Bonjour,
Cela fait presque 1an que j’habite dans une maison au fond d’une impasse aérée. La maison est sur une nappe phréatique, au sous-sol il y a un puisard avec environ 30 cm d’eau qui stagne. Une étude a montré que les sols de la ville sont pollués aux métaux lourd à grosses doses suite à des choses déversées sur plusieurs années dans les champs.
Qu’en pensez-vous s’il vous plait ?
Sometimes I get this strange feeling when I see people completely revolve their existence around being “a girl” or “a man.”
Like everything becomes about being pretty enough, masculine enough, desirable enough, aesthetic enough, alpha enough.
And honestly, I understand why it happens. Identity makes existence feel more structured. It gives certainty in a very uncertain life. Humans want to feel seen, wanted, and like they belong somewhere.
So this is not hatred toward people at all. I see the pain and conditioning underneath it.
But still, something in me feels sad seeing humans reduce themselves to a role so deeply that they stop seeing themselves beyond it.
You are not just a girl.
You are not just a man.
Before all of that, you are a living being experiencing existence itself.
I don’t know. Maybe this sounds abstract, but it gives me this bittersweet feeling.
Before you read this just wanted to give some necessary details of my relationship. My girlfriend and I are considered Divine Counterparts due to our birthdays being a day after eachother in December. And if you look up "divine counterparts having soul bond and kundalini awakening" you'll read that that specific to Sag Divine Counterparts are susceptible to having intense sexual kundalini awakenings. Enjoy the first hand accounts of my awakening and I hope to see your thoughts and suggestions down in the comments. Thank you.
So essentially I've achieved a Kundalini Awakening after a night of extra curricular activities with my woman, and it was also accompanied by a Soul Bond that was so intense that I yelled at the top of my lungs, she also screamed and we both passed out simultaneously and both of us saw a vision during the time of unconsciousness of a dark room with a light shining down on a table with a navy blue box on it. After taking it we both awoke from the state we were in with a lot of questions, a new perspective visually of eachother and our surroundings. Everything was so much brighter in our room and we were having double vision.
Upon searching what we had seen and having witnessing the exact same situation with the box we knew it wasn't just a coincidence we looked deeper and realized we had exchanged half our souls to eachother in the process because she was acting and sounding exactly how I would and I was noticing I had some feminine reactions to the overwhelming feeling that something bad could have happened and that I had a feeling we just replaced another version of us in an alternate universe or that we had just died and were stuck in limbo but reality was skewed to the point of me losing my mind.
I now realize after some research that it was a very intense reaction to a very long process (3 hours of stimulation) to the point of triggering a kundalini awakening with a soul bond that changed our personalities to reflect eachothers organic reactions to situations that we'd normally have. We simply were aware instantly of the differences and noticed immediately what happened but I couldn't completely calm down due to her almost immediately noticing a light tunnel opening before her eyes and a transparent figures face/side profile coming through and closer to her.
As I requested details and tried to ask if it was good or bad she insisted it was good, and she then said "oh god!" And sunk her head backward into the pillow, rolled her eyes in the back of her head and stopped breathing. She then came to and sat up. I frantically explained that whatever that was literally looked like it just posessed her after she asked what happened. In that moment I freaked a bit.
Now I'm starting to believe my father was the figure who entered her soul to protect my half that she posessed since she isn't protected by my side of guardians, so I'd like to think it was him and not an evil thing or spirit that attached itself to her during a critical time of the soul bond but I have no idea. In my honest opinion the entire process was so intense and she didn't realize how much I had witnessed because she had no recollection of half of it. I had to explain in detail how she'd just basically been posessed and acting like me, side grinning like I do, and clearing her throat that the men in my entire family do and it is so bizarre that it makes me feel like I'm really soul bonded.
As things were being researched she ended up being in a state of sleep which turned into what seemed like an astral projection that she was traveling to. I was so afraid of her doing that without reading into it I put on a frequency meant for sleeping and not projecting to keep her safe. I also didn't want to just jump directly into astral projection without learning the basics so I fell asleep to the vibrational music I played to prevent us from slipping away into oblivion unconsciously without our knowledge.
It's been 3 days since this experience and we've been doing nonstop looking for answers and explanations that benefit our situation but all we found was that we had awakened our 3rd eye based off the box in a dark room which is said to be the 5th dimension where things like gifts from divine beings are common. Rare to have a kundalini awakening but once you do it is intense, overwhelming, and exhausting to the point you don't fully get to complete comprehending the situation until you fully get back to consciousness and it's already done. We both felt our souls merge together, our 3rd eye was already giving us heightened senses and intense feeling of projecting due to the nature of the 3rd eye being open instantly.
