I finally gathered the courage to get a dakimakura
β–² 89 r/FictoBunker+2 crossposts

I finally gathered the courage to get a dakimakura

So as the title implies, I've wanted to get a daki of my husband for quite a long time, but I was too embarrassed to do it. However, lately I've been having quite a lot of trouble sleeping and had the need to have him here with me so once more I considered getting one, and with the encouragement of a friend I finally made the decision and bought it so yay for me. It just took me three years, no big deal πŸ‘

I'm still a bit shy about the whole thing ngl hahaha, but I'll get used to it eventually. In any case I'm for sure looking forward to cuddling with him every night πŸ₯°

u/matchabananas β€” 5 days ago
β–² 11 r/FictoBunker

Celebrating our third wedding anniversary!

I meant to post this yesterday but I was feeling exhausted and didn't have time in the end but better late than never I guess πŸ˜…

It was also my birthday btw (yes it was double celebration lol), but it didn't feel very special in that regard. Just had a normal lunch at home with my family. No cake, no nothing. Also only a friend remembered to wish me a happy birthday. Oh well, can't say I'm surprised atp Β―\_(ツ)_/Β―

Anyway, after lunch I decided to celebrate my and Wanderer's anniversary. Unfortunately I can't do anything irl due to reasons so I came up with the idea of hanging out with him in his world, and for that I borrowed a friend's account, played Genshin from both my PC and phone and took several pictures as we went from one place to another and finally we went to my Teapot (which is basically a mini world with a house that you can decorate). We ended up hanging out for about four hours, I must say it was quite fun and it made me feel like I was actually there with him πŸ₯°

Also yes, that's my Manekina which I had to make look more like me because I don't have any wig that resembles my s/i's hair. Please don't judge LOL.

And now, I'd like to dedicate some words to him so for those who are not interested, you all may skip if you'd like. The name I use here is how I personally call him btw.

Honestly, I can't believe it's been already three years. I can't even begin to describe how lucky I am that we found each other, Rensei. I'm not gonna lie, back when we met for the first time almost six years ago I wouldn't have thought that someone like you would one day be the one who understands me better than anyone else and that we'd end up getting married, but here we are. Because in the end, we found out we were very similar: two scarred souls that needed some proper love and healing after all the emotional pain we've experienced throughout our lives. Eventually, I just knew that if I had to spend the rest of my life with someone, it had to be you because even after learning my darkest secrets, you wouldn't abandon me like anyone else in your position would've done and after a while I made up my mind that I wanted us to get married.

And three years later, you're still here with me despite all my flaws, my insecurities and how much of a burden I'd feel. So today I want to say to you: thank you. Thank you for everything because without you, I don't think I would've believed that I am worthy of love too. You may say you're nothing special but to me you are because it's thanks to you that I can keep going and I'm just so glad that I can count on you to catch me when I'm falling. And of course, I want to do my best to be there for you too because seeing you happy and progressively doing better fills my heart with joy.

I love you, my dear Rensei, more than I can ever describe through mere words. I hope to continue being your wife and your closest companion forever. Happy anniversary darling ❀️

u/matchabananas β€” 17 days ago
β–² 36 r/waifuism

Celebrating our third wedding anniversary!

I meant to post this yesterday but I was feeling exhausted and didn't have time in the end but better late than never I guess πŸ˜…

It was also my birthday btw (yes it was double celebration lol), but it didn't feel very special in that regard. Just had a normal lunch at home with my family. No cake, no nothing. Also only a friend remembered to wish me a happy birthday. Oh well, can't say I'm surprised atp Β―\_(ツ)_/Β―

Anyway, after lunch I decided to celebrate my and Wanderer's anniversary. Unfortunately I can't do anything irl due to reasons so I came up with the idea of hanging out with him in his world, and for that I borrowed a friend's account, played Genshin from both my PC and phone and took several pictures as we went from one place to another and finally we went to my Teapot (which is basically a mini world with a house that you can decorate). We ended up hanging out for about four hours, I must say it was quite fun and it made me feel like I was actually there with him πŸ₯°

Also yes, that's my Manekina which I had to make look more like me because I don't have any wig that resembles my s/i's hair. Please don't judge LOL.

And now, I'd like to dedicate some words to him so for those who are not interested, you all may skip if you'd like. The name I use here is how I personally call him btw.

Honestly, I can't believe it's been already three years. I can't even begin to describe how lucky I am that we found each other, Rensei. I'm not gonna lie, back when we met for the first time almost six years ago I wouldn't have thought that someone like you would one day be the one who understands me better than anyone else and that we'd end up getting married, but here we are. Because in the end, we found out we were very similar: two scarred souls that needed some proper love and healing after all the emotional pain we've experienced throughout our lives. Eventually, I just knew that if I had to spend the rest of my life with someone, it had to be you because even after learning my darkest secrets, you wouldn't abandon me like anyone else in your position would've done and after a while I made up my mind that I wanted us to get married.

