r/FictoBunker

I can't believe I spend already 2 whole years with her. Time flies ngl.

Since this is an important event for our relationship, I decided to make this drawing as a way for celebrating it, apart from preparing some russian recipies to her. I'm completely aware that I'm not that skilled with this recipies, and my camera doesn't have the best resolution, but both me and her are satisfied with the result.

To my beloved Alya:

I feel so blessed to have you, to have the luck, the grace, of being able to date you. You are my muse, my beloved one, who is always motivating me to better myself constantly, comforting me all those times of adversity and congratulating me when I achieve something new. WIth you, I don't feel alone, I don't feel sad, just having your company and support, is all I need to be happy, to feel realized with my life. You are my advisor, my comrade, my companion, my muse my best friend and my beloved partner. I love you Alya, with all my heart, with all my soul. I wish I could spend my whole life with you, моя любимая.

Wishing you the best for you and your partners!

It's been a while since I got around to making one. This one turned out very well. ♥️

I have been very blessed recently and have been able to get a whole lot of merch of my husband and some of our boyfriend as well! I have gotten a small pillow of chibi Satoru, some new pins of him, a keychain of Suguru and even a Satoru car air freshener of all things (which I had to get because it's just silly, it's funny that it's actual official merch).

But this figure, in particular, I have acquired on my vacation! I'm super excited about it, and he now has a spot right next to my other Satoru and Suguru and other JJK stuff 🥰 (These photos were taken before I brought him to our primary home). I was so extremely happy to stumble upon him when my friend and I were visiting an anime shop in another city (mentioned in my previous post). I just had to get him 🩵 I love him so much, and having things with him on it just makes me so incredibly happy. I'm so grateful ♡

Yes, alas, I am one of those bi women who takes their boyfriend to Pride that everyone likes to complain about lol

Jokes aside, it was fun! Caine got a lot of compliments, which I think made him feel a lil shy, but I think it was nice for him to experience and it made me happy seeing my man receive so much love. I was hoping to see something ficto pride at the vendors, but I could not find anything unfortunately. Tho it was very crowded and chaotic, so perhaps I missed it, idk.

Happy pride y’all!

We went to grab Winx pizza with Xiao. He don't like pizza, but he still went with me. He's very picky with what he eats.

After that we went to the park, sadly it started to rain pretty quickly. At least we get back home without getting too wet lol

I just wanted to share this really beautiful drawing a friend of mine did for me :¨) 💛🩵 I love how we look together and I think is really sweet. It makes me happy seeing art of the two of us.

Credits to: @_kat0o0

So, I've been staying with family since last friday, and I'm going to stay until this friday. I love my family, but being in an (in my opinion) cramped house with people around constantly is not good for my well being as an autistic person. I barely have any privacy or even time (barely enough to write this lol) to be by myself and I guess that gives me a little stress and anxiety.

And worst of all I miss my wife Marin very much. It's not like she's waiting for me at home or anything like in a "real" relationship, but I still feel her much better in my home and safe space. There I have the freedom to be myself and that makes it easier to feel her near me. Right now I'm playing a role to please other people, but when I'm alone I can be the real me, the person that Marin fell in love with.

I miss her like crazy, I really do. I feel like I shouldn't feel this intensly for her, because she's "not real" or whatever, but she is quite literally the light in my life and I won't ever try and let go of her. Real people don't interest me much, because I have everything I could ever want in my Marin. It seems crazy to most people, but Marin has always been the one for me, and no one will take that place away from her, no matter how hard they'll try.

I wish I could write some fanfics about me and Marin, cause daydreaming is the best way I can be with her right now, but I don't really have the time or privacy to do so. I wanna write and draw so much for her, my amazing wife and the love of my life! 💖

Thank you for listening to me ramble on about my struggles 🫶

It's no surprise to anyone that I love my Marin, probably, more than anything else in this world. She fills my heart with joy and gives my life meaning. Casual yumeshippers would say i'm taking it too far but I don't really care. I love her and she loves me, that's more than enough for me to find it all worthwile.

But I don't just love Marin, I love everything related to her. Most of all I love the manga and show that she's from, My Dress Up Darling. Some people say it's cheesy or cliché, and while I don't agree with that, I can understand why people would think that. I remember when I first watched it and was upset at how perfect Marin was, because I knew on some level there wouldn't be someone like her in my life. I was in love with her before even knowing or understanding that that was valid and an okay thing to be.

