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I’m a passionate person who wants to share ideas and love, but my whole life I seem to rub people the wrong way…men who I try to love, don’t want me even though they seem excited about me in the beginning…at work, I have a lot of ideas and I think I have a leadership style about me. I work with kids and Im really passionate about leading the class and coming up with ideas and games and songs.

but people have always been so resistant to me. they are nice to my face but go to the manager and tell them how much they hate my work style, even when I think I am genuinely doing good work…

when I try to put myself out there and find love, I get in trouble or I get fired or I get led on and heartbroken…

Why is there so much resistance and why does it seem like people strongly dislike me even when they like me so much in the beginning?

I recently had transit Saturn square my natal Saturn.
It wshook me to the core and I had to question many topics in my life, but in the end it's for the better. I am not new to astrology, but Saturn seems like one of the mysteries I cannot fully crack so here I am and this transit really made me curious about its impact and importance. It you can help me out understand Saturns impact in my chart I would be very grateful! 🥰

I’m working in a career that I love, pays well, makes me feel like I’m making a difference; engaged; soaking in the last few years with my senior soul dog; learning really cool things about renovating my own home.

But I am so, so numb. I am having to fake it til I make it and WOW this is a lot of faking. I’m experiencing really unexpected future MIL issues, and my partner is also struggling to figure out what is going on with her. For many many reasons, but MIL included, we delayed the wedding (I refuse to get married with the level of discourse that’s going on), and I feel like I can’t get anything right anymore.

My intuitions are solid but my reactions/judgement calls are off, I’m working harder than I ever have and I can’t seem to get out of the sink hole of home ownership. I just want to enjoy my engagement, plan a wedding (I’ve been severely indecisive), prepare to start a family, and just bask in all of these big milestones. I’m burnt out and ready to crawl away for forever.