What I'd like to get to know is what is it's purpose? How can I peer into my girlfriends 3rd eye and view her imagery that she's witnessing so I can give my point of view when she goes to astral project or ascend to a higher plane or alternate dimension? What should I do to perfect this gift and utilize it to the best of my abilities? What is it typically used for when one has never meditated a day in their life? I'm only a Japanese and native american man who stumbled upon this gift. I have no idea what to do with it or how to do most of anything. Can someone please shed some light on this because it's very intense sometimes and I'm getting hot flashes because of the shared experience aspect of the soul bond which is not my cup of tea I might add. I literally was freaking out pacing back and forth with her baby blue hoodie holding it as if I were hugging a stuffed bear for comfort. I don't act like that, ever. I wouldn't be that hysterical, and she was talking to me as if it was just another day, no care in the world. Same cadence, same "no big deal" attitude i normally portray, and it just makes me wonder if it's permanent or temporary.
In other words, I'm asking is there a way to get this under control or is this a situation where I have to find deeper meaning in my third eye and how to utilize it's abilities.. and if so, what would people suggest I do to expand my capabilities in my third eye? What are useful ways to go about navigating this eye..? What can I do with it in terms of benefitting myself and others to the point of being helpful and not a burden on my mental state?
Also I was contemplating on writing a detailed guide on how and what I did to achieve this kundalini awakening and soul bond. Because I definitely remember everything leading up to the bond and eye awakening in pretty good detail and I don't suspect people would deny that it happened the way I explained due to the nature of the method used.
Do I feel a little insane after this situation, without hesitation I feel absolutely nuts. But I definitely wouldn't be here expressing my emotions and telling my story if it didn't happen. It happened to both of us and we experienced the exact same thing, at the exact same time, and are still very much experiencing effects of higher levels of intuition, light saturation, perception of time, higher enlightenment, and much more complex utilization of the expanded mind we have opened during the process. I truly believe we are at a point of higher consciousness and are capable of doing things and projecting to places if we just had a little guidance and support from people who have practiced and have accomplished specific feats that they deem necessary or useful to explore and utilize as a couple who believes the divine beings who bestowed us with this gift would expect us or request of us to use it for. We are just starstruck by the way it happened and I had no idea that it would happen to me during an intimate moment like that, and I was definitely not prepared but I am intrigued enough to learn more if someone will be interested in teaching me or even explaining their story to get a better idea of what I'm supposed to, or capable of doing.
I hope I didn't over do this.. I'm just absolutely astonished by the fact that all this even happened to me and her simultaneously. Just completely thrown off. Thank you for reading and maybe I'll elaborate the process of how I unlocked it in more detail on a forum that isn't so open to children.
Guys I’ve been into spirituality and all that stuff for a while now. Recently I stumbled across this idea of “peeking behind the curtain” of reality and I can’t stop thinking about it.
There’s just something in me that desperately wants to see beyond this reality, the “matrix”, ego, society, whatever you wanna call it. Like there’s something deeper hidden behind all of this and I wanna understand it…🧍♀️
Has anyone here actually experienced that feeling or made it there in some way? Did it actually change you or just confuse you more?🥲🤔 (And ofc how😵💫)
Does anyone else feel lonely in this journey? Since I started my awakening I’ve lost a lot of friends and genuinely enjoy time alone rather than being with people who don’t understand me. But sometimes i do get lonely.
Hi all,
I’ve been in the process of awakening and came across something I hadn’t yet seen before until now while meditating.
I made a crude drawing but I can’t add it to the post so the gist of what I saw were these orbs/spheres that were 3D, detailed, and somewhat translucent and glowing. They moved in a loop on an axis and then flew away/disappeared. There were several colors, unsure of how many but it seemed related to chakra somehow.
I was in a deep meditative state at the time and also saw what seems to be the Kutastha (spiritual eye) in that same session, before they appeared. Various waves of pleasure and energy rolled through my body and made me shake.
Has anyone else seen this? I know of people seeing the spiritual eye, but I’ve not read accounts of this particular phenomenon with the different colored spheres of light so was wondering if anyone had any insight.
Thank you, I love you all!
Myself included and realizing the cosmic joke has been a major milestone personally.
Took a microdose 3 years ago and it was pleasant until I focused on the ball of anxiety in my chest and it awakened some early memories of where my anxiety started, i had no recollection of these memories until then, and then just made me so depressed during the later part of the experience and a few days after.
