u/Beautiful-Newt1052

I need a psychiatrist whom I can consult online. I am already going to a therapist, which is going well, but I feel that I need to be on meds too. Please share the best psychiatrist who I can have an online consultation with. Not someone who just prescribes a series of medicines but someone who has actually helped with meds and then helped with taking those meds off when needed. I was going to start a general antidepressant on my own but need a a doctor's evaluation and prescription so that I don't end up taking sth that won't suit me.

I asked around here and have finally decided to order the iphone 17 pro from priceoye. As someone not aware of tech that much, can you tell me what are the things I should check to make sure the product is legit?

Also about priceoye:

1. How much advance do they ask to pay or is the entire amount to be paid after delivery?

2. Do they allow us to inspect the parcel before making the payment?

Anything else I should keep in mind. This will be my first purchase so I am a little nervous. Thanks

Link to my previous post: https://www.reddit.com/r/PakistaniTech/s/YUQzhV4PHg

It's been 18 months where my life has turned upside down. I have always been not too religious or spiritual. But this time I turned towards Allah and embarked on my spiritual path.

I have been praying before too. Making duas and all. But most of the time if I didn't get anything I would just forget it. If there was something that I didn't get and it hurt me, I would stop praying and making duas. But back then I was never attached to any of my duas like I am right now.

This time I decided to not lose faith in Allah. Yes there were times I stopped praying but I came back again. Told myself to stop holding anger towards Allah and do it differently this time..i did dhikr, tahajjud, what not. At times I would feel this weird hope that Allah is about to do something and then that hope would get brutally crushed. My pain kept increasing..people I never thought would betray or leave me ended up doing that. Today, i feel so lost, disconnected from Allah, as if allah teamed up with those people and let them get away with everything while I am struggling every day. I am not exaggerating when I say that there has not been a single day in these 18 months where I didn't cry. I thought that this pain would eventually end. Like how Allah used to make me feel better eventually, the same would happen this time. But it's now more than a year and my pain keeps increasing.

This time I am not even angry at Allah. I am just numb. As if I have used all my emotions towards Him, tried to convince Him to listen to me, tried proving to Him that I am not gonna lose faith rather my faith will take new heights. What not. I keep thinking what did I do so bad that I am in this state. I keep asking for forgiveness if this is some punishment.

I am so tired now. I used to search for dua acceptance stories before now even those hurt me because dua acceptance, miracles, peace etc all seems so impossible to me now. I don't even know why I am writing this post..maybe for someone to tell me there is still hope. Maybe to even think that Allah will see how helpless I am and finally turn the situation.

Whoever is making duas please say one for me. I am losing it completely to the point that I end up praying for my death.

Has anyone ordered the latest iphone model from Priceoye? I am planning to order 17 pro since the prices are lower there. but not sure if it is safe to order.

Hello,

I have been going through pretty hard time since 1.5 years. And that pushed me towards Allah and spirituality. I started learning about the religion, practices and history. I tried strengthening my faith in Allah. Failed many times too. Gave up so many times but came back to Allah with the same duas and needs. Tried tahajjud, dhikr but nothing moved for me. I started learning about Shia practices. I wrote the letter to imam (forgot the name of this practice). Recently someone mentioned Ziyarat E Ashura. I have been doing Ziyarat e Warith even before my life fell apart. So I started doing both of these some 40 days ago. Today is the 40th day. I have been going through posts about people how was their experience etc. Some people had their wishes fulfilled and life got better within these days. Some had some other experiences.

Can someone tell me if I can do these Ziyarats as a non shia?

Did anyone get their duas heard after the 40 days? Or is it this time frame? When should I think my dua is rejected? ( I know no one can answer this. Idk I just need someone to push me to keep doing these practices) (I wanna know someone who had absolutely lost all hope and suddenly things changed)

Are there some other practices that I can do?

A small request to all of you to please pray that Allah does some miracle for me because I am so tired. It's like I have done everything in the book but my tears and duas don't even reach the sky.