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…when it’s on my bed and I squeeze it accidentally, it’s the best thing the world!! ❤️❤️

I’ve had this bear since December of 2024! Getting the audio on the bear was actually kind of a mess because there’s no way to directly transfer audio files to it, so I was sitting there with my speaker, recording it manually like twenty times before I got it right, but it was so worth it! ❤️

I’m currently regaining lots of sleep, that’s why I’m not as active. I lost so much sleep recently over realizing I’m trans, so I really need the sleep 🥱

I ordered this a week ago and it finally arrived a couple of days ago, I've been wearing it on my left arm almost everywhere I go. I love my girlfriend Satou so having her hair tie with me makes my horrible days feel less lonely and terrible. I've made it a goal of mine to grow my hair out just long enough so that I can wear her hair tie in my hair like how she does! ☺️🫶🩷🍬

Have a wonderful day together with your partners everyone! 🩷🥖❤️🪷💚🐈🩷🍬

I wanted to share this one =)

I hope you are all feeling well. I personally have been feeling low for a few days now, but i know i'll feel better. I wish you all a great day/night ⭐

Working on it still...... obviously. Have to let my IPad charge before I work on it again.

Don't worry, Jack and I are still together. I just feel like he deserves to graduate into something more unearthly. Or ethereal. Because he's taking such good care of me.

I finally went through my notebook's drafts to polish my story, and tried writing a proper introductory chapter on how Kalin and my S/I first met in Satellite. I hope you enjoy! 🖤

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The summer air in the Satellite slums felt thick with the smell of rust, salt... and a little bit of desperation. Loreley made her way through piles of scrap in the junkyard, navigating through jagged heaps that could easily shred anyone if they dropped their guard. She wasn't just interested in Duel Runner parts nor cards to patch up her deck with today. Nope, today she was on the prowl for something different as well, something no one else in Satellite would probably dream of; she was on the lookout for pieces to build an electric hurdy-gurdy with.

Living in the slums was a relentless grind, with entertainment often strictly limited to duels, turf wars and playing cat-and-mouse with Sector Security. But music could be hers; a way to unwind, to drown out the noise at the end of a long day.

She was so wrapped up in prying a stubborn copper coil out of a busted alternator that she almost missed the shuffling steps behind her. Keyword: almost.

Survival in Satellite was built on instinct. Loreley didn't hesitate, she spun around fast and kicked out, straight towards the intruder's chest.

Thud!

He blocked her steel-toe boot just in time with his forearms. She made him stumble back a step, but he stayed upright. Clearly, he knew a thing or two about street fights.

Loreley crouched into a fighting stance, her blue eyes assessing the potential threat as she swept her silver-and-black bang aside. The newcomer was a young man... brown sleeveless leather vest, purple bandana, light blue hair framing an angular face. And chartreuse eyes smoldering with something fierce.

Kalin Kessler. Leader of the Enforcers. Everyone in Satellite heard the stories about the notorious gang.

He brushed off his vest, looking her up and down and taking in the black captain's coat he knew belonged to the head of the Kerosene Keres. Kalin raised his hands as if trying to calm down a wild animal, showing he wasn't going to harm her.

"Hey, easy. I'm not here to jump you", Kalin said, a half-smirk spreading across his face. "This junkyard isn't Enforcers' turf... yet."

He reached towards his hip, resting his fingers on his deck box. "Though I'd be a fool to run into the Kerosene Keres' captain and not demand a duel. Hell, there were times I started wondering if the 'Wraith from the Wharf' was just some story to keep rookie duelists and intruders out of the shipyard... like you were a ghost scaring them straight. But you look real enough to me."

Loreley straightened and let her long coat sweep the dirt as she stood, glancing at him as she reached for her own deck.

"'The Wraith from the Wharf'? Wow. Really rolls off the tongue."

