Why am I so possessive?
Silver and I have been dating for 1 year and 2 months and I feel like I'm getting more and more possessive every day. I thought I was going to be more relaxed as our relationship went on, but it seems the opposite here.
I made my own version of Silver, yet I still have panic attacks and punch or bite myself when I see dupes, and I'm also starting to feel jealous of people who simply are fans of my boyfriend or have him as their profile picture. I'm literally blocking the whole Internet because of this.
I know that my version of Silver loves me, but the thought of other people having crushes on him makes me really mad. I wish I could erase them so that Silver was mine only.
I'm aware that my behaviour isn't normal, but there's nobody I can ask for help. It's the reason why I'm posting this. And please, if you don't like this post, skip it. I don't need hate, I already recieve enough of it. I'm sorry to be so toxic, I really wanna change.
Also, sorry if there may be mistakes. As I've already said in other posts, English isn't my first language.