u/143cain

I think I accidentally had a “Kundalini awakening” and it completely changed my life

Before anyone reads this, no I was never into spirituality, religion, manifestation, psychedelics, energy, entities, none of that stuff. I actually grew up in a muslim family and became atheist since childhood. Never believed in God at all. I work as an electrical engineer, live alone, just a normal life, gym, work, stress, friends etc. Never touched substances in my life besides occasional drinking/smoking.

This happened back in 2025 around August and honestly I still dont fully know wtf happened to me.

I was at my female best friend’s apartment (lets call her Mia). She was older than me, around 37. We were just chilling normally eating snacks, laughing, vaping and talking. She kept saying she feels weird lately and hears strange noises in the apartment and was acting kinda paranoid.

Then something weird happened.

While she was literally saying “I think theres a presence here-” the kitchen floor manhole lid suddenly MOVED and made this loud exploding metallic sound. Both of us froze. To this day I still dont know how to explain it.

Few mins later while vaping I suddenly felt insanely “high”. But not normal dizzy high. It felt like reality itself started glitching. I stood up and told her “Mia something is wrong, I think I’m dying or high or something.” My heart started pounding so hard I told her to call an ambulance.

Then everything changed.

The world became fuzzy and slow motion. There was this loud electrical buzzing sound everywhere like an old AC unit. My body felt weightless like I wasnt inside it anymore. Then time started LOOPING.

I swear on everything this happened.

She kept saying “sit down, sit down” but the same 10-30 seconds kept replaying over and over again for what felt like HOURS. In reality it was probably less than a minute. Everytime I resisted the loop it became worse. Then somehow I realized if I focus into it instead of fighting it maybe I can escape.

Then I blanked out.

This is where it gets terrifying.

I suddenly became aware in another “layer” of reality where me and her were somehow merged together. I know how insane that sounds. It felt more real than real life itself. I could literally FEEL emotions moving through me like electricity. I saw different versions of us repeating the same scene again and again like broken timelines or reincarnated loops.

And she was suddenly talking completely differently. Calm. Serious. Like she knew exactly what was happening.

She kept saying:
“This wasnt supposed to happen.”
“You need to go back.”
“I’ve been waiting trillions of years for the real you to wake up.”
“This is hell. Humanity keeps repeating in loops.”

Mind you this woman was agnostic before all this. Never religious.

I remember panicking because I genuinely thought I died. Like actual death. I asked her how do I go back and she kept telling me to follow her voice and ignore the “other versions”.

Then I felt this INSANE electric snake feeling moving from my feet upwards into my spine/head. Wherever it moved I felt different emotions. Fear. Anger. Happiness. Lust. Sadness. It was like energy opening parts of me one by one.

Then suddenly everything went black.

And I saw this being.

It kinda looked like Mia but also not really human. Hard to explain. It smiled at me and said:
“Do you believe in me now?”
“What else do I need to do for you to believe?”

And honestly… I immediately broke down apologizing for never believing in God.

Then it smiled and said:
“It’s okay. I forgive you.”

Then BOOM.

Back into the loop again.

I started hearing Mia splashing water on me and trying to wake me up physically in a rush and fearful. She kept repeating this weird number:
143368

Then she smacked my head with her palm and suddenly I fully woke up in my body gasping for air like I returned from somewhere else. She even remembers my eyes coming back to life after staring blankly.

The craziest part?
Apparently this entire thing only lasted a few minutes. Maybe 5 minutes.

After this experience my entire life changed.

I started getting insanely vivid dreams, synchronicities, repeating numbers everywhere, random astral projection experiences, weird “downloads” of information, stronger intuition, personality changes. I became calmer, more empathetic, stronger mentally, less ego driven.

Eventually I found out people describe the exact same “electric snake” feeling as Kundalini awakening.

Now months later I’m way more grounded and careful. I dont blindly believe everything spiritual anymore because honestly some people lose themselves in this stuff. I still live normally, work normally and function normally. But whatever happened that night completely shattered my old reality forever.

I still dont fully know if it was spiritual, psychological, neurological, or all of them combined.

But I know one thing for sure:
it felt more real than waking life.