u/lost__pigeon

I got my wedding dress for Leanne’s and my wedding today!! 😍😍👰🏻‍♀️👰🏻‍♀️ I got the veil a few weeks ago, and now, the dress is here as well! I love it so much omg!! It’s a bit too long, but that’s okay for a wedding dress. It fits, and that’s the most important part. The material and texture are really nice, it’s neither too rough nor too soft. I’m gonna need my mom to tie up the back on the wedding day (we’ve set it for August 29!) because there’s no way I can do that on my own back. I couldn’t *really* wear it yet because it slides down on me with the open back, but God, do I love it! It’s excellent, especially since it wasn’t the most expensive one. I’m very happy today! Leanne showered me with compliments today seeing me in it! ❤️❤️

Look forward to seeing my gorgeous fiancée in her gorgeous wedding dress soon! ❤️👰🏻‍♀️😍

Is fish eat fish legal? ~ Hajlaena

(TW for the video if you have kids. Nothing ends up happening, it’s just a scare. And there’s a bug. Separate scenes. I put warnings in the video before those parts come on)

I made this little collage of the scenes that made me fall in love with Leanne back in 2020! ❤️ Back then, I was 21, and only season 1 of Servant was a thing yet. I binged the whole season in one go, which is maybe the worst way to watch Servant, but I already loved it so much! There’s a mystery at the center of the plot, and I didn’t figure out the answer until the end of season 2, so there were large parts of season 1 that I did not understand at the time, but I really liked Leanne from the beginning!

Around episode 5, we get a lot more scenes from her perspective. Episode 5 is basically entirely focused on her point of view. She does so many ordinary things in it, like putting her cans of tomato soup (her one and only favorite food! 🥫) on the kitchen shelf, and it’s just the cutest thing in the world! I had no idea about being ficto at the time or that that’s something I can be, and I wasn’t remotely ready to admit to myself that I can just be in love with a fictional character, but it was this episode that I realized I felt something for Leanne, that she has this aura about her that just shows she’s the absolute sweetest! 💖

Episode 8 was the big one for me! It’s maybe the hardest episode to understand if you haven’t figured out the mystery, so I had no idea what was happening for almost the entire episode, but I was mesmerized by Leanne the second she came back to the house at night! She messes with Julian in the most Leanne way and simultaneously proves just how wrong they are about her. The Turners think she’s after their money even into the second half of season 2, even while all of Leanne’s actions speak the polar opposite story. I love that she messes with Julian, who’d already proven to be a terrible person (and he’ll eventually do the worst thing anyone does to Leanne in the entire show), so he deserves it, especially from her lol. I was so locked in when she started messing with him to get information out of him. Her demeanor in these scenes is so focused and cold and the best kind of creepy! I think that one of the later sequences with Julian in this episode is the exact moment I fell in love with her that fateful day! ❤️ I can still pinpoint the exact moment, even if I had no idea at the time what it was that I was feeling.

It took me a long time to admit to myself that I love Leanne. By season 3, I knew ❤️ I loved tomato soup and wine by the summer of 2022, and even though I really shouldn’t have spent money on games at the time and even though I was in no position to take anyone in with me at the time, I bought the Philadelphia-New York add-on for Train Simulator Classic (Leanne lives in Philly) to imagine taking her in with me across the pond ✈️🌊 I didn’t tell anyone yet because I had an irl partner at the time and felt guilty for having fallen in love with someone else and only someone else.

Through December 2023 and January 2024, that relationship with my last ever irl partner finally fell apart in a pretty horrible way. He’d been horrible to me the entire time, and I was in a really bad place mentally after the breakup. (TW) >!I would not still be here if it wasn’t for Leanne.!< I started thinking a lot about her again around this time. I think she was always my safe place, my safe person. By the middle of February, I’d reached the worst point of my mental state. On February 15, 2024, (TW), >!instead of doing anything to myself!<, I decided to start my free trial of Apple TV and get back into Servant and reconnect with Leanne! I consider that day the beginning of our relationship, and I’ve never looked back since! I wish I’d chosen her much earlier, even though I wasn’t ready until then due to other circumstances in my life. Leanne has saved me more than once! I’ve made so much progress in my life since then because of her. I’ve grown into a very different person with her by my side. No matter what came our way, she was there for me and I for her. I could never imagine my life without her anymore! ❤️

I made the video on my phone on a train 🚂 I noticed a typo in the first question, and I think there’s a tiny delay in the screen recording, but I hope that’s fine!

