Anyone else feel like job hunting is harder than the actual job?
I've been job hunting for almost 10 months now, and honestly... I'm exhausted.
It feels like my life has turned into the same loop over and over again: applications, interviews, technical assignments, waiting, rejection emails, then starting from scratch.
At the same time I'm dealing with a lot of personal issues, watching my savings disappear, paying rent, taking care of my dog, and trying to build some kind of future while everything around me feels unstable.
The weird part is that I don't hate software engineering at all.
I actually love building things.
My background is mostly in QA automation and product quality in DeFi. I've worked on API testing, smart contract testing, CI/CD pipelines, TypeScript-based automation, and end-to-end testing.
Outside of work I'm building an open-source quantum circuit simulator in Rust simply because I enjoy solving difficult engineering problems. I'm also participating in a quantum AI hackathon, building a hybrid fraud detection project using CatBoost and quantum algorithms.
So it's not like I've lost interest in tech.
I've lost interest in this endless hiring process.
If I had enough financial stability, I'd happily spend my time building open-source software and learning new things instead of preparing for another interview every week.
I'm not posting this because I think the world owes me anything.
I guess I just wanted to say out loud that I'm tired.
Has anyone else been stuck in this cycle for months?
How did you keep going without completely burning out?