u/-Telemachus

(Picture unrelated but it's a meme i made with my DnD character)

this us probably the only time i'll ever depict Antinous in blue

my Antinous design is very much based off duvetbox's, so imma credit them for that

and my ref for this animation can be found on yt but i won't say who yet cuz that'll spoil what i'm making

anyways i'm also tryna make a compilation animation of all of Glix's powers but i have realized my dumb self has not decided on all of her powers

The first one: Yuri i did with a green sapphire in Stevos Gems eras roleplay

the second one: my favorite sapphire in the game listed above

the third one: i love my fictional husband❤️

the fourth one: actually a very zoomed in part from the animation

it's only marked as NFSW cuz yuri is the first picture

i just wanted to share idk

(also ik i'm committing the crime of reusing an old drawing but i have sadly run out of art motivation so oof)

(title is ooc but respond like you just saw this)

(ignore how terribly i put my watermark in there i forgot to put it on and when i noticed i did it in screenshots)

also i know it doesn't make much sense but it was based off the Ivan The Terrible holding his son painting

i-im sorry papa i didn't mean to

where are grandma and grandpa maybe they can help!

but it's my fault

how do i let you out?

how...

it's *his* fault

that coward used papa as a sheild

i **hate** him...

i'm sorry papa...

what do i do..?

(ooc: for context Ren and Tele were fighting. Glix tried to stop them by trapping Ren in the prison realm but Ren used Tele as a meat shield. If you were wondering why Glix has the prison realm, a while ago there was a gojo here for a short period of time that gave Tele the prison realm, i had Tele just put it in storage and forget about it but Glix found it. Tele is now trapped, Glix trusts no one because all most people here have done is hurt her father, she doesn't know how to get him out.)

(ooc edit; little reminder that glix is a 7 year old child)

i am so done

with all of you

with all of this

you people are horrible

i have tried my best

i have done everything i can to be kind

to keep it together

to try and make it so no one hates me...

i am so done

with everyone

with all of you

but i don't care anymore

i've done bad things

and guess what?

I FUCKING APOLOGIZED

I SAID SORRY I SAID I'D DO ANYTHING

I KEPT MY SHIT TOGETHER

JUST SO YOU SELFISH FUCKFACES COULD BE HAPPY

JUST SO THAT MAYBE FOR ONCE I CAN SIT DOWN IN MY OWN CASTLE IN PEACE

NOT SURROUNDED BY CHAOS

NOT SURROUNDED BY ALL OF YOU

I WANTED TO BE REMEMBERED

I JUST WANTED MY FUCKING LIFE TO MATTER

WHAT DID I EVER DO TO DESERVE THE THINGS YOU PEOPLE HAVE DONE TO ME?!

I HAVE DIED *FOUR TIMES*

**FOUR DAMN TIMES**

AND EACH TIME I WAS BROUGHT BACK

I WANTED TO REST

I JUST WANTED TO FEEL SAFE

LIKE I CAN EXIST WITHOUT ONE OF THE FEW PEOPLE I ACTUALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT SLAPPING ME ACROSS THE FACE

I WANTED A DAMN FAMILY

I WANTED TO KEEP MY LIFE TOGETHER

YOU ALL PROVED I AM MEANINGLESS

AND MAYBE I AM

MAYBE I *FUCKING* AM

I DONT CARE.

I DONT CARE ANYMORE

I DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS

I AM JUST A FUCKING MORTAL

BUT AM I ALLOWED TO LIVE LIKE ONE?

NO

I'M STUCK GETTING LOOPED INTO STUPID GODLY BULLSHIT EVERY OTHER DAY

I DONT CARE ABOUT THE GODS

I DONT CARE ABOUT IT ANYMORE

I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO HUG ONE OF MY DAUGHTERS WITHOUT FEELING LIKE A FAILURE

I DIDNT WANT THIS

DO YOU KNOW WHEN MY PROBLEMS STARTED?!

WITH BRI.

IVE TRIED TO BE FUCKING NICE ABOUT IT

I WAS HAVING A LOVELY TIME

I WAS GOING TO GET MARRIED, ENJOY MY LIFE

THEN SHE CAME IN

I TRIED TO WELCOME HER

I REALLY DID

BUT SHE WAS WHEN MY LIFE STARTED TO GO WRONG

I TRIED TO ACCOMMODATE HER

THEN VIN CAME ALONG

DAMN VIN.

I TRIED AND TRIED

I REALLY DID

BUT I WAS JUST NOT ENOUGH HUH?

I DID EVERYTHING I COULD TO TAKE CARE OF HER. I DID EVERYTHING TOTAKE CARE OF BOTH OF THEM

THEN FUCKING VIN SUDDENLY DECIDES SHE HATES ME

I'LL BE FUCKING HONEST

I DIDN'T SHED A SINGLE TEAR WHEN DHE DIED

I REALLY DID TRY

I JUST WANTED TO CARE

I COULDNT

I CANT

BECAUSE THEY NEVER CARED

I TRIED

I SACRIFIED SO MUCH OF MY SHORT. INSIGNIFICANT, LIFE. TRYING TO CARE

BOTH THOSE FUCKING CHILDREN

MY LIFE WAS FINE BEFORE TIME

JUST DANDY

I GAVE IT UP FOR THEM

TO CARE FOR THEM

TO DO WHATEVER I CAN TO CLEAN UP THEIR DAMN MESSES

I HATE THEM

I HATE WHAT THEY'VE DONE TO ME

TO MY KINGDOM

TO MY FAMILY

I WISH THEY HAD NEVER COME INTO MY LIFE.

THATS IT

I WISH I HAD NEVER LET THEM INTO MY HOME

I WISH I HAD NEVER MET THEM

(ooc: showing what Tele really thinks when he's genuinely pissed off and very high. also i just wanted to make him be angry for once. also sorry for the long post but like, it just shows HOW MUCH Tele has been repressing his emotions)

(photo unrelated)

Glix slipped some DRUGGGGSSS into Tele's drink so if he responds like he's confused as hell that's why

anyways

can't wait for him to get killed or smth

this is an achievement bcuz this dog keeps eating tide pods, poisonous bugs, and wild mushrooms + anything in existence, including my flesh

it is a wonder he still lives

wish him a happy 7 months of existence