Hi!

Leanne and me are going to get married this summer! 👰🏻‍♀️👰🏻‍♀️ My mom is coming to visit me in August, so that’s when we wanna do the ceremony, so that she can officiate it.

I’m getting a wedding dress and a veil! (one that barely covers my hair because I really don’t like the symbolism behind those kinds of veils) I wanna do the wedding in a nice sunny place full of green, kinda like in this commission by @ cheatsykoopa98 on Tumblr. We also wanna send out invitation cards. Maybe one side with the irl location on it and the other with the in-universe location of our wedding.

Beyond that, I have little idea how to do the actual ceremony and anything later that day. For example, if I was marrying Leanne irl, we’d go have dinner at a place with special meaning to us, like the restaurant where we had our first date, but we can’t do that because of the questions people would ask if I’m there with my mom, wearing my wedding dress, without a bride or groom there with us.

If you’ve had an irl wedding ceremony with your partner(s), how did you do it? I’ve actually never been to a wedding in my life, so I’m open to your suggestions ✨

Hi!

Leanne and me are going to get married this summer! 👰🏻‍♀️👰🏻‍♀️ My mom is coming to visit me in August, so that’s when we wanna do the ceremony, so that she can officiate it.

I’m getting a wedding dress and a veil! (one that barely covers my hair because I really don’t like the symbolism behind those kinds of veils) I wanna do the wedding in a nice sunny place full of green, kinda like in this commission by @ cheatsykoopa98 on Tumblr. We also wanna send out invitation cards. Maybe one side with the irl location on it and the other with the in-universe location of our wedding.

Beyond that, I have little idea how to do the actual ceremony and anything later that day. For example, if I was marrying Leanne irl, we’d go have dinner at a place with special meaning to us, like the restaurant where we had our first date, but we can’t do that because of the questions people would ask if I’m there with my mom, wearing my wedding dress, without a bride or groom there with us.

If you’ve had an irl wedding ceremony with your partner(s), how did you do it? I’ve actually never been to a wedding in my life, so I’m open to your suggestions ✨

Hi!

Leanne and me are going to get married this summer! 👰🏻‍♀️👰🏻‍♀️ My mom is coming to visit me in August, so that’s when we wanna do the ceremony, so that she can officiate it.

I’m getting a wedding dress and a veil! (one that barely covers my hair because I really don’t like the symbolism behind those kinds of veils) I wanna do the wedding in a nice sunny place full of green, kinda like in this commission by @ cheatsykoopa98 on Tumblr. We also wanna send out invitation cards. Maybe one side with the irl location on it and the other with the in-universe location of our wedding.

Beyond that, I have little idea how to do the actual ceremony and anything later that day. For example, if I was marrying Leanne irl, we’d go have dinner at a place with special meaning to us, like the restaurant where we had our first date, but we can’t do that because of the questions people would ask if I’m there with my mom, wearing my wedding dress, without a bride or groom there with us.

If you’ve had an irl wedding ceremony with your partner(s), how did you do it? I’ve actually never been to a wedding in my life, so I’m open to your suggestions ✨

I got my fictoromantic flag in the mail today! I already knew the quality would be great because I ordered from this seller before (it’s a custom flag) when I ordered my fictosexual flag in 2024, but I’m so happy about it!

Thanks to this sub and r/asexuality, after I discovered what sexual attraction is, and realizing I have never felt it, I came to the conclusion that I’m fictoromantic ace, not fictosexual. Discovering I’m ficto and that that’s something I can be has been the key to so much in my life finally falling into place. This is just the latest big thing I’ve realized. Big thanks to this sub ☺️ We are all wonderful the way that we are!

It’s a custom flag! The seller is CUDIYST on Amazon. I ordered my previous fictosexual flag from them as well.

