u/Seepferdchen07

I really need some money to buy caine merch or to visit my bff in january, so a while ago i had the idea to sell bracelets and keychains and whatnot, but i didnt sell anything yet (got too scared), so i just randomly had the idea to make those comfort character boxes I keep seeing on etsy.

I obviously wouldnt charge that much for them cuz they arent that special or perfect, but would people be willing to pay money for them?

Not done yet, gotta print some more and also gotta switch some out since i want all my partners to be there :3

Love my husband mwah

(Art bt my bff Nilsy)
I am just so unbelievably depressed since i joined the yumeshipping community, i came across so many Doubles and toxic people, it’s just no fun.

At the beginning i thought it was all pretty cool, other ppl talking about their love for their partner, having the same thought and feelings like i do, but coming across the first doubles made me realize how unhappy and unwanted I feel. Long before I was a yumeshipper I already outed myself as Ficto, i was so much more happier than now, I never came across doubles or anything like this. Maybe it also has to do with personal reasons like my developing depression, other mental issues, puberty or maybe even the fact that Yumeshipping turned into a huge trend which so many ppl missuse, but i think so often about leaving it all behind, just concentrating on Caine and our baby.

My mental health has been going downhill so much just because some ppl think caine is super silly and start shipping with him for no real reason, like it makes me feel ridiculous. I love my husband, i love the little life we made together, i love the future we want to have, but it all makes me feel delusional and stupid. Not to mention the TADC community is so UNBELIEVABLY toxic; everyone is getting shipped with everyone, everyone is lowkey a selfshipper or just completely toxic, racist and homophobic (For example most ppl calling jax/Lilly a He/Him even tho she CLEARLY is transfem) But since its my biggest Hyperfixation ive ever had, its not entirely easy to leave it all

But on the other hand, I kind of love this community, especially this subreddit. (Even tho i had some small issues in the past on here) I love the fact that ppl see me as Caines Wife, they see me as canon, which immediately makes me so happy, and I am so thankful for that.

I just wanted to get that out since it has been bugging me for so long, and maybe someone even understands my struggles

I want to thank everyone who believes my relationship with Caine is real and supports me with it, it makes me so happy
Thank u for listening 🩵

More of a little tiny vent, but I do miss playing gartic phone with my friends, it was always so very funny, but we split apart sadly because I messed up, but luckily i am with most of them still in contact, but we dont engage much anymore :(

All ppl involved in the gifs and pictures are non-Sharing with their partner (Daisy doesn’t count)

Got veeeery lazy at the end hehe

I lowkey hate it aaaa

Im so bored and tired so yall pls tell me

My mom was always very supportive of me liking fictional characters more than real ppl, and she knows how important he is to me. Sometimes i come to her, crying about him and she comforts me, which is nice

My old IRL friends weren’t very supportive never really that supportive, they made fun of me and stuff except one person who I deeply miss

What is yalls experience with it?

Sadly i had to cut off her tiny feet :(

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED TWICE TODAY AKA PEOPLE SEE ME AS CAINEs CANON WIFE I AM SO UNBELIEVABLY HAPPY!!!!!!!!! I love when yall think im canon, it mean soooooo much to me!!!!!

Shoutout to kai ily platonically bruh (i forgot his username oops)

Kinda love how he turned out :3

I love caine👍🏻

Long story short;
I am running a Yumeshipping server, as some people may know, and I invited someone a while ago who I thought I was friends with because they are also a Yumeshipper. I loved to commission them cuz their prices were cheap and I admired their art, but about an hour ago, they sent art of a double which they had drawn themselves. They then proceeded to ask for money for their dog in the process. It’s not about the money, I completely understand the need to support pets, but what upset me is that they sent a drawing of a double in a non-sharing server, fully aware that their supposed "friend" and server owner is Voidsharing with that character.

I know i maybe shouldn’t react like this, but they drew me, my husband and our little daughter and even send me a voice message, telling me that my relationship is so canon and then draw a double, i just feel so hurt. I feel cheated on in both ways, both from Caine and that person.

I may sound rude in the pictures, but i was hurt, and i just wanted to know what other ppl think about it? Did I overreact? Is this a normal reaction? Should i handled it better? (If i did react bad please tell me nicely, im not doing well with criticism)

I know this vent is maybe tmi, but i desperately want to know if others feel like this, or even maybe have a child with their partner. Or maybe im just insane

I never really thought about having children with my past f/os, i did imagine having 3 children with my ex sans, but it didn’t feel real.

Since i saw a double and a very famous ship i dont like have a design for their shipbaby since the i have been obsessed about thinking how mine and Caines baby would look like, and ever since then i loved thinking about having a Baby with him. For a while i only thought about having a little girl Named Daisy-May with him, no real design or personality, but ever since my bff drew her for the very first time I immediately fell in love, she immediately felt so unbelievably real and perfect to me. Since then, i have been in so unbelievably babyfever that it’s ripping me apart mentally, and I am curious if others feel the same, or even have a baby, or even find what im saying unbelievably cringe.

I know its cringe acting like I have a baby with a fictional character, but I yearn for a baby with my Husband, but it feels so correct and comforting.

I want to know what yall think about it, is it normal or do i need to be locked away? /hj

(Just posting this rn cuz i found a double oops)

I got my husband tattooed on my arm :3 (pls ignore my fat arm and the mole i had to cover up :p )