i fell in love with my high school classmate turns out we are related from his momma side….we might be brother and sister and bava and maradal same time . what if my mom says no to my love . i’m getting GOT(lannister) level ick .

Ma team lo okaliddaru untaru raka rakala padalu vadi confuse chestharu

Vadevado ninna “these two are orthogonal to each other” annadu

Iyyala aa english vadu “are these changing monotonically or not” annadu.
Nenu inka thattukoleka “you mean either they are increasing or decreasing from current value anna” Vadoka pause ichadu endi ee thingarodu ani mavollemo eka eka paka paka 😡

Sar sarley Telugu medium bathukulu nettuku podam

proper format lo rayaledhu , just wanted to tell what's in my heart

➤PARENT DYNAMICS:

AMMA (age 46) nenu thappa inko prapancham ledhu ,NANNA (age60)

ma amma nanna madhya age difference 14 years , 2005 lo jarigina oka accidental marriage adhi , to be more precise ma nanna ki marriage meedha interest lekunde , societal pressure lo ma amma vallaki wrong age cheppi pelli chesukunnaru ,thanu(amma) pregnant ga unnapudu 14 years age gap ani telisindhi , from then there is no love and affection between my parents

➤FINANCIAL CONDITION :

lower middle class/poor

dad : works as a postal delivery man (outsourcing) - 12k per month

mom : tution teacher for children upto 8th class - 8k per month (govt teacher avvalani thana dream, she worked really hard for it, but god is cruel right )

maa thata daya valla oka own house undhi , oka reku ellu which leaks in 2 out of 4 rooms in monsoons and feels like a oven in summer .

➤ABOUT ME:

chinnapti nundi i was a bright student 10th lo school topper , used to have best friends ,very confident , every telugu parent's dream child , intermediate lo 960/1000 ,then came JEE(seperate ga cheppali dhini gurinchi). 2022 lo 10th complete ayyindhi , 2024 lo intermediate ayyindhi.

➤JEE :

Inter naadhi oka normal junior college. JEE level lo prepare cheyinche faculty em pedhaga ledhu, just marks-oriented preparation tho two years friends tho saradaga aipoyayi. EAMCET lo kuda manchi rank raaledhu.

Tarvatha IITs, NITs gurinchi, avi provide chese exposure and opportunities gurinchi telisindhi. Intlo amma-nanna ni convince chesi, better future kosam JEE ki oka drop year teesukunta ani cheppa.

Coaching afford cheyyalemu kabatti Physics Wallah online coaching tho prepare ayya. First drop lo JEE lo 94 percentile, EAMCET lo 14k rank vachindhi. Ee scores tho average colleges matrame vasthayi. Konni reasons valla Maths ki kuda antha time ivvalekapoya.

“Sarle, 94 percentile vachindhi kada, next year inka serious ga prepare chesthe manchi NIT aina vastundhi” ani anukoni inko drop teesukunna.

And this is where the actual downfall started.

(First drop lo 14k EAMCET rank vachina kuda college enduku join avvaledhu ane reason tharuvatha cheptha.)

➤2nd DROP : (downfall)

12th tharvatha 1 year gap teesukunna ani relatives, society chaala pressure pettaru. “Malli 2nd drop ante inka em undhi?” ani, nannu intlo unchukunda vere oorlo maa penni valla inti daggara separate room rent ki teesukunnaru. Online courses, test series anni provide chesaru.

First 2 months baane undhi, but tharvatha loneliness hit ayyindhi. Friends tho connections levu, Insta lo andarini college life enjoy chesthunnaru ani chusi “Nenu wrong decision teesukunna?” ane self-doubt start ayyindhi. Gradually lectures aapesa, backlog perigipoyindhi, practice aapesa. Months tharvatha pen pattukovadam kuda marchipoya. YouTube/social media ki addict ayyi brainrot, low attention span, hatred laanti vatitho struggle ayya.

January lo JEE Mains 1st attempt raasa — 23% vachindhi. Intlo vallaki 87% ani abaddham cheppa. “Sare, EAMCET lo atleast 4k rank techukoni SRM AP lo free seat techukundam” ani anukunna. But malli discipline maintain cheyyalekapoya.

