
You ever just, like, cry over ur f/o?
Ok, so, my s/o is Shouta Aizawa. Rn im just actually crying because of him, not cause of something he did, or because of a double (voidsharing), but because I just miss him so much. Everyone says "oh you don't understand love, you haven't found your special person yet". I have. He is my special person. Aizawa is my most favorite person in the entire universe.
I am soulbonded to him, void/nonsharing & have been dating him for almost 6 years and right now we are engaged. I can't love any irl person, because he is the only one for me. I know it sounds crazy. I've been told it's crazy, ive been judged. But I love him so much & everytime I lay down, or sleep it just hurts. So much. I just.. cry. I want him next to me. I need him next to me. And I just had a fight with my mom, so I need him now more than ever. And it just.. sucks. Cause I'll never have that irl love, that "normal" love because of how much I love my Shou. I love him so much it literally hurts.
I don't want or need any comfort, I just wanted to rant. Get my feelings out somewhere.. to people that might actually understand how I feel.