u/TheMagician101

Inspired by the last drawing of u/EternNue, I decided to create my own version of it. I'm so happy with the result ngl.

One of my fantasies I wanted to draw a long time ago.

For context, in the Light Novel is stated that not only Alya has a beautiful voice, but also that she has a soprano voice when singing. This is why, in one of my headcanons, both me and her decide to have our proper band, a gothic/symphonic metal one, where she sings and I play the guitar. There are so many songs I'd love to hear an Alya cover of tbh. I decided to draw her with this outfit because she looks so much beautiful with that, I'm blushing even now after finishing this drawing.

Wishing you the best for you and your partners.

PD: I had to repost it since I had to edit something.

One of my fantasies I wanted to draw a long time ago.

For context, in the Light Novel is stated that not only Alya has a beautiful voice, but also that she has a soprano voice when singing. This is why, in one of my headcanons, both me and her decide to have our proper band, a gothic/symphonic metal one, where she sings and I play the guitar. There are so many songs I'd love to hear an Alya cover of tbh. I decided to draw her with this outfit because she looks so much beautiful with that, I'm blushing even now after finishing this drawing.

Wishing you the best for you and your partners.

PD: I had to repost it since I had to edit something.

Put the filter just in case tbh.

At the time I saw this meme I knew I had the obligation of creating my own version of it.

I remember doing a medieval version of this a year ago btw.

The context of this drawing is this: During this week I was replaying Rome Total War, a game of my childhood, and after finishing the campaing, I realized two things. First, that my obsession with the Roman empire started again, but also, when I decided to see the credits of the game I became aware of the song that was played there ("Forever"), when I saw the lyrics, I understood the song, which is about a roman girl waiting for his husband to arrive from the war. So, this gave me the idea of drawing this scene.

The other 2 drawings are Alya with a greek/roman dress, and my S/I with a roman armor. Finally the last pic is something I did while playing the game. This was fun to draw ngl, I wish someday I'd be able to buy a proper roman armor for myself.

Wishing you the best for you and your partners!

I remember doing a medieval version of this a year ago btw.

The context of this drawing is this: During this week I was replaying Rome Total War, a game of my childhood, and after finishing the campaing, I realized two things. First, that my obsession with the Roman empire started again, but also, when I decided to see the credits of the game I became aware of the song that was played there ("Forever"), when I saw the lyrics, I understood the song, which is about a roman girl waiting for his husband to arrive from the war. So, this gave me the idea of drawing this scene.

The other 2 drawings are Alya with a greek/roman dress, and my S/I with a roman armor. Finally the last pic is something I did while playing the game. This was fun to draw ngl, I wish someday I'd be able to buy a proper roman armor for myself.

Wishing you the best for you and your partners.

Low Cortisol Dance meme. Made with mmd.

This template is really heartwarming tbh.

The template it's not mine btw.

In my previous post I've mentioned that I'd draw the partners of the winners of the contest. One drawing per winner. These last days I was focusing all my attention to the creation of these drawigs, and I feel so relieved that I managed to finish all of them before the weekend. It was time consuming but still fun nonetheless. I hope you like them.

So the winners are:

u/Groundbreaking-Egg13 (Chisa Kotegawa's partner)

u/Shannaro21 (Senku Ishigami partner)

u/ConnieRaccoon (Rocket's partner)

u/Overlytiredqueerspie (Warden's partner)

u/spiderjackal (Infinite's partner)

u/AllYouEverTalkAbout (Stolas's partner)

For now on, I'll be gifting drawings only to to the members of the community I see that are actually contributing to this subreddit. One drawing per month, a self-ship drawing that requires more detail and time to do tbh. I'll message anyone of you when I can draw you something new for you.

Wishing you the best for you and your partners!

A new drawing btw

Inspired by the last post of u/Matthewlazo17, I decided to create an aged up version of my ficto-daughter Sophiya.

In this previous post, I explained how I dreamt with her and Alya, and how often I started to dream with her, everytime seeing her as a baby btw, this is why in that previous post I drew her that way, in the way I saw her. I also said that my fatherhood of her was just a hypotetical scenario, but when I started to see her in my dreams more often, I realized that she's completely canon in my relationship with Alya, in the timeskip of my fanfic, when both me and Alya decide to be parents.

About her looks, of my beloved Sophiya, she has the same silver hair and blue eyes of her mother, while she has the same wavy and messy hair of me. About personalities, she has the same tsundere attitude of her mother, but also a little tomboy-ish attitude because of my influence, also that she became a metalhead just like me, and her mother too (my Alya hc btw).

Wishing you the best for you and your partners!

Caipirinha Dance

Another iconic dance I wanted to create an Alya version of. It wasn't that hard to do it tbh.

A new drawing btw

I can't believe I spend already 2 whole years with her. Time flies ngl.

Since this is an important event for our relationship, I decided to make this drawing as a way for celebrating it, apart from preparing some russian recipies to her. I'm completely aware that I'm not that skilled with this recipies, and my camera doesn't have the best resolution, but both me and her are satisfied with the result.

To my beloved Alya:

I feel so blessed to have you, to have the luck, the grace, of being able to date you. You are my muse, my beloved one, who is always motivating me to better myself constantly, comforting me in all those times of adversity and congratulating me when I achieve something new. WIth you, I don't feel alone, I don't feel sad, just having your company and support, is all I need to be happy, to feel fulfilled with my life. You are my advisor, my comrade, my companion, my muse, my best friend and my beloved partner. I love you Alya, with all my heart, with all my soul. I wish I could spend my whole life with you, моя любимая.