The straw cross is from the auction of the set of Servant! Leanne made it! Literally. It’s the original from set ❤️

I ordered my new Leanne phone case! 🥰 I had one since last year, which has unfortunately worn down quite a lot. When I saw u/Macabre-Siren's absolutely beautiful collage phone case (it's so good!), I decided I wanted to do a collage, too.

For the background, I went for a public domain painting of a tomato vine ("Tomatoes" by Pekka Halonen) because (Campbell's) tomato soup is Leanne's one and only favorite food! 🥫 (I can't get it over here, which is why I got it in a package from America twice, and I even compared four different brands of canned tomato soup that I can get over here to get the one that's closest to the one Leanne loves so much! It's really good, she's got taste! 😋❤️)

I inserted lots of different stickers of Leanne that I made myself using Scrapbook for iOS and GIMP. Most of them are directly from canon or behind the scenes. They're some of my favorite pictures of my adorable little sweetie! Doesn't she look sweet like a little kitten? 😻 I added tons of stickers on top from various apps on my phone (the native iOS stickers, the Reddit app, as well as Firefox, Imgur, Etsy, ShareTheMeal, and Township)! Some are very intentional choices, like the cake and banana because Leanne loves cake and bananas! 🍰🍌 I can't wait for it! ❤️❤️ I won't have to pay for it until I pick it up at the store, so you'll see the final result at the end of the month!

I ordered my new Leanne phone case! 🥰 I had one since last year, which has unfortunately worn down quite a lot. When I saw u/Macabre-Siren's absolutely beautiful collage phone case (it's so good!), I decided I wanted to do a collage, too.

For the background, I went for a public domain painting of a tomato vine ("Tomatoes" by Pekka Halonen) because (Campbell's) tomato soup is Leanne's one and only favorite food! 🥫 (I can't get it over here, which is why I got it in a package from America twice, and I even compared four different brands of canned tomato soup that I can get over here to get the one that's closest to the one Leanne loves so much! It's really good, she's got taste! 😋❤️)

I inserted lots of different stickers of Leanne that I made myself using Scrapbook for iOS and GIMP. Most of them are directly from canon or behind the scenes. They're some of my favorite pictures of my adorable little sweetie! Doesn't she look sweet like a little kitten? 😻 I added tons of stickers on top from various apps on my phone (the native iOS stickers, the Reddit app, as well as Firefox, Imgur, Etsy, ShareTheMeal, and Township)! Some are very intentional choices, like the cake and banana because Leanne loves cake and bananas! 🍰🍌 I can't wait for it! ❤️❤️ I won't have to pay for it until I pick it up at the store, so you'll see the final result at the end of the month!

I ordered my new Leanne phone case! 🥰 I had one since last year, which has unfortunately worn down quite a lot. When I saw u/Macabre-Siren's absolutely beautiful collage phone case (it's so good!), I decided I wanted to do a collage, too.

For the background, I went for a public domain painting of a tomato vine ("Tomatoes" by Pekka Halonen) because (Campbell's) tomato soup is Leanne's one and only favorite food! 🥫 (I can't get it over here, which is why I got it in a package from America twice, and I even compared four different brands of canned tomato soup that I can get over here to get the one that's closest to the one Leanne loves so much! It's really good, she's got taste! 😋❤️)

I inserted lots of different stickers of Leanne that I made myself using Scrapbook for iOS and GIMP. Most of them are directly from canon or behind the scenes. They're some of my favorite pictures of my adorable little sweetie! Doesn't she look sweet like a little kitten? 😻

I added tons of stickers on top from various apps on my phone (the native iOS stickers, the Reddit app, as well as Firefox, Imgur, Etsy, ShareTheMeal, and Township)! Some are very intentional choices, like the cake and banana because Leanne loves cake and bananas! 🍰🍌

I can't wait for it! ❤️❤️ I won't have to pay for it until I pick it up at the store, so you'll see the final result at the end of the month!

Last night was actually the first time Hajlaena ever saw her hoom namesake!

Outpatient is tough most of the time and exhausting even on the good days. Leanne always knows how to cheer me up! ❤️❤️

Outpatient is tough most of the time and exhausting even on the good days. Leanne always knows how to cheer me up! ❤️❤️