u/09cedar

hi, 21f here.

ever since i was young, i have always felt drawn to a strong pursuit of justice. for some reason, i'd always felt like i had so much to fight for. people often define me by my strong-willed and daring personality. i had always been extremely ambitious too. i want to do so many things and be many things. not necessarily for the recognition or material gain it will bring me, but because of its symbolism and impact. among those dreams of mine is to become a "priest" or spiritual figure.

i am at a point in my life where i've truly internalized that my true purpose is selflessly serve others. as of the moment, i am on track to finish a business degree in hopes of starting my own enterprise in the future and uplifitng my country's economic conditions and laborforce.

however, i am contemplating if this is what i am truly meant for. lately, i have been feeling a bit of burnout and disinterest in my current field. and with the current state of the world right now, i have also felt like there is a need to take action now more than ever.

with this, i have recently been seriously contemplating entering a ministry to become a sister, or some other religious position i don’t know... it just feels so exhausting having to think for yourself sometimes. i have lost interest in wanting to build a life of my own, rather, i truly see myself offering my life to service for others. but, it is also a dream of mine to become a mother, and more specifically raise my own daughter. so i don't even know anymore lol.

i was just wondering if my chart can give any insight into the career i am supposed to take and if there are any things about me, like behavioral tendencies, i should look out for to attain my highest self?

thank you so so much! :)

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