I had another microdose recently. 0.5g this time of something called Smurf. It was noticeably stronger than my earlier experience, I didn't get any weird deep emotional insight, it was just nice and fun and introspective but not depressing. The days after I became very depressed. Not sure why. I just started waking up more depressed each day.
It wasn't a depression in the sense of coming back to a reality that felt dull. Its just something that comes up inside me sometimes but I find there's a relation between when I've taken shrooms and feel this utter depression.
Why do I read so much about shrooms helping depression?
Its at a point now where i dont believe in a spiritual awakening through any sort of substance, just good health, food, and if you believe in it, prayer.
For many years I chased altered states through drugs, hypnosis, meditation, and eventually Kundalini. I wanted the light, the power, the experience, the certainty. I did not understand the cost of that desire.
The journey began in addiction and ended somewhere I can only describe as silence. Between those points were hypnosis, recovery, devotion, disillusionment, destabilising experiences, and a very long process of integration.
I eventually wrote a memoir about the whole journey because some experiences are too strange not to document.
Has anyone else found that spiritual experiences can be as psychologically disruptive as they are transformative?
My consciousness is expanding and receiving, very fast taking raw energy and information unconsciously, faster than my mind and body I don't know what to do , many told me that ur consciousness is moving faster than mind can process can anybody tell me what's this , I am unable to keep up daily task ,my work keep off day by day basically I am unable to control my body. My mind is running faster like a motor non stop , when I meditate it just stay there , then later on my consciousness keeps coming in my mind like water flooding in house help me 😭
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Every guru or awakened souls that takes this path seems to agree that we are all just fragments of source energy and we either incarnate over and over or just eventually merge back with source. This makes me feel like we aren’t really individuals but just temporary creations. Like I want to see my family again. Heaven to me is being with them in some compacity but it is unlikely I’ll ever experience them in this form ever again which makes death more difficult.
When we lose someone how do we even know they aren’t just on to some other family and life? Why are we pushed to just incarnate over and over when these lives are so difficult. Some of this even sounds like hell in some ways. We aren’t even real if we are just a small dream of a big conscious creator.
Does any of this make sense?
I’ve been thinking a lot about the idea that “reality is an illusion”, like the idea that reality tries to make you believe it’s creating you, instead of you creating it.
I understand the concept, but I’m trying to learn how people actually embody it in daily life.
Like… how do you wake up in the morning and genuinely feel or see that reality is an illusion? What changes in your perception? What do you actually do with that ???
Like how do people “see through” the illusion without using psychedelics (😛) People talk about awakening, seeing beyond the matrix, ego death, etc.
I’m just tryna know…
How do you experience this idea instead of just understanding it as a concept?
From what I experienced, half of them are circular and the other half aren't. Is this true or did I simply hallucinate? They apparently exist in the etheric body as circular and spinning facing forward but when experienced in the physical body is it different? It felt almost like they were related to the nervous system while also being etheric at the same time.
I would be so grateful if anyone could answer this I've been thinking about it so much and it could be a while before I could replicate the experience. Btw it started at the Muladhara then went to the Manipura then Anahata then Vissudhi then to Sahasrara over the span of about 30 minutes as I recall. I believe at that point Sahasrara was experienced for an unknown amount of time possibly hours, I wasn't looking at the clock and with that Chakra it's beyond time for sure. I don't fully remember what the Svadishthana and Ajna were like I think they had their own unique experiences but I don't fully remember what it was for some reason. The only one that I remember not being experienced in the physical body at all was the Sahasrara, however I think part of me knew that my physical body was still here on Earth.
If by some miracle someone can answer my question please tell me how they function so I can relate it to my experience I won't disclose which ones I thought to be circular or not because of my skepticism and desire to cross-reference for truth.
Main question: was it a hallucinatory experience altogether or is it simply unusual or relatively uncommon nowadays for the experience of the Chakras activating all at once to happen. It's weird talking about spiritual experiences and so forth but I don't really care I want to know if any masters or anyone out there reading this can tell the difference. You could of course DM me if you preferred.
edit: I meant to say activated not awakened but at this point anyone who would be willing able to answer probably doesn't care about my wording
Cela fait des années que je vis une spiritualité en dehors des religions. Même si j’ai pu m’intéresser aux textes fondateurs de certaines grandes religions à travers le monde, il m’est apparu assez rapidement qu’il était hors de question de rester dans ce carcan. Les dogmes limitants, souvent infondés voire abscons, ont toujours eu un effet répulsif sur moi.