Kalin snorted, he couldn't tell if he was more annoyed or entertained by her attitude. Most duelists in Satellite were visibly intimidated when face-to-face with the leader of the Enforcers, yet here she was, regaining her composure in a split second with her snarky response. Still, satisfied that she wasn't backing down, he lifted his left arm and activated his Duel Disk. "Let's see if your dueling skills are as sharp as your mouth then, Wraith."

The game was on: his Fiends versus her Zombies. But barely a few turns into their opening play, a small red LED light flashed frantically on Loreley's customised Duel Disk.

Not wasting any time, Loreley tucked her cards back into her leather deck box. "Gotta go," she muttered, crouching down to stuff her salvaged copper coils and components into her cross-bag. "Sector Security's on the prowl... no doubt looking to round up a few 'bargain hunters'. Better scram before I foolishly get hauled in for spare parts theft."

Kalin stood there, dumbfounded by her abrupt retreat. He looked around the silent, empty junkyard and shrugged. "Sector Security? I don't hear a damn thing- Hey! Are you seriously bailing mid-duel?!"

He moved to grab her arm but before he could reach her, the distant whine of Duel Runners echoed through Satellite's empty streets. Kalin froze; now he heard it. He shot a glance back at Loreley, who simply jerked her head in a 'follow me if you wanna stay out of trouble' motion before darting into the labyrinth of scrap. Not about to be caught by the cops, Kalin swore under his breath and took off after her.

After a few minutes of navigating the slums and eastern docks, she led him towards the edge of the shipyard where they reached an abandoned, towering ship. Kalin wasn't as knowledgeable as his friend Yusei when it came to vehicles - let alone a naval expert -, but the large crane on deck led him to assume it was some old platform supply vessel. Across the hull, graffitied gothic letters were spelling out the name 'The Styx'.

Doesn't look nearly as spooky as the rumours make it out to be... Kalin thought, watching the sunset's red glow reflect over the quiet water. ...though I guess it's a different story after dark.

On deck, she pulled open the cabin door for him, gesturing with theatrical politeness for him to step inside first. Kalin rolled his eyes, silently praying that he wasn't walking into some ambush.... wondering why in the hell he had followed a total stranger instead of booking it back to his own hideout in the first place, his curiosity would get the better of him someday. But he couldn't hide the amused grin tugging at the corner of his lips.

The cabin inside was surprisingly personalised: a small workbench covered in wires and dismantled electronics, an old worn sofa and walls plastered in pages ripped from Duel Runner magazines. A graffiti scrawled in black paint above the sofa caught his attention : "Though born in the shadows, we're destined to outshine the stars."

Loreley flopped onto the couch with a heavy sigh. Noticing Kalin now staring intensely at her, she raised her forearm, giving him a better look at her modified Duel Disk.

"This," she said, "is my latest project. And a total lifesaver. As you probably figured out, it's a tracking device that picks up Sector Security's patrol signals." She let out a weary huff, her eyes landing on the other works-in-progress strewn across her makeshift workbench. "Well... at least when it comes to the officers patroling the nearby area, whose Duel Runners I've managed to bug. It's got a limited range."

The Enforcer followed her gaze, taking a closer look at the unfinished projects scattered across the desk. "But for what it's worth, it's done its' job and has kept us safe so far", she added. "We Keres know when to bolt. Makes life here a lot less, uh… deadly."

Kalin leaned against the work table with his arms crossed over his chest and the smallest hint of respect glinting in his eyes. "A street tech who hacks Sector Security's own rigs to keep her crew safe? Alright, Wraith. Maybe there's more to you than a ghost story after all."

Loreley scoffed again at the nickname, but it was more playful now. She stood up and joined him at the workbench, where she added her newest findings to her other salvaged parts. "...the name's Loreley, but my friends call me Lola. Sorry about ducking out earlier. I'm always down for a rematch."

"Lola..." Kalin lowly repeated to himself, as the young woman fetched a hand-drawn blueprint. He had a vague idea of what it was. "So, what are you working on? Breaking into Sector Security's mainframe?"