Finally EAMCET lo 44k rank vachindhi.

maa amma ki shock , "edhi nijanga nee rank eena ?"ani adigindhi , she is too innocent , i felt really bad about what i did in my second drop.

➤PRESENT SITUATION:

naa parents ki ekkuva expectations levu oka govt job chaalu , naaku matram chinnapati nunchi theliyani poverty like good house lekapovadam , family tho ookasari kuda restuarent ki vellaledhu in my life time , nachina battalu konelapovadam , constnt money problem dani valla vache anxiousness inka chaala unnai ela chepppalo ardham kaavtle ,evi anni chusi ela aina wealth generate cheyyali ane purugu 1st drop nunchi undhi , just oka govt job tho wealth create cheyyalenu , adhe some business , free lancing , monetizing art , lanti vatitho emaina cheyyalani mindset kosame nits kosam drops thesa, 4 years btech lo 1st and second year edo la money generate chestha incase set kakapothe 3rd and 4th year lo placements ki kurchunta ani anukunna.

kanni cut to pesent ap eamcet counceling lo raghu college vachindhi , eppudu naaku ee college lo btech cheyyadam waste la anipistundhi , exposure ledhu poni placement kuda levu , poni sontag aemina cheyyadaniki time freedom kuda ledhu , bayata tech market kuda em baale . inko 4 years waste avvadam kante naaku inkem kanipinchadam ledhu.

➤CONTENT CREATION :

NITS lo exposure kosam edhuku antha thapatraya padda ante ,i am really passionate about content creation , how creators make audience and build multiple income sources and i think the can do good if get a good college

the creators i get inspired from :

chandan cheripally , shaikazad 2003 ,outpero founder ,tharun speaks , mouli talks ,jasti , fashion verge ,ajay vision , poorvay . to start creating this type of content i need a good college.

➤WHAT TO DO ?:

engineering kakunda inka emaina unnaya ante , CA kaani it takes 5 years to become a CA and is really tough , incase complete chesina i might become good salaried person but can create wealth poni btech join ayyi tech placements ki kurchundham ante oppurtunities kanipinchadam ledhu pette effort dhaniki kante impotaant , naaku tech interst undha ledha ani thelidhu , etu chusina unemlpyment kanipisttundhi

whats in my mind , online freelancing , coding anni explore chesi SRM AP lo next year eamcet through 4k rank thechukoni seat thechukoni , i can follow my intersets and placements kontha lo kontha better untai ani oka delusion belief lo unna , kaani ma amma matram intha confusion undadam chusi edchestundhi , inka enni years alne untav , vacchina engineering college lo join ayipovachu ga ani , but raghu lo join aithe govt jobs thappa dheniki paniki rakunda pothanani na opinion

➤what i expect from reddit :

just telll me what you feeel , express cheyyadaniki kuda evaru leru , suicidal thoughts kuda vastunnai

Sodara /Sodareemanulara

Oka game aadadhaam

simple and straight!! Only 5 members ki maatrame for today to see how this is shaping up !

MagaKaruvu Batch will choose below given numbers:-

5, 7, 12, 16, 20

AadaChinuku Batch will choose corresponding squares of the above numbers:-

25, 49, 144, 256, 400

For example abbai 5 choose cheskuni ammai corresponding square of that number 25 choose cheskunte they match and I reveal their ids to each and then they can have a pulihora session.😜

Now process:- Idhi First in first served, whoever texts me first they will get opportunity, after 5 slots, game will be closed.

1. ⁠Abbai oka number ankuni dm cheyandi
2. ⁠Ammai meeru kuda squares lo choose a number and dm me
3. ⁠First ah number cheppina abbai ki dhani corresponding square text chesina ammai ni , I will find out and with their mutual consent , I will share their ids to each other

note:- Meeru mee gender and number cheppali while texting me

4. this will continue until all 5 are taken , then i will rest!

Disclaimer:- Pichhi pichhi veshaleyodhu, wrong maatalu matlade ids ni public shame chestam group lo!! So please avakasanni viniyoginchukondi, sankanaakpiyyadhhu!

Thanks and start mujicccc

Age 24
Appu 24laks
Kastallu no jobs,BTech supplies, love failures,venupotullu, 3 Casellu

E dharidharalllu Ela over come avaliii

So my mom and dad both being govt employees..

