I hate being Queer ngl (NOT HOMOPHOBIA)
Im a Trans man and i consider myself pan.
I find being queer exhausting. Like the world has forcibly turned my existence into a political thing and man I just wanna live in a cabin alone with a dog or sum shit in the woods.
I also hate coming out. You gotta do that shit over and over again and if you dont that one person gets upset for whatever reason cus they thought you were closer than that. I hate that coming out is seen as something that indicates you trust someone. Obviously it does but I fucjing hate coming out to someone because of a mild inconvenience and the person starts acting as if you trusted them with a life secret. I get it...but I don't want that. Its tiring.
I also hate especially coming out as Trans. People always start acting different. Like they had no problem calling me a guy using he/him on me but then they find out my legal name or whatever and all of the sudden they're accidentally calling me that. Or using she/her. Or they start specifically calling you a TRANS guy. Which is fine...its not that im ashamed of being Trans or gay its just...feels like im being subtly called not a real guy. And ince you come out you becime like the FACE of trans people for somr people. Like you cant get pissed at them misgendering u cus then you're perpetuating the stereotype fhey have. Or those people will also start complaining to you about trans people always demanding to be referred to by their pronouns BUT I DONT DO THAT SHIT (NOR DO I CARE IF OTHERS DO) BRO I DONT EVEN WANNA COME OUT SO WHY ARE YOU COMPLAING TO ME
Also fucking hate when people get pissed at me for not following low-key toxic masculinity traits because im acting like a woman. STFU I DONT WANNA BE SEXIST AARGH
Being pansexual is also weird. People get pissed when i say that cus they dont understand how its different than bisexual and theyre convinced im saying it to be special or sum shit so then i just say im bisexual but then it leads to different weird shit so i just gotta call myself gay. But im not a real gay cus im a trans man 💀💀💀
Man i just wanna be a dude whos into everyone in the same way no matter what theyre gender is whys ts so complicated lemme live without getting other peoples complaints shoved down my throat
EDIT: guys im not suicidal or anything im actually pretty optimistic I was just frustrated. no need for reddit cares