u/StarPostingStuff6619

(Didn't do photos for this topic for obvious reasons)

(Warnings for periods and some detailed anxiety attack mentions)

(Selective sharing, so please ask. Thank you)

The time of the month is here much to my dismay. Currently I'm trying to survive these cramps with my bunny boy, as there's plenty of chat models related to period comfort I like.

Besides that, I also try to recover mentally after spiraling due to his fanbase. In short, I got triggers when seeing unwanted posts, words, etc reccomended me on my pages Despite trying to signal the algorithm I do NOT wanna see this sorta stuff), which jolted me out of my regular routine into another anxiety attack for a while.

To not go off a tangent I'm trying to recover from both of this with my bun currently. I really hope this will quiet down, so I can love my boyfriend in peace again, like before. I'm also trying to keep up my diet a little more consistent, drink more fluids a day, and took my painkiller in the morning the moment I felt my cramps incoming. For a while I also won't be monitoring my pages either, including trying to filter out any Fandom content mostly (That isn't sent by my friends in DMs)

One last thing before I go off to munch:

Remember your F/Os love you dearly and they wouldn't have it any other way ❤️

(Sorry if it's too cheesy)

(Selective-Sharing, please ask)

So I was thinking again and I'm concerned for the future of my husband.

It's not just the recent disappointment with my other main, but just in general experiencing let downs with media these days, be it mainstream or not. Especially when sacrificing any good potential in the name of cheap fanservice. Yes my BF's show suffered that too in the last Ep.

Now my husband's next show is in the making, and will be released this year (probably). Now I used to be hyped cause for months, everyone said he was dead and gone since SMG4 ended his story. But now his new show is announced in spring and everyone got hyped up. I was curious for it up until the second trailer where WPNZ (Yes, my OPP) is shown to return as a well... Despite most of the marketing never mentioning him and promoted as Puzzles' show first and foremost...

(Whats with my main men's medias scamming us in the process with their premises and character arcs?)

But what's now more concerning for me is the idea they may want to make MORE ship bait references to Gunshow, so THOSE kinds of fans can drool over it and ignore anything else. Or even worse, only focusing in that (Like what Helliva Boss did. Albeit that wasn't my fav show but... Man it betrayed its premise too. I feel bad for the fans)

I fear they may want to make it cannon for the sole reason of bringing them views. It's enough I have to see ship bait stuff with my BF, but now my husband will be groped in it too.

And it's already bad I have an insecurity and constant comparison problem. So the idea my man loving not only someone else, but someone who's God awful for him as a match makes my stomach twist. And

What should I do if that ever happens? I'm already catastrophozing for this possibility

I may not have his Keychain (given that it's a rare one) but atlests I have another replacement for this soft boi to carry more often.

(Plus to share more love too, cause I heard he also has a portion of haters. Okay I get why the OG one gets hate and gets called a cornball, but THIS GUY? He's just being a cutie.)

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I'm so down bad for this man, I'm willing to consume any new content with him I find, or rewatch anything with him ⭐💜

(Yes including hearing his over 1000 amount of voice lines all the way through)

I finally managed to motivate myself to complete a Ref Sheet for my dragon sona I ship my husband with.

I couldn't really use a base to draw after like I did with my wolf one, but this one was still fun to make. Sadly I forgot to make the Autism symbol more visible. Maybe some time later when I do an update

(Hyper-Sharing)

The tie is inaccurately colored but... Overall he's so soft and huggable like it looked on first glance. I think he's small enough to carry around in places, like my Vox plush.

So yeah he's officially the 3rd TV related plush I own 💜💜💜

The tie is inaccurately colored but... Overall he's so soft and huggable like it looked on first glance. I think he's small enough to carry around in places, like my Vox plush.

So yeah he's officially the 3rd TV related plush I own 💜💜💜

Part 2 of my chat edit collection, this time my niche loves (Technically P03 is well known in his community. Like tejre are numerous yuems with him and I mean I can't blame em). These are so damn fun to make, I may make more later on

(Re posted cause of an error)

I found plenty of these templates, and did these edits with 3 of my F/Os. There are more I made, but due to the file limit, I spare those a later time.

