u/0184ver

I keep having different dreams about people that are no longer in my life. It started with my ex best friends and reconnecting with them. Then, it moved on to ex crushes. Ex friend groups. Some people of which I had a bad falling out and some that I just drifted away from.

I wanna say this all started when my boyfriend and I had our biggest argument yet, so I think it’s just the stress from that. But, I’m not sure. If anyone knows what it means? I can’t stop lingering on the thoughts of people from my past now.

Hi everyone!! I’m looking for some advice (and motivation) as I’m feeling pretty discouraged :( I started marathon training at 20 weeks, and here we are 10 weeks out and I’ve fallen off hard. I’ve only done a few 5ks here and there. I’ve been able to keep up with strength training but I hit a heavy wall in running.

I’m scared that I’ve fallen way off and I’d have to start my progress all over. I know I should be up to 16 miles this week but the most I’ve done so far is 13 miles!!

Any tips/advice for picking up where I left off?

looking for a date night restaurant tonight! it’s my fiancé and i’s weekend basically and it’s my turn to choose a spot. And I’m not sure which to choose to surprise them!

I’m debating even going sober after this terrible relapse. I went to Coachella a couple weeks ago and prior to, I was putting in a lot of work health wise bc I was worried of how my body would feel afterwards. I had a stressful situation while at Coachella, got extremely drunk, came home and got sick. I began with bigger/“comforting” meals (at the time). And spending time with loved ones that I missed over the week. Those meals just continued to get bigger and resulted in me bingeing. I would say it was a result of going super hard working out, to a super high feeling/20k+ steps a day, to feeling super weak and not even being able to move my body. I just continued to self sabotage and now i can’t stop. Every waking moment I feel like stuffing myself. It’s not even food noise at this point, I just can’t stop.

I went to the gym yesterday and tried to go back to my healthy meals that I was doing before but it felt like not enough and I felt super weak and got home and binged the most I did all week. I’ve been feeling so insecure and depressed and anxious about it all week and I don’t know what to do!! I’m spiraling bad