Polecat sign??
Hello all! I need a lil help with decrypting a situation that has happend to me rn. Backstory is I just got out of a toxic relationship, ended the work where I didnt wanna be anymore, got back my courage and after a long time felt good about myself. I also felt heavily accompanied by Hekate while making these choices and standing up for myself.
Fast forward today. I vaguely remember having a dream about riding a motorcycle which usually symbolizes freedom for me. I traveled for my farm job where I take care of goats and where Im supposed to be for a week while my friends who own the farm go for holiday.
My first train to city where I keep my scooter was heavily delayed but that happens right. Then like 10km on the road by machine breaks down, after hours of trying to find out whatsup with it I surrender as the engine has been demaged by not having enough oil (I naively was thinking that there is some control for that which would light up but found out that my scoot doesnt have that and one should check it manually...).
Me and a friend who came to save me took it back and its already getting late so I go to the train station. The damage is probably gonna be very expensive so Im cursing at myself for being this dumb and reckless. The train is delayed again and I miss the connecting one. Im stuck in the town where i went to highschool in and which was the wildest time of my life where I felt the most freedom thinking now from adult perspective.
Another train who already arrives very tight before the last bus connection is delayed. Im already thinking what the actual fuck is happening when i hear a weird noise like scream/chatter and I look at the wooden roof of the building opposite the station and there it is a polecat. Arguing with itself, jumping on the roof on one side but as if something was blocking it from going there. Irritated it looks in my direction before jumping away on the other side and dissapearing into the shadows. And here I am thinking HuH?? I know that for once in my life I finally stood up for myself and polecats are supposed to mean exactly that, but why at such a bad luck day? In the train I just go please please please let that bus wait for us. And it did in the end. Im almost there after a whole day of bullshit.
But Im confused. I have been smoking more weed than id like recently but other than that ive felt on the right path so I dont know how to interpret that, cuz something in me feels like everything was trying to stop me from going there today and then the polecat not being able to go to the roof. Idk. Thoughts?? Also thank you for reading all that.