Before you roll ur eyes and click off, im not here to complain about the (perceived) prestige. I’m aware that my state school is an excellent school.
Basically, I committed to Rutgers two days ago and don’t get me wrong, I know it’s a great school and i absolutely love how big it is and how there’s so much to do.
I’m just disappointed that I’m going to know so many people who are also attending. I wanted to be able to meet a bunch of new people and shake off all the mistakes i made in highschool so that i could build a new image of myself.
I also don’t even like the major I chose (I know first years are undeclared), I just still haven’t decided what I want to do yet and it’s so frustrating to see everyone (especially from my highschool) get into the honors college and be so sure of what they want to do while im not
If u saw my last post, you probably saw everyone in the comments discouraging me from taking a gap year but i genuinely dont know anymore
Anyone else feel/felt the same way?