1 year worth of rant [hopefully the only one in next 5 years]
Pahle hi bata du gali bahut zayada hogi coz i am flustered af, so plz dont judge me on this, i usually dont talk like this. And I dont make rant posts, like this would be 3rd rant post of my 3 years journey on reddit... so yeah.
Idk maybe iss sub se unrelated hoo, but rn i cannot go in other sub and make a post coz lot of ppl know me and i am not in good position to talk to all of them...hahahahha (cooked as hell man 🥀)
So, I am 19 y/o jee dropper, lol lund dropper chat se kud jana chahiya bc phaltu ka drop le ke apni gaand marwa di, iss accha toh phicle saal hi 2 mahina dhang se padh kar manipal yaa srm chala jata. Pura saal chudhap kiya hai, padh ke kuch nahi ukhad paya. 5 din me bitsat hai, aur 2 din baad met, gaand phat ke chaar ho chuki hai, yahi last muka hai, pata nahi kaisa jaye ga, bass bits me msc mill jaye yaawrr, pagal ho chuka hu iss jhat bhar ke exmas ko de de kar. Kuch hota toh hai nahi, baad me gaand aur maar jati hai. Saala mukhe samjh nahi aata ki yaa ghatiya kisam ke exam hote kyu hai, bc mai kyu ratu koi cheez jab tumne google banaya hai toh. Kya kar lu ga me apne dimmag me woo chizz tuss ke jab me future me job ke waqt google hi use karne wala hu. Kyuuu?? Ak baache se meko compare kar re jo mera se zayada acche se raat sakta hai, bhai kya ho jaye ga agar woo raat le ra hai aur meko bass dhundna padh ra hai. Arey bc meko concept pata hai na, tabhi toh google pe search karu ga. Nahi pata hota toh kyu karta. Kya hi difference hai usme aur mujhme, bass woo raat ke jawab de ra aur me dhund kar, at the end problem toh solve ho gaya naa. Solution se matlb hai ki process se matlab hai. Bc me toh dhund ke new concept samjh bhi lu ga, uss ratne wale baache ko tih woo bhi ratna padhe gaa. Nahi raat pata bhai, lund nahi solve karne mujhe yee ghatiya questions. Mkc sab dimmag ka dahi kar diya hai, gaand phat ke alag haat me aa gayi hai ki clg nahi hua toh allag hi truma me chala jao ga. Iss jhaat si cheez ne itna pressure daal diya hai ki alag hi baal safed hone lage hai 😭. Pichle 2 mahine me 30 din raat ko sote waqt kawal yahi sochta hu ki if i would have a gun in my hand, i would fucking blow off my brain. Asss trauma aahha.
Saala iss jhat bhar ke exam ke liya dosto ko chorna padh gaya mujhe, itni mushkil se bane the wapis, phir wahi hogaya jiska dar tha 😭
Aur bcc kasam se bata ra hu, koi bhi drop yaa prep karo, kabhi bhi ladki ka chakar mat palna yaawr 😭🙏. Addha drop toh ladki ki wajhe se chud gaya 😭. Saala naa ladki milli na rank aayi 😭💔 Aab pyar hi karne ka maan nahi karta kisi se 🥀
AT THE END, FUCK OFF NTA , FUCK OFF JEE, FUCK OF BITSAT, FUCK OFF EVERYTHING. LET ME LIVE IN FUCKING PEACE 🙏
Bruuh, pata nahi i would delete this post by tomorrow. I dont like this type of shiit post.
Gyan mat peelna, time nahi hai sunne ke liya (respectfully 🙏)