u/-Stress-Princess-

Ive kept trying to figure out how old you are lately and today I just asked you and you told me. Youre 56.

Youve medically retired, your ankle got the better of you but now you can finally work on yourself and hopefully find some solace.

I keep thinking about our life together and how that even though we didnt live together due to your choice in partner at the time but somehow youve always found a way into my heart.

I remember my what Im going to say is my 13th birthday where we both went for my cake and we cooked eachothers heads together. I think about the time I was going through my emo phase and how my other parent was so resistant, all you said was you love me and I will always be there for you.

I love you and will always be there for you. You proved yourself right when I came out of the closet and changed my name to my forever female name and married a man.

You separated from the woman I ran away from and found someone I can feel takes care of you. You may have decades of hardship but I really just hope you get the rest of the life you deserve.

I call you every week and I just want to always be there because early on during my most vulnerable stages of my life you made me feel something I needed so much that I didnt know I needed till way later.

I love you dad.

I tried multiple times to post an image, sorry for that but basically the world around Luigi has these lines on what could be the edges of the objects and glitch around while walking.

Im currently using the AYN Thor max and I am using the Adeno Turnip T26 driver.

We hit it off very well in the beginning but little did we know turbulence was coming. We were young and you were still trying to figure yourself out. Years later after the trouble you asked if we could try again and I was already and still am in a loving relationship which you would be also.

You got married recently and it makes me happy and sad. I think of what couldve been but I know even then that I was not ready because I was very far away from getting diagnosed with my stuff. We probably wouldnt have made it long but the thought of what couldve been has been bugging me even if Ive been together with my spouse for 10 years.

Nowadays Im barely even a friend. Im the person who introduced you to a specific artist which is fine.

I just wish I could stop thinking about this. Its taking too much space in my head. Youre happy AND MARRIED as am I. Im happy for you. Shouldn't that be what I feel?