She feeds me like pig. Rojantha thindi pedthune untundi kaani nenu emi anakudadu. Road meeda avulu untayi kada eppudu chew chesthune untayi ala expect chestundi. Ee 10 course meal lo okkatiki no cheppame ayipoyame she says thinali pani cheyyali like i am a pig 🙄 inkentha thinali ra babu
Assalu nenu enduku puttanu ?? 19f here.
First of all, estamleni course bongulo college lo join ayyanu and i have 1 backlog too. Idi chaladu ante, nenu oka instagram channel start chesanu first lo baga post chese danni ippudu stagnant ayipoyindi i post like handmade jewellery and painting. Followers kuda peddaga leru oka 700-800 anthe. Real life lo friends leru. Ippudu holidays malli college ki vellali ante edupu vastondi. Mummy naku driving nerpiyali anukuntondi, mummy valla driver ni pilichi naku nerpiyamandi. Driver emo inko lady ni kuda pilichadu teaching ki aa lady ki 2 kids ta 50s lo undi naakante mundare nercheskundi. Driver uncle emo nannu neekenduku driving neeku focus ledu mee amma cheppindi ani ochavu naku chala irritation teppisthunnavu kani mee amma meeda gouravamtho emi anatledu ani tittadu. Aa lady antha fast ga nerchunesariki naku kontha sadness kaligindi ngl. Etupothondi jeevitham anipisthondi, academics - fail , driving - radu, hobbies - edo ala ala, nenu prathidanilo fail ayithune untunnanu chala sad ga undi. Naaku assalu focus ae undadu car ekkina tarvata naaku emi arthamkadu. Ma amma nannu eppudu nuvvu living in the moment cheyyavu ani tiduthundi and its true. I don't know how to deal with this shit i am feeling really very demotivated naaku emi radu anipisthondi how will i fend myself. Ma amma nannu therapy theesko ani antondi naaku em cheyyalo artham kavatledu i am feeling so sad. Naaku future ledu anipisthondi. Inka nenu chala money spend chesi skincare konnukunnanu kaani naalo pedda change ochindi ledu na face pai acne and bumps unnayi cry is only coming. Naa same age naa cousin emo iit lo chaduthondi ame instagram chusthe edupu osthundi. Naa thoti vallantha naakante mundiki vellipothunnaru nenu maathram basic things deggare struggle ayithunnanu cry is coming. Evalla week lo first day kothaga start cheddam anukuntunna but i literally feel so sad and demotivated edupu osthondi poddu poddunns 😭😭😭 asalu nenu denikaina pni kosthana jeevitham lo 😭😭