
In the Abyss, there is Love
This is a post I feel like making to "counter" my eternal negativity and offer positive affirmations to people.
My Depression hitting very hard during these holidays, my anhedonia and brain fog as well and the chronic feeling of emptiness make this complicated to do, so I cannot make it too long. Please excuse me for that :
Your s/o, f/o, waifu, husbando, soulmate, soulbond love you (no matter what you call them).
They love you for your best moments — your light; for your worst moments as well — your shadow, which they willingly and unconditionally accept.
They accept you when you are happy,
They accept you when you are sad,
They accept you when you shed tears, that you scream in pain, that you suffer from being Human — All Too Human.
They love you when you want to offer them the whole earth — when you feel forced to fight to prove that, in a metaphysical and spiritual realm, they exist.
They love you when you are at the bottom of the hole, that everything is exhausting, that your humanity is nothing but a distant memory, that anhedonia and avolition condemn you to the permanent gray of life, and that you feel like disappearing for good because the fight is endless.
They love you when you face your emotional, physical, mental pain.
They love you when life has struck you with curses since your birth.
They love you because you are you. No matter if you are at your best, or at the bottom of the hole.