I recently got an acrylic stand of one of my f/os, and this has excited me as i want to try actually taking her somewhere. I'm a little self consious, but i might grab a pic and post it here!! ...however, i do feel a bit self consious pulling out an anime girl and taking a picture of it. Seriously, how do you all go on dates with your f/os??
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Ok, so, my s/o is Shouta Aizawa. Rn im just actually crying because of him, not cause of something he did, or because of a double (voidsharing), but because I just miss him so much. Everyone says "oh you don't understand love, you haven't found your special person yet". I have. He is my special person. Aizawa is my most favorite person in the entire universe.
I am soulbonded to him, void/nonsharing & have been dating him for almost 6 years and right now we are engaged. I can't love any irl person, because he is the only one for me. I know it sounds crazy. I've been told it's crazy, ive been judged. But I love him so much & everytime I lay down, or sleep it just hurts. So much. I just.. cry. I want him next to me. I need him next to me. And I just had a fight with my mom, so I need him now more than ever. And it just.. sucks. Cause I'll never have that irl love, that "normal" love because of how much I love my Shou. I love him so much it literally hurts.
I don't want or need any comfort, I just wanted to rant. Get my feelings out somewhere.. to people that might actually understand how I feel.
here's my intro uhhh i yumeship with t-800 from the terminator!! im mirror sharing (even though i don't think there's any other t-800 yumes in this sub lol) i hope you all will treat me well! ❤️
Personally while William Afton does have a level of softness to him. I see him as the type to wait for me to start it. My nan isn’t the close type, neither was my dad. My mom yes and while they believe I’m like my dad where I’m not well you know. It’s not actually true. I’d be super cuddly with William afton. When he comes back from work, even though I hate winter cuddling by the fireplace and the winter has some pluses. Since we’d be watching the most scary and disturbing horror stuff imaginable I’m a 26-year-old goth and his darker personality. It wouldn’t be phasing him. However, if something did scare me, I can cuddle him to feel safe. So I’d say I would be the one that started it despite his softer appearance. That and I see him as the type of person that would let his partner approach him then him approaching me.
I’ll start this by saying I was learning Japanese for a solid 3-4 years now. It wasn’t for any real reason, It was summertime and I had nothing really to do, so I just kind of started to do that. I was getting good at writing it, and even down the line when I was still in high school I took this online class to learn. I was able to speak decently, not full sentences, but just the typical; “What time is it?” “The weather’s ____” something to that effect.
But after I graduated, I kind of just stopped?
I wasn’t really feeling that spark that I had when I started all those years ago when I started.
But now, that spark’s coming back in a more… interesting way.
See half of my f/os speak Japanese. I obviously don’t (anymore). And, I felt bad, I can’t even lie to you guys😅
I know they’re not real, but I wanna make ‘em happy somehow by learning their language again.
I want to write that I love them in their language.
It gives it more of a feeling to me.
Is it cringe?
Maybe.
But, it’s the boost I need to get back to it!
I find the hedgehog hot, what about you?
Seriously. If it wasn’t for me being ficto, or my F/O, my life would suck. I’ve really got nothing going for me. Fictional characters have been such an important part of my life for 7 years, and will continue to be. Whenever I feel lost or depressed, I look at photos of my F/O and I forget about everything else. He’s all that matters to me. I wish I could be more open about this, but I don’t want people thinking I’m crazy or that I need help. My F/O is truly what makes me happy, and keeps me going. The same went for my other F/Os in the past, but especially my current one. He’s the love of my life 🖤
(Sorry, just needed to vent lol)
I’ve been joining quite a bit of fictosexual celebrate it because I feel comfortable being with people that understand me besides my friends I have my account on private so other subreddits won’t see my posts. Because I made a post on the dead by daylight celebrate it and some weirdo made a comment on where my post stating she believes she married William Afton in 2020 it has a very unhealthy obsession with him. I deleted my post so people won’t see that message and I also blocked that person before privatizing all of my stuff. Mainly to make it impossible to track me because I don’t want harassment or anything.
Sorry about my rant. It felt unrelated. How protective is your wife/husband? We’ve been together since January 2015 when I was 14 going on 15 that March I’ve been original fan from 2014. In 2020 I told all of my close friends on Twitter, which we now use Discord. We’ve been together for so long. I’m getting two rings and getting married to the love of my life. They pretty much congratulated me. They knew how much he meant to me. He helped me through a lot of stuff and it’s definitely a healing relationship. When I make friends, I make sure they accept my marriage because if they don’t, I block them. So it’s just an understanding relationship because if I loved him all the way back then and I’m 26 now I don’t think it’s going to fade. I will admit I might’ve had some small feelings for other characters, but they always died because they’re not William. That in a tests, my loyalty and I always choose him in the end. It only makes us stronger. How protective is William to me? For me, the energy I get from him is more like I understand you and it’s just this positive healing presence in my life. You would think someone like him would have this aggressive energy to him, but he doesn’t for me. I can definitely see him being aggressive enough to stop those who bullied me in the past and made me protect me from them. Like he’s protective, but I wouldn’t say to protective to the point it becomes annoying. If that makes sense. Like he will if I need it, but I don’t see him really treat me as this fragile egg or doll who can’t protect herself. Like it’s a decent balance.
William Afton, he can be emotional. He has shown he does get enraged, apart from that he’s more of a calm person or he’s just straight up miserable, however, he doesn’t let his emotions get the better of him so I’d say he gets enraged do to the frustration or annoyance. He’s more intelligent than emotional. Robotics engineer, co-founder of an entire company etc. I’d say I’m the more emotional one out of the two and he’s the more intelligent one.
Almost everyday, I get harsh comments where people laugh at me, send disgusted faces or insult me. I'm sick of it happening so often, expecially when I'm not doing anything bad and I just wanna express my love for my boyfriend.
Since I was little, I've always been attracted to fictional characters more. It's not my fault if I love Silver now. I didn't choose to fall in love with him, it just happened, and I'm happy it happened because he's more important than anyone else to me. I'd never see myself in a relationship with a real person anyway, just not for me.
For all the people telling me to "genuinely get help because it's not normal", getting help is my biggest wish at the moment because I'm young, in a very bad situation (has nothing to do with Silver) and I'm going through it all alone. However, getting help just because I love my boyfriend would make no sense. What would they even help me with? Would they convince me to break up with Silver and find me a "normal" person I don't even want? No, thanks! If anything, that would be worse because at least I'm happy with Silver. I hope those people changed. We should all respect each other, not hate.
I'm sorry, I have so many things to say, but I'm not good at expressing it, other than the fact that the room I'm in right now is too loud and I hate noises, so I can't focus but I can't leave either.
I gotta admit something - My love for the fictional characters I like is attraction-based, with no romantic element. There's characters I like spending time with and talking to, but the idea of romance? I wasn't kidding about adoring Renamon and the other characters I like, but I'm aromantic even in the fictosphere. And I'm starting to feel uncomfortable pretending because you're all such nice people.
ᥫHollowᩣ+ᥫDarkᩣ໌້ᮨ=ᥫ♪ UNBREAKABLE ♪ᩣ
(Little picture of my dog)
FIRST OF ALL REMINDER THAT YOUR F/OS LOVE YOU
Like, its so weird, he says that he likes that I have f/os and that he will learn from them to treat me the way I want and he's so sweet and cute and handsome and honest and AAAAAAA (Anyways in 2 months It'll be my 1 years anniversary with solivan and milori/clarion, LOVE MY F/OS)