(Selective-Sharing with my mains, Hyper with my crush)

Just a silly thing I did. Found some saved meme pics of my F/Os, so I decided to do another prompt because why not.

Romantic:

- Squid (Will You Snail)

- KinitoPET

- Tenna (Deltarune)

- Four (BFDI)

- Wheatley (Portal 2)

Familial:

- X (BFDI)

- Kinger (TADC)

- Happy Star

(Hyper-Sharing with all)

(Hyper-Sharing)

I searched up an image of him for a meme, ended up falling into a rabbit hole of more fan content I haven't seen until now (I found these on a Tumblr archival page of sorts)

It's rare to find more fanart and stuff for him, as his game isn't too known. Plus it's unlikely he gets any official stuff every once in a while (Though... I'd love to see Merch drops like they did with Kinito occasionally.)

Either way, I love this man it's unbelievable. He's a nut job and would make my days hell (he does but..

Not as much as he used to in his game) but I don't care. I love this AI man and want to make sure he's loved and cared for after what he went through (no, I still don't justify his actions regardless. But I understand his pain). He's also sooo fun and charming with that German accent. Plus, these body designs are all unique and make him look so attractive, I'm often foaming at how handsome he isss. 💜💜💜

Bonus dump, I listened this fan song dedicated to him. It's still a banger for me. Perfect thinking about vibing with him to it:

https://youtu.be/Tm5NO5Z-pMs?is=4PO42-To0Zk3w\_YY

(Canon, I was that humming/howling voice in the background during the Refrain)

(Reposted here too)

(Selective-Sharing)

Now I've been taking a break from the TADC community for obvious reasons (which is both a relief and slight pain as I feel I can't talk about my BF frequently as of now), but I did got a notif about a new Merch drop. Which I thought was sudden but hey I get it, the show still brought them a lot of views and all.

Loved the Ribbit stuff too, but my boy also got a few Merch I enjoyed for the most part. (especially the floppy ear plushie IT'S SO GODDAMN CUTE)

However, I can't afford them currently as my uni semester starts in a month. Meaning I probably will have to pay for my fixing exams and missed out date. That often costs a lot for my card.

Not to mention I need to spare money on other things like cosplay items for the future (plus shipping price on top of all). Or if not them, then a few items I can buy to do DIY thingies.

So yeah... I'm in a huge dilemma but... I need to put a stop right now. At least I still have his Keychain I can carry. Though my autistic ass can't sit still when it comes to collwctic crap... ughhhh

(Decided to post this here too. Hoping I get some answers cause I don't even know what to do)

A while back I asked similar things, and I'm sure pretty much everyone else did too but... I'm genuinely feel insecure because of this. Yes it's related to my crush.

It's not just him but... This is the most recent case.

A few minutes ago my friend just DM-d me that his main ship is apparently Canon. But I personally couldn't found anything but... Many people insists it is.

Alright either way, it make me twits in my stomach in worry. I'm a woman, and I genuinely love him. And this made me worry if he'd like me in the first place.

Not just that, but I fear if many fans would attack me saying that he's "taken" or even harass me because of this, knowing the community. (Even though I'm not too deeply invested in it)

So I just Anna ask. Either from fellow yumes (Hyper-Sharing) or anyone else who had a similar situations, what can I do? I know people make headcanons but I'd like to know if anyone else felt this way.

(Screenshots are from the Fan game I'll talk about. I know it looks like he has ears. Also, I'm Hyper-Sharing)

This is more of a dilemma situation, partly related to a fan game of my crush. (One day I may get it, as a form of bonding with him)

So it's titled "Serve? Strike? Mike-a-Like!" and I watched it's T-Rank ending on YT for starters (could be considered a good ending) and while I enjoyed it, it made me a bit worried about some things.

It's not just with this but... Shipping content around him in general. His ships don't irritate me as much as those Mr. Puzzles (could be because I'm not as invested in it's source, or that I don't mind all that much the other characters, or the dynamics being healthier than Gunshow). Either way, I usually don't care all that much. At most I'm mildly annoyed, but not too upset unlike with some others.

