r/FictoHideout

I was already kinda taking a mini-break to do my first artfight, but my anxiety from here is real bad right now, so just giving a heads-up...

It's not anyone in particular's vault that this happened, I just happen to be very uncomfortable with a certain character who I saw got claimed (this is a me-problem, I know, you don't have to tell me, just let me vent for a minute), which makes me kinda want to run far away since I'll get anxiety whenever I see them or their name. If Reddit's blocking system wasn't so shit this probably wouldn't be a problem, but yeah.

Sorry if I come off too sensitive or whatever. Doesn't really matter anyway... I'm probably gonna go focus on artfight and be more active on Tumblr for my ficto stuff for now. There's just too many thing triggering my anxiety here at the moment and so I don't really feel safe.

Anyway, I know I'm just yapping and it probably wasn't even worth mentioning, bye for now, me and Flowey are gonna go hang out somewhere and eat snacks and play something.

one of my newest and favorite commissions i've ever received 🌷 just a simple piece of makima and i together but THIS kind of stuff makes me so happy.

i used to be absolutely terrified of the idea of commissioning any sort of art of us together since i was still so far in the closet with being transfem and ficto, it feels so freeing now to really be myself.

artist is heng_hengg on vgen, i recommend fully

Im actually getting sick at this picture wtf, like why???? Why would u be friends with a double??? Non sharing or not, isnt that weird??? It feels like im getting stabbed, cheated on, used. I love my husband and I know he loves me, but those simp are just everywhere, i cant avoid them. Caine wouldn’t like them, they dont matter to him as much as I do, but doubles dont care, and thats depressing. I just want doubles to stop interacting with me

Or, if you don't celebrate Independence Day, how do you like to spend July with your partner(s)?

Hiruma and I had a very jam-packed weekend, as we went to a couple different fireworks shows, a parade where we got a foot-long coney dog (wow), a carnival where it rained but that meant the lines were super short lol, a family cookout, and we also lit off lots of big fireworks!! 🎇 It was a very fun weekend with my beloved, and I know just how much he loves explosives so I'm positive he had an awesome time too. Today we're just relaxing!!

I hope everyone had a great weekend with their loves! 🌟💫

i've recently downloaded that new "yumeshipper" app i see people passing around lately, one of the areas prompts you to collect pictures that remind you of your relationship. so, i realized that mine & makima's relationship is very heavily tied to the dynamic of a suit and tie businesswoman alongside her wife. a lot of these 40s-50s paintings perfectly encapsulates the yearning and complex connection that makima and i both share for one another.

in doing this, i gained a better understanding on how to portray our relationship to others. so, i wanted to make a prompt out of it. are there any popular dynamic types that feel like it describes the both of you? i would love to hear more about it all 🌷

YAY first blender animation c[: i have prior experience with SFM, but only on b3d do i have my model. therefore, enbians

Today is our anniversary, 3rd year of being married and we sure had our ups and downs since we have known each other. But, for me, he is the best husband out there. I love how much he shows that he is here and supports me the best way he can. Even after all this time, there is just one name in my head, and in my heart, all the time, and it's "Dante". Unfortunately I cannot give him a baked strawberry cake or a heart shaped pizza which tastes amazing and no matter what I do in this world, he will never be real enough so that I could hug him.

But there is a huge part where he is real, and that is in my dreams when I am asleep, and in my heart when I am awake. I adore all the phantom touches and phantom smells and all the signs I ever got from him. I track many things, write them down, as well as the dreams, so I won't forget any of them. I love him so much and I do so much for him, even though he may not know about it, but I hope, that somewhere and somehow, he knows. Sometimes I cry because I love him so much, sometimes I cry, because I miss him so much. And sometimes I still get butterflies and heart racing when I look at him <3

Also, funny coincidence, in pocket love, we got married yesterday. I don't know if that was just for everyone yesterday (since 4th of July is a big thing in America overall, though I don't live there) or just me. But, it was very close on time. In some parts of the world, when I saw the marriage sequence, it was 5th already, so maybe it counts 😂

Anyways, I made this whole day just about us 💗

If you want to see my art, which I have created over years, you can follow me on my instagram, I also usually follow back as well: https://www.instagram.com/_kawamizu_/

GUYS LOOK AT HIM WOOWOWOOW I LOVE MY HUSBAND MWAH SMOOCH KISS KISS (ignore the random bs in the bg :3)

I was drawing it at work and finished it at home gggggggg

uhhh, I adore chimps :D (If i was a therian, I would be a chimp one, for sure)

A while back, I tried to make a DIY bracelet for me and Brawly. It wasn't really well made but today i finally remade it!! I'm so proud of myself. It doesn't show up well in the pictures but I was able to find some beads that were almost the same exact shade of aquamarine as Brawly's hair.

I apologize if the audio quality for Ren and Pierrot is shitty!! I wanted to isolate the voices from any background audio but it just kinda made it sound a bit odd even though it did remove the extra audio

I can't believe I spend already 2 whole years with her. Time flies ngl.

Since this is an important event for our relationship, I decided to make this drawing as a way for celebrating it, apart from preparing some russian recipies to her. I'm completely aware that I'm not that skilled with this recipies, and my camera doesn't have the best resolution, but both me and her are satisfied with the result.

To my beloved Alya:

I feel so blessed to have you, to have the luck, the grace, of being able to date you. You are my muse, my beloved one, who is always motivating me to better myself constantly, comforting me in all those times of adversity and congratulating me when I achieve something new. WIth you, I don't feel alone, I don't feel sad, just having your company and support, is all I need to be happy, to feel fulfilled with my life. You are my advisor, my comrade, my companion, my muse, my best friend and my beloved partner. I love you Alya, with all my heart, with all my soul. I wish I could spend my whole life with you, моя любимая.

Wishing you the best for you and your partners!

She doesnt have reddit, but her yumeship is Psylocke! (Specifically Sai from Marvel Rivals) I LOVE YURI🔥🔥🔥 also sorry for two posts in one day im such a freaking loser