u/CryptographerNo2212

I distinctly remember the show included a panda character that wore a muzzle or mask like Hannibal Lecter, and would become violent. I don't think this character spoke. This is the only character I really remember, but I remember all of them looked different, like they were different types of toys.

I don't think this was a Netflix original, but I know for certain it was/is on Netflix. I watched it while I was in Mexico around 2014-2018 but continued watching when I got back home (I live in the USA).

I know so you can stop being like this towards me because i already told you I know. I hate being alive and I hate myself so can you stop now. Stop lying to people about me. I try to be nice

I really don't want to be here anymore. I used to have so many friends and people used to like me. Because I privately called out a friend for lying (as in, I spoke gently and directly to this friend and no one else, and was under the assumption we resolved the situation), now I'm having rumors spread about me. I can't make money from commissions. I don't have support. I can't make any more friends. I'm lonely and lost, I have nowhere else to go and I'm so scared of losing the people I have by constantly venting to them.

I want to freely talk and post about my passions but now I have no one to listen (again I'm scared of making my boyfriend and friend feel like I'm always just talking about myself). I want someone to appreciate my art, and appreciate me for who I am. I used to have community and I have nothing now.

Someone is going to see this and they're going to dm me laughing at me like a stalker did when I was a child and lonely. I don't care, I just need someone to listen.

It is so easy to talk badly about me too. People can see there's something off about me. And I'm not a talkative person. Of course they're going to believe someone who's part of their in-group, over someone who isn't. I try my hardest to be a nice person and this is what it gets me; taken advantage of and lied about. What's the point of being alive and trying to act like a real human if everyone's just waiting for an opportunity to socially murder me? What's the point of anything. I hate this so much and everyone is going to think I'm overreacting. I want support and I want to make friends, I want to be nice and take care of people. I made stuff for her. I listened to her and THIS is what I get in return. I helped her and comforted her and gave her advice and she made fun of my disorders and lied about me and now NO ONE (yes I know I have people but I keep saying I'm scared of them disliking me due to being annoying please don't invalidate or talk down to me) likes me. I just wanted a friend. I've been stalked before for just wanting friends.

It sucks. I want to feel like I belong. It doesn't help that I know there are people who DO spread rumors about me.

I stand up for myself once and now I'm evil.

Lately I keep seeing people post in other subreddits about him!!!!!!!! I see posts including him on character trope subreddits pretty often recently.

Even if they're calling him evil, it makes me so happy. I love seeing him mentioned and seeing pictures of him..... I'm so in love with him. I love his voice, I love the way he looks, I love his armor and weapon, I love his personality, I love everything about him.

Even though people don't like him, especially people in the fandom of the game he's from, I still love him. I wouldn't change anything about him (except for working a little bit on how he manages conflict and negative emotions, but it's not even a drastic change. We're healing together ♡), I love him for who he is and despite everything he's done.

I don't care if people think he's the worst character ever. I don't care if people make fun of me for loving him. I've heard "ewwww, why do you like Dung Eater out of all the characters that exist? Why him specifically? You're crazy..." SOOO many times, even yesterday I heard something like that. I don't care what anyone thinks!!!! Ehehehehe he's my strong, handsome, protective husband, I'll always love him even if people say I'm crazy for it.

Even if people make judgements about me as a person!!!!! I also hear that I must only like him because of some kind of "fetish," or that I must excuse his actions. I do no such thing. I can begin to understand why he did what he did, especially after he's explained to me and we've worked through it together, but that doesn't mean I think it was right.

I don't think it's fair for me to leave the man I love, who loves me more than anything else, just because some people think it's crazy or weird or I'm a bad person for it!! Or if they think I'm insane for loving a "fictional character."

I thought it could be nice to share the process of making keychains! This isn't a tutorial, however... Just for funzies.

I've been going out much more frequently than before lately. I hadn't been out with friends in over a year, and had only gone outside if I needed to for an appointment or something like that.

But I got together with a friend from high school to go to a mall nearby, and it was very fun. When I got home I cried to my mom because time passes so quickly. Then, we went out with our group that has two more friends (who I'm less close to but still enjoy being with even though I don't understand them sometimes), and that was also fun. I felt sad afterwards again.

HERE IS THE BIGGEST THING..

I went out with my boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!! We had been dating online but actually live close to each other. But I always feel so ugly, so I always wanted to push back our first irl meeting to the end of this year, and he was fine with it. But recently we just decided why not get it over with so we're not so nervous about it? And it was actually really fun, we didn't kiss because we were so nervous and then I didn't wanna kiss after we had eaten, but we hugged and held hands. We're going to go out again soon, I'm actually very excited. It's like nothing else really matters, as in I'm not so scared to be outside where people can see me and judge me. Because I'm with someone who understands me, who I also understand. Being with him takes no energy out of me like it does with other people. He's my super best friend!