They are both and doing their work from and currently they are in their middle age.

So my mom for her work should board a train travel to another town(1hr journey) in a general compartment( being a well earned women) and then work 10hrs and return to home full exhausted and tired with being full annoyed. She used to get irritated for small things I do, like if the bed sheets are not proper and so let it be any reason we used to fight and scold each other. I Know this happens at a lot of homes. Currently I am 21 M but back then when I was a lot younger I used to hate by mom for this. She used to say sweet things in the morning but when she comes back how can she become this rude and this complete different person.

But as I got a lot of maturity by aging I saw how she used to ready up everything do the house chores and then rush up to the railway station and again come back home and then again do the remaining chores.

I realised that she's not mad at me but she is just hating her life but still living it to provide a better life to us. I am honestly admitting I can't even do that.

So in the times we fight I used to say some hurtful things and she might have said some hurtful things and we don't mean them at all...

But the sacrifices you made and the daily work you are doing is very great AMMA...

That's why I guess women are compared to earth for the patience they have.

Always your kid... Love you AMMA❤️

Obviously I cannot say it to her face but will always acknowledge it.

It doesn't mean I dont fight her still.

I do and it's now became a fun activity and I try to annoy her just to distract her from her stress..

To the best mom ever thank you❤️

Oka Kavitha maatrame mowaa...

Prema ante…
Prema ante roju “I love you” ani cheppukovadam kaadu… Manaki nachina person tho maatladinappudu time ela gadichipoyindo teliyakapovadam.

Vallu baadhaga unte, reason adagakunda pakkana undalanipinchadam. Vallu kopamlo unna sare, “sare le” ani vadileyakunda… konchem aapyaayanga daggariki vellalanipinchadam.

Prema ante perfect person kosam vetakadam kaadu…Manaki nachina oka person lo unna imperfections kuda cute ga anipinchadam.
Chivariki…

“Naaku nuvvu kavali” ani cheppadam kante,
“Nee life lo em jarigina… nenu ikkade unta” ani cheppagalagadam.
Ade kada prema ante?

But ippudu ah prema ledhu mowaas ...Adhi eppudu antham aypoyindhi

I have hit rock bottom so many times in life that I’ve honestly lost the count.

Every time I try to climb back up, life somehow finds a way to drag me twenty steps down again. Losing someone to death, backstabs, financial crises, unrequited love, heartbreak, career hurdles, you name it. I’ve experienced more than I ever thought I would.

And somehow, through all of it, I still managed to stay positive, kind, empathetic and somewhat sane. Not that I didn’t spiral badly, I did. But I always wiped my tears, picked myself up, and kept going.

But I’m exhausted now. Beyond words.

I have constant anxiety attacks. My brain never shuts down and barely lets me sleep. I overthink everything, replay everything, worry about everything. Even when everything is quiet around me, my mind isn't.

Honestly, I’m at the very verge of giving up on everything.

I can’t keep putting on this face of strength forever.

And if there’s one place where I feel like I could finally let my guard down and be vulnerable to the core, it would be with them.

The one person I loved.

Sometimes I just want to hug them for hours. Not talk, not explain anything, just feel safe for a little while.

But never mind.

They’re happy without me. They don’t want me. And I know I have to accept that, even if it hurts.

I don’t even know why I’m writing this. Maybe I just needed somewhere to put all of this because I’ve been carrying it for too long. Tbh, I haven't processed any of these fully ever.

Never mind. Thanks for reading.

I was in a relationship where I constantly felt like I was walking on eggshells. I was made to feel like I was asking for too much whenever I wanted attention, affection, reassurance, or just to feel wanted.I remember him once telling me "You already fell for me, don’t expect me to give you 24/7 attention". And the funny part is, I wasn’t even asking for 24/7 attention. I was asking for a text every day or two. That was it.

There were so many little things like that. Backhanded compliments, comments that made me question how attractive I was, and just this constant feeling that I had to be more somehow to deserve more. The few times he did tell me I was beautiful, it always came with him subtly reminding me that I wasn’t the most beautiful or in a way that I have to be grateful that he likes me or something, he wouldn't say it directly but I could understand what he was implying and it's funny because people were asking me why I was dating him in the first place, told me that I literally deserve a way better looking guy, not that ugly asshole, same exact words, I got offended then 😭 and I told them that it's okay, I'm not superficial, funny how I was defending him in public and not even getting treated right in private lol.

