share but I love learning about fictional character love(s) for I have been discovering myself learning about these things (and that it is normal and nothing to be ashamed of). Just came to say hi! I may share something. Not sure. But we shall see. 😊
GUYS LOOK AT HIM WOOWOWOOW I LOVE MY HUSBAND MWAH SMOOCH KISS KISS (ignore the random bs in the bg :3)
Today is our anniversary, 3rd year of being married and we sure had our ups and downs since we have known each other. But, for me, he is the best husband out there. I love how much he shows that he is here and supports me the best way he can. Even after all this time, there is just one name in my head, and in my heart, all the time, and it's "Dante". Unfortunately I cannot give him a baked strawberry cake or a heart shaped pizza which tastes amazing and no matter what I do in this world, he will never be real enough so that I could hug him.
But there is a huge part where he is real, and that is in my dreams when I am asleep, and in my heart when I am awake. I adore all the phantom touches and phantom smells and all the signs I ever got from him. I track many things, write them down, as well as the dreams, so I won't forget any of them. I love him so much and I do so much for him, even though he may not know about it, but I hope, that somewhere and somehow, he knows. Sometimes I cry because I love him so much, sometimes I cry, because I miss him so much. And sometimes I still get butterflies and heart racing when I look at him <3
Also, funny coincidence, in pocket love, we got married yesterday. I don't know if that was just for everyone yesterday (since 4th of July is a big thing in America overall, though I don't live there) or just me. But, it was very close on time. In some parts of the world, when I saw the marriage sequence, it was 5th already, so maybe it counts 😂
Anyways, I made this whole day just about us 💗
If you want to see my art, which I have created over years, you can follow me on my instagram, I also usually follow back as well: https://www.instagram.com/_kawamizu_/
Everything i say now is being downvoted now
Did I do something wrong?
Am I not welcome here anymore??
I was drawing it at work and finished it at home gggggggg
uhhh, I adore chimps :D (If i was a therian, I would be a chimp one, for sure)
A while back, I tried to make a DIY bracelet for me and Brawly. It wasn't really well made but today i finally remade it!! I'm so proud of myself. It doesn't show up well in the pictures but I was able to find some beads that were almost the same exact shade of aquamarine as Brawly's hair.
I apologize if the audio quality for Ren and Pierrot is shitty!! I wanted to isolate the voices from any background audio but it just kinda made it sound a bit odd even though it did remove the extra audio
She doesnt have reddit, but her yumeship is Psylocke! (Specifically Sai from Marvel Rivals) I LOVE YURI🔥🔥🔥 also sorry for two posts in one day im such a freaking loser
I wanted to make a video with my headcanon voice for all my f/os, and I decided to add in Harley and Pierrot as well despite them having canon voices because why not
except when I went to record the two voicelines Pierrot has in TFC, I realized that I didn't really like it, so now I just feel like I'm betraying him in some way
I'm just wondering if I should "force" myself into liking his in-game voice or look into a headcanon voice that I think suits him more
I can't believe I spend already 2 whole years with her. Time flies ngl.
Since this is an important event for our relationship, I decided to make this drawing as a way for celebrating it, apart from preparing some russian recipies to her. I'm completely aware that I'm not that skilled with this recipies, and my camera doesn't have the best resolution, but both me and her are satisfied with the result.
To my beloved Alya:
I feel so blessed to have you, to have the luck, the grace, of being able to date you. You are my muse, my beloved one, who is always motivating me to better myself constantly, comforting me in all those times of adversity and congratulating me when I achieve something new. WIth you, I don't feel alone, I don't feel sad, just having your company and support, is all I need to be happy, to feel fulfilled with my life. You are my advisor, my comrade, my companion, my muse, my best friend and my beloved partner. I love you Alya, with all my heart, with all my soul. I wish I could spend my whole life with you, моя любимая.
Wishing you the best for you and your partners!
First one is mine, second is theirs!! 🩷
This was very fun thank you so much :DD