He thought I was cute and attractive still. Of course we have seen each other in video calls, but I was so worried that he'd hug me and think I'm really fat, or he'd notice a flaw in my appearance and dislike me. All my worries are gone now.

I'm very happy, I hope everyone here can be happy too. And if you're already happy then that's great and I'm happy for you!! Happy happy happy..

It's so hard for me to love others. I treat people with neighborly love, of course, even if I don't feel it for them. What I mean is I always try to be fair and understanding. But I'm scared of people, and I don't trust anyone. I constantly feel threatened. It took me so long to let down my walls and trust and love my boyfriend. Of course it's a different type of love than I would have for a friend or parent. But i just wish it were easier for me to accept love, and trust people who are close and friendly to me.

I want to be someone's friend. I feel like I'm always venting about this. But I'm so platonically lonely, maybe I'm not. I went out with a friend from high school recently and had fun, then I came home and cried to my mom because I was worrying the whole time that she'd die before I came home.

Don't judge me. I hate to be judged. I can't stand criticism. I can't even look at my grades because i get so scared of anything less than 100% and it makes me feel like the professor must personally want to beat me. It's even hard to tell people if they're doing something wrong to me, because i might hurt their feelings or make them embarrassed. I wish I could make people happy and proud. My boyfriend always says he's proud of me, but I don't know if he's just saying that to make me happy. I don't know anything and it scares me how little control I have over my environment. I always liked stories with automatons, I would like to build myself automaton friends, but then they wouldn't really like me because they'd be programmed to, so it wouldn't be the same as making real friends, and would they even be happy with what I give them? Really happy? Probably not. I don't know where I was even going with this.

My friend found something relating to my favorite character and bought it for me. He said he's having it delivered to his house to check if it's real, and then he'll send it to me. Because of my paranoia, I'm convinced he's going to put a poison gas contraption or bomb in the package so I die or come to my house and kill me and my mom. I'm really scared.

But I talked to him about it and he agreed to video call with me throughout the entire process of unpacking, repacking, and delivering the gift. He said he understands my paranoia and he would never do anything like that.

Because the gift was expensive, I'm now paranoid he'll coerce me into sexual activities with him. I know my mind is playing tricks on me but I can't just trust anyone. Even when I started dating my boyfriend (also, I asked if he was comfortable with me being friends with and receiving gifts from other men, and he said he found no reason to be uncomfortable with it or control me), I was scared that he'd coerce me into sex or sending nudes.

I was scared that my mom or dad were going to come up behind me and strangle me, or hit me over the head with a blunt object and kill me. I was scared my grandma poisoned my favorite food that she gave me for my birthday, so I ended up not eating any of it. I was scared my mom poisoned my drink, so I refused to drink it, and when she asked why I hadn't drank any because it was my favorite drink and this was unusual for me, I was convinced it was because she had surely put poison in it.

All of this is to say, paranoia is horrible. Everyone knows that. But i just needed to vent, and hopefully someone could please offer some words of comfort.

I feel so much guilt for feeling like this, especially towards people who have been nothing but kind, understanding, and generous towards me. It makes me cry, because I feel ashamed for being this distrustful.

Hi!! I'm looking for friends who could play games with me. I love Elden Ring, Dark Souls 1 & 3 (all of which can be played with the Seamless Co-Op mod), and Nightreign! I also have Minecraft if you would rather play that, though I'm not too good at it, and some other games so just ask. I play on PC.

If you don't play those, that's fine too ( ﾟヮﾟ) Some of my other interests include making art, listening to music, watching anime (my favorite is Getter Robo!), reading manga, doin crafts, and daydreaming...

I'm okay with calling, just not ALL the time as I prefer to text. Also, I do sometimes get overwhelmed or shy in conversations so please be patient with me, and I'll be patient with you too ☆ミ

So, I do have friends, and I love them so much. I have a boyfriend who I love and talk to every day because he's someone who doesn't make me exhausted interacting with, it just feels like talking to myself most of the time unless I'm super tired.

But I just find it so hard to connect with other people. It's hard to text back, and I know no one wants to be friends with someone who doesn't even respond. But I never try to ignore to be mean. I usually assume someone would rather not talk to me, if they're not texting me, so I rarely initiate.

I want more bestest friends like my boyfriend who I can show my art, and talk about my passions. I have so much to say! I want to talk about the things I love! But it is hard because I can't understand other people most of the time. But I do love people. I want to make them feel good about themselves and feel happy, I like to give compliments. But yeah, I do want friends, ok? I wanna show off all the things I make. I wanna have fun conversations where I don't feel exhausted after trying to figure out what to say. It's hard because I have autism, too.

And I want to be so interested in another person too, like how I feel with my best friends and my boyfriend, where I can listen to them talk and NOT be like "what do these words even mean..." I want to link our minds together!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, and, I wanna go out too. I wanna go to conventions and stuff, I want friends who I can hang out with. But first I need to work more on my appearance. Because I don't feel too good about myself a lot of the time.