u/00idontknow

a few weeks ago i wanted to make a post on this subreddit to tell that i finally got better, that i have been free from sh for a while and that even tho i was still thinking a lot about it i was finally happy and healed, i was doing so good

i relapsed, really bad, and everything feels like it’s falling apart again. I mean it’s life, sometimes you’re happy sometimes you’re not. I a just so tired i feel like i will never be truly free from it, i living with it but the more the time passes the less i want to hold it longer
i was a sad teenager and now i’m just a miserable adult that still can manage their fucking feeling other than abusing substances and hurting themselves.
i don’t have anyone to tell that, guess i needed to vent somewhere