Je préfère mettre en avant les nouvelles expériences basées sur un vécu plutôt que des préceptes préexistants, souvent écrits il y a plusieurs siècles. Cette démarche m’a semblé naturelle, et j’ai longtemps imaginé qu’elle relevait davantage d’une tendance de fond partagée par un grand nombre d’êtres humains que d’une véritable originalité personnelle.
Cependant, j’ai fini par me rendre compte, dans mon quotidien, que peu de personnes semblaient réellement intéressées par une recherche et une construction personnelles de leur spiritualité.
Je poste donc cette question ici : d’autres ont-ils une démarche similaire ? Si c’est le cas, à quoi ressemble votre expérience ? Qu’est-ce que cela a changé dans votre vie ?
Merci d’avance pour vos partages.
Come off the end of a lengthy process. Dialled into internal work - Found and started living from the conscious (this is when you see everything and everyone for who they are in their games) - Now reconnection with “the now” or the present, i struggle to find peace in it. I’ve lost most of the friends i’ve made - Accepted thoughts to be a helper, then moved outside the thoughts. Now it’s very real, very raw.
In-between the old self and the new self. Nothing clicks, nothing excites, nothing sadness. Where do i go from here?
I felt unwell last week. The first day started with a cough, and then I felt so bad that I felt dizzy when I got up or left the house. After a few days of rest, without leaving the house, I suddenly felt better when I woke up. The strangest thing is that on the other days I felt unwell, I had strange and heavy dreams, but on the night I woke up feeling better, I had a liberating dream in which I got out of bed, left the house, and started flying through a world that seemed like an energetic dimension of my reality (I had many "dreams" like this when I was a child; I'm 19 now and hadn't had one for years). When I woke up feeling better, I did things I had postponed for months and discarded old things that no longer served me. During the day, I felt strangely sensorially, as if I had been inhibited for a long time and then reconnected with life and my inner self. At the end of the day, I drank a homemade herbal tea made with mint, bay leaves, and fruit seeds. After drinking the tea, I lay down to use my phone and realized my bed was a complete mess. Suddenly, the place that had been my refuge had become a bottomless pit. I cleaned the entire bed and left it there. I tried to use my phone and look at trivial things on social media, but it was as if something was repelling my attention, as if there was a block preventing me from continuing what I had been doing for months. I lay down and tried to close my eyes, but I ended up in a trance-like state and felt the same sensation as in the dream where I flew. As I tried to fly, I saw the dimensional singularity. When I focused on it, my heart raced, and I began to see various geometric shapes and forms that I can't even describe. At the same time, I unconsciously began to see memories of other conscious "dreams" of this type. I felt as if everything was falling into place, and I remained almost motionless for about two hours looking at the singularity (I was sleeping and awake at the same time; it was as if I could see with my eyes closed). When I woke up, I felt immense mental clarity and lucidity. Was it astral projection? Or just a hallucination?
The disease begins to spread through our body right after we are born. We are taught how to act, treat others, our prejudices, and how to survive in a self-centered world.
As children, we believe everything we learn, hear, and observe. As we get older, our disease progresses. We begin to believe we are special, better than others, due to our race, religion, sex, wealth, or anything else justifying our superiority to another.
We are now adults. The disease has spread throughout our body; every cell is infected. We struggle to become successful, make money, find happiness, love. Though we may have all these, the disease now fully controls our body and mind. We go through life in a twilight sleep, doing what we were told would allow us to be happy and live a meaningful life.
One day, just before we finally succumb to our lifelong disease, we look back on our life, understanding the disease we have had our entire life has kept us from finding true happiness, inner peace, love, and meaning in our life.
The disease is the ego, our self-centered learned beliefs. Though it is necessary to help us survive in the world, and will be with us until our demise, by allowing it to dominate our life, it also prevents us from discovering the cure for our debilitating enduring illness – our spirit within.
~ Ken Luball ~
Met someone and connected spiritually, yet they have a partner, and cannot explain this connection to them, both of us are late 50s..
I had a spiritual awakening yesterday, and I feel like now that I see everything for what it is I can't return to living a naive life. The awakening itself was beautiful, but it's so hard to now have to spend the rest of my life pretending to see the world from the superficial perspective of all my peers. I almost feel like I've gained too much knowledge. How do I cope with all these big feelings, and are the feelings I'm expecting normal? I'd appreciate any and all feedback!