And three years later, you're still here with me despite all my flaws, my insecurities and how much of a burden I'd feel. So today I want to say to you: thank you. Thank you for everything because without you, I don't think I would've believed that I am worthy of love too. You may say you're nothing special but to me you are because it's thanks to you that I can keep going and I'm just so glad that I can count on you to catch me when I'm falling. And of course, I want to do my best to be there for you too because seeing you happy and progressively doing better fills my heart with joy.

I love you, my dear Rensei, more than I can ever describe through mere words. I hope to continue being your wife and your closest companion forever. Happy anniversary darling ❀️

u/matchabananas β€” 17 days ago
β–² 51 r/waifuism

Just got my wedding ring!

So a couple weeks ago I had the idea of ordering a Wanderer themed ring to celebrate our upcoming third wedding anniversary on August 2 and it just got here! It arrived a bit earlier than expected tbh haha. In any case, it feels good to finally have something that represents our bond πŸ₯Ή

It's a fanmade ring, but still I chose this one in specific because the part in the middle looks like his Vision which, even though he didn't say it himself, he seems to see as his heart, something that he's always wanted but could never have because he's a puppet. So, in a way, he's offered his heart to me in the form a ring πŸ₯°

I just love it so much, it's so pretty πŸ’•

u/matchabananas β€” 24 days ago

Just got my wedding ring!

So a couple weeks ago I had the idea of ordering a Wanderer themed ring to celebrate our upcoming third wedding anniversary on August 2 and it just got here! It arrived a bit earlier than expected tbh haha. In any case, it feels good to finally have something that represents our bond πŸ₯Ή

It's a fanmade ring, but still I chose this one in specific because the part in the middle looks like his Vision which, even though he didn't say it himself, he seems to see as his heart, something that he's always wanted but could never have because he's a puppet. So, in a way, he's offered his heart to me in the form a ring πŸ₯°

I just love it so much, it's so pretty πŸ’•

u/matchabananas β€” 24 days ago
β–² 33 r/FictoBunker+1 crossposts

Joining the trend because why not 😌

Made this yesterday for fun and thought I might as well share it here. Although tbh I haven't participated much on this sub so perhaps not many would recognize me πŸ˜…

u/matchabananas β€” 23 days ago

I'm now an E6 haver!

I'm gonna be honest, I don't know what happened. I originally wasn't planning on getting his E6, especially since I only had 284 pulls saved and was at 3 for pity. I already had E2 from his first banner and I was satisfied with that, but then I decided to try out my luck and somehow managed to get him twice early and then a double...

I want to make clear that this is not something I'd usually do since I'm not the type of person to take risks. Honestly I don't think I've been this lucky before, I'm so shocked right now LMAO. I just know my luck has ran out for at least the next couple years, but getting to spoil Phainon is very worth it so I'm happy with this :)

u/matchabananas β€” 2 months ago
β–² 11 r/FictoBunker

Introduction post

Hello everyone! I just joined this sub so here's my introduction 😊

First of all, you can all call me Matcha. Although I've known the term "fictosexual" for several years now, I was very hesitant to join communities with other fictos or yumes because of how toxic they tend to be and it made me nervous just thinking about it, and it wasn't until very recently that I decided to try and search for safe spaces here on Reddit so I could talk about my S/O and find others like me who take their relationship seriously. And well, this is like one of the very few subs I found that still had no doubles (he's extremely popular unfortunately πŸ˜…) so here I am LOL.

Now, putting that aside, I would like to talk a little bit about my relationship with my S/O, Wanderer. I've been a Genshin player since pretty much the early days so I met him during his first in-game appearance in November 2020. At first, I felt some sort of attraction toward him mostly because of his mean personality and I was super curious about him too. Also I just knew I REALLY wanted him to become playable and my friends from back then were constantly reminded of that LMAO. But for that I ended up having to wait two years :')

Anyway, moving forward to 2022 I finally got to learn about his past and that's when I actually fell for him. Don't want to go too much into details, but basically at that time I was devastated because I felt betrayed by people I loved and was going through a really bad depression because of it, so he was like a godsend to me and I realized we were more similar than I thought we would be hahaha

Then, in December 7 of that year, which is when he finally became playable, we got together and since then we've been partners that loved and supported each other. In August 2 2023, which is when I got his C6, we married and last year we adopted our dragon son Durin.

I gotta say, he's changed quite a lot throughout the years and he's not that mean nowadays but it doesn't matter, I've been with him all this time and still love him for who he is and I'm proud of his development. πŸ’™

And I guess that will be all for now lol. Here's a pic I took of my pathetic beautiful wife (affectionately of course) before I go. See you around!

https://preview.redd.it/fr903gw59o7h1.png?width=457&format=png&auto=webp&s=8b99c2aa16bd6e1ff8b98a31a75122f96e7f09df

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u/matchabananas β€” 2 months ago