Help with feeling embarrassed and ashamed
My skin decided to breakout literally the day before (today) an 8 day vacation with my boyfriend and his family. I’m so upset, i’ve been working on acceptance and loving my skin more and right now i feel like im having a full on breakdown. My boyfriend and I live together, he helps me rub prescription creams on my back so he knows I struggle and he always tries to make me feel better. I’m just so anxious at the thought of being shirtless in front of his parents (more so his mom who seems to notice and pick out everything about everyone) with my now broken out chest and slightly broken out back.
I’m sorry if this is annoying or a lame rant, i just don’t know what to do. None of my friends really break out on their body like I do and it’s so hard to feel comfortable about people. I own next to no “summer clothing” because I’ve never felt comfortable showing my broken out skin in public. I’m just tired of it running my entire life. Does anyone else feel this way? Am i being too dramatic?? I just feel like an idiot.