u/-soulless_silence-

Fine, I miss you.

Of course I do.

But I keep you at arms length because I can't have you, and if I let you in I would want you. The man who matches me so well, one would say you're my soulmate. But we'll never find out because I've closed that door now. After coming back to reddit to find myself blocked last night, again, for the 5th time. No.

I know you like to blame me completely. I ran. But you blocked. I think we share blame. And ultimately fear is at the root of it. You got jealousy, we both did. Overthinkers shouldn't be more than friends.

You're happily married. I'm going to be single. We match in most ways but not the one that counts. And you couldn't settle for friendship. I'm going to want more.

Please just be happy in your life.