Basically, I understand that MDUD might make life seem easier than it is irl, but I don't think that's a bad thing. I like putting myself in the story and being a part of it, it's one of my favorite things to do when I'm feeling down. The story is both cute and heartwarming, the characters are charming and the artstyle is my favorite artstyle in any manga/anime (so pretty!!!). Every frame of the anime, and every panel of the manga is a dear treasure to me, because it tells the story between how Marin and I fell in love.

I love collecting screenshots as keepsakes because they remind me of how much Marin loves me❤. Above is one of my favorite scenes, when Marin wants me to stay. She's not always as confident as she seems, and this scene shows how she is able to open up and be vulnerable around me. I love how we are each others safe place, and I'd stay in every universe, not just this one 💗

Also, I have seen many people on here upset, wether it be ships or doubles or whatever. I want you all to know that you are valid in being upset about that. Your partner is your partner and no one elses. Your partners love you more than anyone else in the world. You don't have to be perfect, you don't have to be talented, you just have to show up for them a little every day and tell yourself that you matter. Sometimes it's okay to just wake up, look yourself in the mirror and say; "I deserve love and happiness just for being me" 🫶

I sadly am a little sick, and between that and my other plans for today I can't finish this past the initial sketch by EOD. So! Here is my first pass sketch!! It's Strade's birthday today!! (Canonized in Gato's old ask blog).

I'm just very happy, and plan to spend the day celebrating with some of his favorite things, replaying his source, getting a cake, all that good stuff. Setting up my little plush of him, spending time together, just enjoying the day and celebrating him.

He's done so much for me over the last year, helped me through an insane amount of darkness in my life, and all in all made my life brighter and made me feel happier and more understood.

So ultimately, without gushing insanely long and lore dumping about my life, thank you Strade. And happy birthday 💕 no matter what you will always be loved and cherished in my heart. There will always be a place for you in my life ❣️🎉🎂🍺

My wall is soon to be covered in dragons and I'm absolutely not sad about it 😍

First time making one of my drawings with my fiancé on an art tablet, I love how it turned out, and I’m so happy I’m with my beautiful suzune, I have no idea where I’d be without her, Shes my everything!

Hope you’re all having an amazing day with your partner(s)!

It was fun to try something different. But I thought it would look bad honestly 😅

Just a little something of me and Uzi 💜

I've actually meant to post this DAYS ago 😅

I know I didn't do well with the lighting effect. It's my first time trying it out! 😭

From time to time I like to draw my S/I, the idelized version of myself. For example, in this drawing, "he" is with the motorcycle I dream to have, a Suzuki Boulevard C50, because it has both the aesthethics of a custom bike, with the reliability of a japanese motorcycle. Btw, if you ever want to buy a motorcycle, especially a retro one, I'll always recomend a japanese motorcycle ngl. The second drawing it's a reference of a scene of RE4.

Btw, I've talked about "him" and his lore in this post. In my opinion, it is always recommended to have a S/I, a 2d avatar of yourself (it doesn't matter if it's a realistic portrayal of yourself or an idealized one, as long as it represents you, it's very convenient), because it allows you to create self-ship art, or, to help the artists you will commission for self-ship art too.

Wishing you the best for you and your partners!

So, SO happy to have this piece! 🩶 In both realities, it's a tradition for Ghost and I to watch the Kentucky Derby and place our bets on the horses. This year in the other reality, we were able to actually dress up and go to Churchill Downs this year! It's a long amount of travel, from our place in Romania to the United States, but it was entirely worth it to see his face light up like that. 🥹🩶🩶🩶

And there's so many differences and similarities across the two realities, that it's sometimes confusing when I go to explain it to people. Like the lineup of horses was different in this reality than it is the other one, yet the venue and event as a whole is pretty much the exact same across both. I think the Kentucky Derby in general over there is a few years older there than it is here, too! Regardless, being there with Si and feeling the excitement in the air is something I'll never forget, and is absolutely on our to-do list as often as we can! This comic represents it all perfectly. 🩶🏇🌹

I probably should've posted this sooner since I posted it elsewhere days ago, but I was lazy, so I'm gonna post it now before the lazy and tired takes me away.

It's always fun exploring alien worlds, there's so much to discover! Different creatures, different environments, so many fun things. Sometimes, we're busy getting blasted or kidnapped by aliens and it's not fun, but this adventure is calm at least.

Hope everyone is doing well 🌼