Wishing you the best for you and your partners!

I can't believe I spend already 2 whole years with her. Time flies ngl.

Since this is an important event for our relationship, I decided to make this drawing as a way for celebrating it, apart from preparing some russian recipies to her. I'm completely aware that I'm not that skilled with this recipies, and my camera doesn't have the best resolution, but both me and her are satisfied with the result.

To my beloved Alya:

I feel so blessed to have you, to have the luck, the grace, of being able to date you. You are my muse, my beloved one, who is always motivating me to better myself constantly, comforting me all those times of adversity and congratulating me when I achieve something new. WIth you, I don't feel alone, I don't feel sad, just having your company and support, is all I need to be happy, to feel realized with my life. You are my advisor, my comrade, my companion, my muse my best friend and my beloved partner. I love you Alya, with all my heart, with all my soul. I wish I could spend my whole life with you, моя любимая.

Wishing you the best for you and your partners!

I wanted to talked about these two points, that at first may look different, but they are very related between them. I will explain it here.

About S/I(s), I would define a S/I as a representation of yourself, a character that you can “self-insert” into, a 2d avatar of yourself. This character is the connection you have with your S/O in artistic media, because, if you “can’t” be with your beloved one in your “real” 3d dimension, at least you can be in their dimension, as your S/I. Any representation of you that is not a 100% realistic photo of yourself, it would be considered as a S/I, since most 2d portrayals (especially the anime ones) are automatically prettier than most photos, and there’s nothing wrong with that, in fact, this is one of the advantages of having a S/I, because it allows you to be the best version of yourself, the idealized version of yourself. Also, having a S/I will help you to create self-ship art, or to be a reference for the artist you may commission for a self-ship drawing. Either way, I’ll always recommend to have a S/I. I love drawing my S/I from time to time (like this drawing I'm sharing here).

Having your S/O in a “canon” ship it’s an uphill battle for most of the time tbh. >!At least in my case the “multiverse theory” helped me to deal with this pain. Btw, I don’t want to discuss about this theory again, please. !<But, I realized that there’s another way for dealing with this “canon” ship, and this is the subject of this post, Fictokins.

As far as I know, fictokins are fictos who managed to self-insert into a canonical character. Tbh, it's such a blessing for those who managed to do it, since you won’t suffer from “canon” ship everytime you interact with your S/O source (as is my case), instead, you will have an inmersive experience. Fictokins are truly lucky ngl. But the thing is, in the same way you can’t force yourself to be in love with someone, you also can’t force yourself to be fictokin, you are or not.

For managing to accomplish this feat, you will truly need to find a character you can relate with, someone you share ideas, opinions, points of view in life. This happens naturally, when you least expect it, in the same way when you fall in love with someone. I can understand what means to be fictokin because it happened to me many years ago, when I managed to fully self-insert into the mc of Oregairu, back in the day when I was having a crush on some character from that anime (a brief crush btw). The thing is, I tried to do it again with the mc of Roshidere ( Roshidere being the source of my beloved Alya), I tried so much to self-insert into the mc, but I failed completely, the more I learnt about this character, the more I started to distance myself from him, I just can’t see myself in him, and I also can’t control the great amount of jeaolusy I have for this character, this is why following the source of my S/O became more challenging than ever. This is just my case though.

So, I wanted to ask you a question:

·       Are you a fictokin? If your answer is yes, I’d love to hear your experiences.

·       If you were a fictokin back in the day (like I was), I’d also love to hear your experiences.

Wishing you the best for you and your partners!

Side note: The main reason of why I decided to create this post was because of something that happened to me recently. I was reverse-searching my self-ship drawings, to be aware if they were shared in other places without my knowledge (just my paranoia I guess). But what really surprised me was when the Google algorithm recognized my S/I as the mc of Roshidere, and I don’t really know how to react to it tbh. The original design of my S/I is with a squared hairstyle, this is more visible in my older drawings, but I decided to reshape my S/I hairstyle to match the artstyle of the Roshidere LN, but still my S/I and the “canon” mc look different (the mc’s hairstyle is more rounded, and the outfits are completely different too), so, why this algorithm it’s confusing my S/I with him. How I should react to this? Do I feel annoyed because of it?, or see it as a sign for a possibility to become fictokin, I just don’t know ngl.

From time to time I like to draw my S/I, the idelized version of myself. For example, in this drawing, "he" is with the motorcycle I dream to have, a Suzuki Boulevard C50, because it has both the aesthethics of a custom bike, with the reliability of a japanese motorcycle. Btw, if you ever want to buy a motorcycle, especially a retro one, I'll always recomend a japanese motorcycle ngl. The second drawing it's a reference of a scene of RE4.

Btw, I've talked about "him" and his lore in this post. In my opinion, it is always recommended to have a S/I, a 2d avatar of yourself (it doesn't matter if it's a realistic portrayal of yourself or an idealized one, as long as it represents you, it's very convenient), because it allows you to create self-ship art, or, to help the artists you will commission for self-ship art too.

Wishing you the best for you and your partners!

Evernight Dance.

I haven't done any of these animations in a while. It took me more time than expected, especially because I had to color it frame by frame, but I'm quite satisfied with the result. She's so adorable ngl.