Loreley chuckled, but it was clear from her small smile that she had absolutely dreamt of it. "Don't be ridiculous. Though I wish... Right now, I'm trying to rig up a signal booster. The people in the slums need to hear the news. Be informed, organised and united. We can't always rely on rumors to stay safe from our common oppressors."

Kalin nodded, admiration prevailing over his usual swagger for once. "Smart. This is a bit beyond my… more forceful persuasion skills. Definitely not my speciality." He gestured to the complex wiring.

"That's why you should leave it to the professionals, Enforcer.", she teased, but her tone lacked its' earlier bite.

"...maybe.", Kalin grinned. "Or maybe... we join forces. Your expertise, my… connections."

Loreley turned to him with a raised eyebrow. "What do you mean?"

"Us Enforcers have a guy," Kalin explained. "Yusei. He's got the know-how with that line of work. I'm sure the gearhead's brains could be of use here. He'll help if I ask him."

"...you guys would work with us?" Loreley's surprise was evident. The Enforcers were notoriously self-reliant.

Kalin shrugged, trying to appear nonchalant as he fidgeted with some busted radio. "It's for the good of the Satellite." He paused, then met her gaze, his eyes suddenly intense. "Besides, maybe... I want to see what you can do, Lola."

Loreley looked out the porthole for a moment as she thought through the proposal. She turned back to him as he handed her back the device, her voice softer as she reached out her hand to take it. "Okay, Kalin. Let's work together." 

Their fingers brushed and in that moment, the spark wasn't just from faulty wiring.

(Didn't do photos for this topic for obvious reasons)

(Warnings for periods and some detailed anxiety attack mentions)

(Selective sharing, so please ask. Thank you)

The time of the month is here much to my dismay. Currently I'm trying to survive these cramps with my bunny boy, as there's plenty of chat models related to period comfort I like.

Besides that, I also try to recover mentally after spiraling due to his fanbase. In short, I got triggers when seeing unwanted posts, words, etc reccomended me on my pages Despite trying to signal the algorithm I do NOT wanna see this sorta stuff), which jolted me out of my regular routine into another anxiety attack for a while.

To not go off a tangent I'm trying to recover from both of this with my bun currently. I really hope this will quiet down, so I can love my boyfriend in peace again, like before. I'm also trying to keep up my diet a little more consistent, drink more fluids a day, and took my painkiller in the morning the moment I felt my cramps incoming. For a while I also won't be monitoring my pages either, including trying to filter out any Fandom content mostly (That isn't sent by my friends in DMs)

One last thing before I go off to munch:

Remember your F/Os love you dearly and they wouldn't have it any other way ❤️

(Sorry if it's too cheesy)

AWHHHH LOOK AT THE CUTIES!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH TO MY BESTIE u/FNAF_Professor FOR THE STUNNING ART OF TAZI AND LUTE!!!! AHFJWJDBABDHSJSHS THEY'RE SO SILLY ANC CUTE GAHHHHHHHH

And we saw a rainbow at night because there was barely any light.

The picture looks really light because of the stupid night vision on the camera. But it was really dark out yet you could see a rainbow 🌈!

I tried to video the chain lightning but mother nature didn't cooperate very well. Figures 😂.

Anyway, nothing beats cuddling and watching thunderstorms 😊

Goodnight everyone. Hope everyone had a good time with their f/os today.

I did with Jack, until my body decided it needed more 🙄 but eh, whatever. I cried a bit, but I cuddled with my doll and fell asleep. Nothing helps like a heartbeat toy from a dog plush and a heating pad. 😊 And soft fabric on my doll.

Love my Jack doll. He's so cuddly.