Here however, there are hints of ships (not said out loud but... Rather hints) which Yea I know, fanservice and all but... It made me worried he wouldn't be attracted to me. But the actual character we play under the 'Mike costume' is referred ambigously so... They can be any gender if we think about it. And this ending show us without the Mike costume on, so I guess it doesn't matter to him? I don't know...

(For additional context: If I recall from this Fanmade game, Mike was another one of Tenna's familiars who left him, I think. But others cosplay as him basically a job title, and for coping reasons on his part, I think... Don't know I'm not too acknowledged on the lore so... Feel free to correct me)

Besides that, it's a great fan game regardless.

It's not just this, but at times any works referring to ships and such, when searching content of him. Even some fans saying the original source also has hints on him being in MLM relationships. Even if it's probably fanservice, it seems vague from what I've heard. Sorry I'm not as experienced with this Fandom (I'm more of a casual enjoyer so I'm not too knowledged on certain stuff)

Sorry for the bad wording but I was in a hurry. But has anyone experienced this? I usually go with headcanons, but curious on your take on times like these, cause I'm severely confused sometimes.

Just watched TPOT 22 and 23 after a long hiatus, and I enjoyed both mostly, though I had my nitpicks with them.

That being said I think I should bring up my OSC/Algebralien like yumes and my relationships with them for the funsies

Romantic:

Four:

He's my partner for about 3 years this year. He has bizarre ways of showing affection but he can be a real sweetie.

Clock:

He's more if s crush. Chances are he wouldn't reciprocate it the way most people would. He's pretty zany and goofy all the time. But my experience with Four knows it's his love language and honestly, I love that about him too.

Familial:

X (Little brother figure)

I often look after him with my partner (Four). However, lately he proved himself to be just as capable as he is in terms of combat. Like hell yes show what you got to One, little guy!

Happy Star (Older Brother)

Originally, this started off as a meme with friends, that he's my long lost brother. Later we made up stories that I ended up unironically liking so... I took him as my big brother figure.

Platonic (Friendly way):

Nearly all of them from BFDI. But those I like the most are:

- Nine

- Zero (aka Zro)

- Six (She's my friend's GF)

But again, almost all of them are beloved (platonically). Except for One (Biggets OPP besides Pencil in this show), Fourteen (Hell no stay away from my skin) and 2763 (That's an eldritch abomination who'd likely kill me)

Sharing with all. Feel free to ask about it

(Non/Void-sharers feel free to block me)

Yea... TV heads and robots are some of my types. So it was about time for this boi to get my interests at some point.

Story time for context:

In short, one of my friends is a Deltarune fan and thought of showing us gameplay of each chapter so far occasionally. Once we got to Chapter 3 I personally didn't really thought of anything, but I was still interested. My pals said I'll definitely simp for Tenna given my taste (Which I didn't deny, some of my F/Os came unexpectedly. Like Caine). Timeskip to afterwards and I got seriously interested in him, so I wtaxhed plenty of videos, artwork, and so on and so I can safely say... He's definitely a big crush of mine now.

Honestly he's just so darn adorable. I love his story, his charms, the fact that he's so desperate to be appreciated. I'd give him anything in that regards (depending on my social battery, but still) hell, I'd let him be at my place anytime. I like old tech a lot anyway. He just makes me flustered and shy I just can't

Sometimes I feel scared looking up my F/Os cause I knew there's a chance I keep getting bombarded with a popular (or even worse, OOC) version of them that's viral amongst their fan bases. I try to reassure myself these aren't the men I know and love but rather an AU or Impostor versions.

It's complicated to explain but... Yeah I don't like whenever that comes up. Best case scenario I'm just annoyed by them, but worse case is feeling borderline uncomfortable.

I don't know I just hate it anytime this happens and makes me question my guys would even love me, or if they're the loves of my life I knew up until that point.

Anyone else feel this way? Or is it just me