I remember one day standing in my bathroom, looking into my mirror and crying because I genuinely thought I deserved this because he said something about how I looked I think. I don't even remember exactly what he said anymore, but I exactly remember how I felt.

Cut to today 🥹

My current boyfriend makes me feel like the most beautiful person in the world. We’ve been together for a year and he still rizzes me up like we met yesterday. Yesterday, I was joking that he could stop because it’s been a year and he already has me and he said I will never stop rizzing you, i’m going to impress you every single day and even our grandkids will be amazed at my rizz, lol and that honestly took me back for a second. Because now I’m with someone who does so much for me that he genuinely seems to consider it the bare minimum. He makes me feel like I deserve more 😭😭 I don't know if there's even a possibility of more at this point?

I was talking to my mom today and she said I think I gained one more son so casually😭😭😭 and that probably says more about him than anything I could write here, especially because she's not particularly expressive with words and it's not just the way he treats me, it’s the way he shows up for the people he loves, such a gentleman asalu.

I spent thinking I was asking for too much when I was barely asking for the bare minimum. Now I’m with someone who gives me so much and somehow he feels like it's the bare minimum. That’s what makes this feel like a full circle moment for me 🥹

Age 24
Appu 24laks
Kastallu no jobs,BTech supplies, love failures,venupotullu, 3 Casellu

E dharidharalllu Ela over come avaliii

Recent ga oka party ki velli return avthuna around 12:30-1 am ala vizag lo yendada nunchi rushikonda velle road oka ammay age 22-24 ala untay bike appindi thanu cheppadaniki chala hesitate avthundi and chala uncomfortable ga undi cheppu em ayyindi ani adiga eelopu pakka nunchi Okkadu ochi em ledu anna 15k isthey osthadi annatu antunadu but thanu ala ledu and chala guilt tho akkada unnatu anipinchindi adiga madyalo eeduevadu ani cheppindi thanu vaadu aa ammay boyfriend anta vaadu phone konukodaniki thanani ela cheyamanadu anta and you know thanu ready ayyindi.

Ikkada 1st thing vaadiki ae matram ayna siggu untey ala cheyadu 2nd thing ala ani anaganey aadini thannakunda akkada ochi nilchundi aa ammay ee okka vishyam chalu aadi charector cheppadaniki ee basis meeda aadiki antha importance ichindo ardam kaatle.

Aadiki full ga mingulu petti aa ammay ki ardam ayyela Cheppa odiely aadini future paaducheskoku ani.

Intiki ochesa kaani adey alochana oka phone kosam lover tho alanti panulu cheyisthara do he deserve love aa tarwata maruthara vallu antey tldu naaku. Ala unnaru.

Indaka reddit translation excellent English ochindi mingakandi.

So em ayindhi ante there was this guy and we were talking since months and months. Ippudu sudden ga em ayindo telidhu busy anta, work undhi anta etc. Be being me, already telusu edho oka roju ayithadi ani but at least nik matladali ani lekapothe cheppachu kada isn't it simple. Ila ghost chesthe em vasthadhi, matladali ani ledhu ani chepthe hurt ayithadi but oka clarity ichinattu ayina untadi kada. Enduku ila chestharo ardam ee kadhu. Nenu na self respect just a person kosam chaala sarlu sacrifice chestunna but aa person kuda ardam cheskovali kada. Nenu emo i can't concentrate on anything else Enduku this person made me feel that he is different. But now it feels like every guy is same. Na friends emo Enduku antha depressed untav when he doesn't even care about you block Cheyi ani cheptharu but vallu cheppina antha easy kadhu. Ignore ee cheyalenu block inka kastam ee 😭😭

This is an update to a post I made last year about a girl I met during an internship. If anyone's interested, the original post is basically about how we became extremely close during our internship, got separated after getting onboarded in different cities, and slowly drifted apart.

https://www.reddit.com/r/bondha\_diaries/s/DSbEAhZpBx

Well… she’s back in town now.