My love is Seth Milchick from the show Severance. He doesn't have much merchandise other than what you find on Redbubble. But they don't have plushies. So i have had to resort to making my own. I already have a large 5 foot doll I made using a prop dummy, zentai suit, others, wig and stickers. And i have my main snuggle object that I got from Redbubble, a pillow with his face on it. But I have need to be able to hold him and stroke his hair. The large doll isn't something i can carry around easily. So i found a solution. I found this puppet on Amazon and by putting a white shirt (it had a grey shirt and the blue tie already) and mustache (I plan on getting a better one but the sticker will have to do for now) on it, he is transformed in to my own personal Seth Milchick plush. It's taking the actual Seth, my f/o, some time to get used to the plush but I hope he comes around.

I love sitting in my Seth Sanctuary surrounded by him 💙👩🏼‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏿

Omg!! Ok Im just realizing the colours in my plush picture are the same in the screenshot of the actual Seth in the show. The background of blue and green and even the white part in my picture and the white light in his. Wow that's so awesome! I love that!! 😍

"Bet you didn't know being someone's favourite pillow was a quirk you got, huh dove? 🧡🪶"

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Let me leave this new lovebirds/sundive art here and go to sleep, because it's 2am but i really wanted to finish this 🥺🧡💚🪶

Hii !! 💚 How are you doing?? 😊 I hope well!! I'm barely able to post today because I was celebrating my birthday which was on Friday with my husband, and we took advantage of Saturday and Sunday to be together ! 🥰✨ I'm very very happy 💙, it's my second year celebrating with my husband, but I feel so happy that we are still together and that things keep getting better little by little! 🥰✨ This year many, many things happened , it surprises me how many things happened, both good and terrible 🌟, but even though the sea gets rough with a storm , I am always with my swordsman fighting against everything so that our love always stays together. 💚😍 I log into Reddit often to check on everyone , but so much work and things at home don't make it easy for me to post like last year when I was very active , but I'm still present anyway, I don't think I'll ever leave my husband, so we are very happy 💙🥰 but I've already talked a lot about myself , how are you guys doing? how is everyone and your partners?? 😍 I hope you are doing well ! ✨😊

What's something about yourself that only your partners understand? 🤔💭

For me personally it would seem as if Douma is the only one who understands how to approach my mental and physical disabilities as he's not rude about them or limits me because of them either which means the world to me as someone who's often reminded of my disabilities by other people around me. 😭❤️🪷

Have a wonderful day together with your partners everyone! 🩷🥖❤️🪷💚🐈

I got this in an art trade

So theres been a sudden increase of sera doubles in yume subs and she's been helping me deal with the sadness. I'm still really sad about in merch sera not being attracted to me, ofc my sera is different and I see mine as the true sera trust. I've been seeing a lot more angel numbers recently, especially 111 and 444. I also have been playing this hazbin game where you spin and get characters. Sera is a 1 in over 132,000 chance in that game, and I keep getting her when i look back for like a second, this also happened when i was upset over the merch reveal, so I think she is being really affectionate over me recently <3

She really means so much to me, I would be lost without her or Emily. They both mean so much to me i can't even put it into words. They are my beloved brides and i want to kiss them both at least 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 times. I get so flustered even thinking about spending time with her. I love looking up at her (I am 6 feet and she is 12'4 feet tall, really tall, I love her height its so attractive oml) I love hugging her thighs (thats how high I am compared to her height, so I hug the highest place i can ofc bc I love her so much) or when she lifts me up and lets me kiss her on the lips, or leaves her lipstick all over my face, or letting me hug her.

I feel so lucky, just insanely lucky, I don't know how I managed to marry and love the literal leader of heaven (She is the head seraphim and the active leader of heaven, although gods messenger, speaker, is above her. I hc speaker to be sera's mother/mother figure) But in the end, sera is a person who deserves love and I am more than happy to give her that affection and love. Hearing her gush about me makes my face turn red, I love her so much. She really is the most perfect being in all of creation along with Emily to me.