She came to Hyderabad about 3 weeks ago, and we've been meeting again. Not every day, since we're in different projects/offices, but we've been spending time together at lunch, hanging out with our friends, going to movies, etc.

And honestly, it's been really nice.

We were extremely close during the internship. We spent around 10 hours a day together, 5 days a week, for about 4.5 months. Somewhere along the way, I developed feelings for her. I never actually told her.

After we went to different cities, our relationship slowly faded, and I eventually tried to accept that maybe I had just lost someone who was really important to me.

Then she came back.

Then yesterday, we happened to be alone and she told me something.

Apparently, while she was in Chennai, a guy she worked with proposed to her. She said she didn't say yes, but she does have some feelings for him and is considering seeing where things go over the next couple of years. She said she would only marry him if their connection and feelings remain strong and, most importantly, if her father approves. She also mentioned that his family seems pretty accepting of relationships, while her own family situation is more complicated.

I was honestly just sitting there listening to her talk about him, but my mind had basically gone blank.

And one thought kept repeating:

"I have to tell her."

So I did.

I turned to her and basically said:

"I also like you. I don't know if it's love, but I have feelings for you."

I told her about my family situation too. My parents have always told me not to get into a relationship, especially because my brother married the person he loved and there was a lot of family resistance because it was an inter-caste marriage. They're happy now, as far as I know, but my parents still tell me that I shouldn't do the same.

I told her that, despite all that, I've always wanted to marry someone I genuinely love. I also told her that I don't really know what I'm supposed to do with these feelings or what the future looks like.

And then I basically just put everything on the table.

I didn't ask her for an answer.

I didn't tell her to choose me.

I didn't ask her to reject the other guy.

I just wanted her to know.

Ironically, the first and only proper opportunity I ever had to tell her how I feel happened to be immediately after she told me about another guy who likes her.

Perfect timing, right?

She was surprised. She said she had never known that I liked her. She knew we were very close, but apparently she had never interpreted it romantically.

There was understandably a little awkwardness afterward, because, well… I had just dropped that on her out of nowhere.

For once, though, I'm not going to try to predict it.

I just know that after months of wondering "What if I had told her?", I finally did.

And holy shit, I was shaking like crazy while saying it. 😂

I genuinely never thought I'd have the balls to tell someone this.

So yeah…

That's the update.

"I recently relocated to a new city for work. Historically, I have maintained a routine of getting a legitimate, therapeutic massage every three months. Seeking to continue this habit, I visited a local spa that appeared reputable it had positive online reviews and a professional, unassuming exterior.

Upon entering, the reception was somewhat unconventional. Several female staff members briefly presented themselves, after which a manager asked me to select a therapist. Being entirely unfamiliar with this dynamic, I deferred the decision to them. Once in the room, the assigned therapist inquired about the type of massage I preferred before explicitly outlining a menu of 'additional services' along with their respective costs.

I took a moment to process the offer. Under normal circumstances, I might have declined, but the profound isolation of navigating a new city coupled with the deep loneliness of having no friends or partner nearby clouded my judgment, and I impulsively decided to take a chance. The massage itself was entirely perfunctory, serving merely as a formality to pass the time before the transactional intimacy took place.

Since returning home, I have been overwhelmed by a heavy, complex sense of remorse. Because this was my first time engaging in an encounter of this nature with a stranger, I am experiencing intense emotional dissonance and racing thoughts. This feeling goes far beyond a fleeting biological regret; it is a deep, psychological conflict that I am struggling to articulate and process.

Note: TBC it's only B2B and HJ no sex

Rearrange your name alphabets to form a word. In HINDI ENGLISH OR TELUGU.

Lets others guess your correct name.!

Soo eeroju na birthday anamataaa
Chaalaaa takkuva to be specific 3 wishes eh ochai ippati varaki :)
Im grateful to them
But the thing i have been observing lately is very year alane aithundi but ah 3 ppl maruthunar
Pedda post veyadaniki em ledu
Na birthday na chepadaniki vestuna post 🤧

So hello guys..