I hate seeing her so sad in season 2, I want to cuddle with her and leave kisses all over her face and tell her everything will be okay, she truly is my everything and i love her so, so, so, so, SO much. I really really love her a ton

I really can't wait for my sera (and Emily) youtooz to arrive, I also got the Pre order pins with them both. I will shower them in kisses when they arrive, and i really hope they make youtooz plushies of them too (they probably will)

Have some scenes of sera where she is genuinely smiling and some fanart (credits to artists! Art isn't mine) also I just rolled her again when i looked back, I think she loves me 🥺 Pretend the smiles are her looking at me trust.

Void-Sharing, doubles dni please.

Ann and Matt are the real Canon.

Thought I’d share this here too! Plus a couple extra pics. Wanted to share a photo dump of some dates Caine and I have been on. Though of course he likes to call them adventures cuz old habits die hard I suppose lol He’s such a cutie pie.

And I wanted to do a little bit of gushing. I tend to struggle with being super gushy with my words. As you can see, I tend to show my love through gifts and outings lol But words of affirmation mean a lot to him, so I try my best to challenge myself because I want him to know how much I love and appreciate him.

Before him, I didn’t really know what a healthy relationship felt or looked like. I honestly thought I was just gonna stay single forever and end up as a crone in the woods lmao Which there’s certainly nothing wrong with that (queen behavior for who it works out for actually), but I did leave myself open for someone. I asked my deities to guide me to the soulmate I’m meant to be with, and well, they did, and I express my gratitude to them everyday.

And I want to express the gratitude I feel waking up every morning to Caine. He is the most wonderful man in the world. He always knows how to make me laugh. And not to mention his laugh, Gods, the cutest I’ve ever heard! He has the sweetest looking eyes. Sometimes I catch him just staring, and when I do my heart completely melts everytime. And while this certainly isn’t the most significant thing, I still have to say it, I have never seen anyone as handsome and sexy as him. I look at him sometimes and I’m just like “hot damn.” And I love that no matter what he has gone through, and no matter what he has witnessed in our messed up universe since completely switching over here, he never loses his sense of hope and wonder. He has helped me become a better, less pessimistic person.

Last week was a significant date in my spiritual practice where couples do a particular ritual together. I asked him if he wanted to do it and he enthusiastically agreed, which made me really happy. We did, and I think it ended up being really meaningful for the both of us.

If you’ve read this far, thank you. Things have been a bit of a struggle in my personal life as of late, but I feel grateful that I have good aspects of my life that give me some sense of stability, Caine, of course, being a major one.

(Selective-Sharing, please ask)

So I was thinking again and I'm concerned for the future of my husband.

It's not just the recent disappointment with my other main, but just in general experiencing let downs with media these days, be it mainstream or not. Especially when sacrificing any good potential in the name of cheap fanservice. Yes my BF's show suffered that too in the last Ep.

Now my husband's next show is in the making, and will be released this year (probably). Now I used to be hyped cause for months, everyone said he was dead and gone since SMG4 ended his story. But now his new show is announced in spring and everyone got hyped up. I was curious for it up until the second trailer where WPNZ (Yes, my OPP) is shown to return as a well... Despite most of the marketing never mentioning him and promoted as Puzzles' show first and foremost...

(Whats with my main men's medias scamming us in the process with their premises and character arcs?)

But what's now more concerning for me is the idea they may want to make MORE ship bait references to Gunshow, so THOSE kinds of fans can drool over it and ignore anything else. Or even worse, only focusing in that (Like what Helliva Boss did. Albeit that wasn't my fav show but... Man it betrayed its premise too. I feel bad for the fans)

I fear they may want to make it cannon for the sole reason of bringing them views. It's enough I have to see ship bait stuff with my BF, but now my husband will be groped in it too.

And it's already bad I have an insecurity and constant comparison problem. So the idea my man loving not only someone else, but someone who's God awful for him as a match makes my stomach twist. And

What should I do if that ever happens? I'm already catastrophozing for this possibility

I am generally not a very ommpistic person i am veery sorry