My name is T, 21M

So nenu reddit 1 year nundi vadtunde so what happened is was I met a friend in past month. Let's say her name is M. Do it's completely platonic. I don't have any such intentions and all. So she users to daily message me and yapping about our day,and we also used to prepare for a common exam we are giving. So nenu late ga reply isthe she used to say nene mssg chestuna ani male ego na. Adhi idi ani slow ga ok ani I started equally messaging her as often she does. Rane vachindi endi amavasya,So today nenu edo sad ga unde oka china vishyam lo na best friend phone tiyale and nenu ok thana naku mamulga daily rant chestadi kada nenu evala edo sollu vedham mood divert cheyadaniki ani mssg chesanu anthe...

She was like enti advance avutnav I did not expect this from you Anta...

🤡 And blocked me

Nenu Asala naku vachina kopaniki...

Devuda ela unde vadini ela ayana ani badha...

Andharu ila undaru

Kani naku ilanti valle tagulutharu... 🫠🫠

Lately I realized I never got any surprise birthday cake cutting and never received gifts from anyone (except my mother) on any special occasion. Never been someone's special person, never been in a relationship, don't know how it feels to have that one person in my life. Not been lucky with friendships either, where I get calls only when someone needs something from me.

All I'm currently doing in life is

Work

Earn enough so I can send money home and make sure my parents live comfortably

Spend on movies, food and basic stuff

Struggle to sleep and this cycle just continues

I'm not complaining about anything, it is what it is. But suddenly this thought hit me that I never got any gifts or surprises in my life.

Sunday full ga tinesi , content antha motthesindi.. so timepass ki oka sodhi posting. So na inter lo co-ed hostel and oka papa undedi na side line lo mundhu. Nen em sight kottedi kadhu, but aa ammayi vurke venakki thirigi chusedi .. dhinemma manam em antha andhagaalam kuda kadhu deeniki chadhivi chadhivi burra dengi**dhi ankunna. First nen antha pattinchkoled, and also na venaka evad side evad ledu so aa ammayi nanne chustandi so am not a delulu. Na face motamm acne unde so under confident untunde nen aameki eye contact ivvali ante but aa ammayi thella ga thamanna la untadi. Sarle aameki leni noppi nak deniki ani nen chudadam start chesa, amma emaina feeling aa guys. Ipdu talchkunte cringe unde but aa tym lo aa feeling maza istunde. Dhinemma inka lecture aipoyi study hour lo kurchunapdu start Inka adi chudadam nen chudadam , madya madyalo aa hair ni set cheskunedi fingers tho motamm slow motion la anpinchedi.. nannu eh lecturer aina pogidithe edo tanani pogidinanta smile and blush aipoyedi. Okka sari ante okkasari kuda nen direct ga matladale guys, aame kuda matladale motamm chupulathone. Inka inter over, andaru eda padte aadiki poyaaru, nen phone teeskunnaka first fb account create chesi aameki friend request petti, message petta "I love you" ani.. aa ammayi *ewwww 🤢" ani reply petti nak bf unnadu ani vaala iddari pic nak pettindi. Deenekka idhem sadist ra babu anpinchindi, deenikosama nen nibba la daaniki health bagokapothe nen mokkukunna , like wtf!! Inka aa roju fix ayya eh ammayi tho relationship oddhu, AM eh muddhu. Cut cheste engineering final year lo I found my love and 8 years fast forward I'm married to my forever.

So ma babai is a typical boomer kinda uncle. Manishi parle manchode but he's a complete boomer imo. Ivaala clothes kondham ani i went to zudio with him. And he's like nuvvu chustha undu ani he went to the perfume section near the billing counter. Velli free samples unnai kadha ani anni bottles okko perfume he's like spraying completely all over his shirt. Billing aavida vintha ga chusthundhi entra babu ani. Like i know they are free samples but chethi meedha veskuni we need to smell kadha if we like it or maybe a few sprays over the shirt ala cheyali. I had to call him to get him over to me. Pakkana super market ki velthe he bought one product edho juice and he's cutting the line like billing ki line lo undakunda first place ki Elli oka product ye kadha billing cheyamantunnadu. I told him many times over there ala cheyaru line lo unna vallu erri pappalu kadhu ani. He's like not listening and finally billing last counter lo cheskuni ochesadu. Such an embarrassing thing today I had to face with.