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There is a lot of these around peoples personal brands on the internet and I'm curious if anyone knows music ones.

I have 2 singles releasing upcoming Friday.

I wanted to put up 100USD in a campaign and people can make clips to the songs. Don't have to be in it. But they receive like 2USD per 1k views or something until the budget is run out.

Any good places for this?

I need a reset. So I booked my own solo holiday for a week. No screens.

Will be in a new city so will just explore, parks, cafes, museums just low key but also the plan is to just chill, in the garden of airbnb, read, meditate (done a 10 day silent vipassana thing before so similar vibes), journal, write...

Curious if anyone knows popular studies on this stuff I can look at?

I've bought different tubs of ice cream and they've always been melted and then refrozen so its like a bunch of frozen sugar at the bottom. Basically ruining the ice cream.

This is from mega soriana.

Anyone found similar situation?

Purchased BMPCC4K. Came with 2 licenses for Davinci Resolve Studio.

I used one (Goodbye adobe sub lol)

I have another that I guess I could sell? Never sold something like that before aka a license code so wondering best way to do it?

Thanks

Purchased BMPCC4K. Came with 2 licenses for Davinci Resolve Studio.

I used one (Goodbye adobe sub lol)

I have another that I guess I could sell? Never sold something like that before aka a license code so wondering best way to do it?

Thanks

Edit: looks like it's different, a seat instead, can I sell it?

Where I'm from I usually would sell things like a expensive camera via eBay or similar as it's just easier/protected and such. Get paid online through a company and ship the box via mail. Easy.

But here is mostly Facebook market place. I have a camera worth around 20k MXN I'm looking to sell. IS there any dos/donts about it? I'd hate to get given fake money or something was my thought...

I hear second hand / vintage clothing isn't a big thing over in Mexico but I know there is a few shops in CDMX although I'm hearing they're over priced compared to Europe cities.

Is there any recommendations for good places to shop mens fashion out in CDMX? Unique styles / vintage over fast fashion.

I moved away. Trying to pursue my dreams in life. Not rubbing it in anyones face, not on social media, nothing. Just trying to make my life better. I grew up in harsh conditions whilst these people grew up in rich families getting given everything. It is what it is but I just say that as I have to find a way cause I have nothing to fall back on.

They making jokes out of me cause I'm trying. Cause I'm going right when they go left. Starting rumours like I've lost it.

Best to just ignore them and build a good life? I feel anytime I try be understood by them they make jokes out of me.

I know it isn't really a thing here in Mexico but is there anything similar?

I just want to pick up a bunch of unique shorts and tshirts/shirts (for a adult man).

Edit: Doesn't have to be second hand, as I mention in a comment I'm just looking for breezey clothes that are good for the heat along quintana roo... I appreciate vintage/second hand stores as its all unique pieces

Without getting into it but to provide some information for reference. I grew up in a very dysfunctional home of addiction (alcohol/drug adults/caretakers), this led to lot's of manipulation/gaslighting/abuse etc.

I'm now 32 and have moved away from it all. My life is very different. I've got therapy etc and doing all the worrrrrrkkkk it takes. I've come a long way. Great. We continue forward.

Yet no doubt the damage has been done. I remained in high survival mode since I was around 14 years old, I brought it into my 20s as I didn't get help until later. So at least a decade of suffering from CPTSD (the main thing I am getting professional help for now).

Don't want to sound like a pity party either. F it all I'm bouncing back but can my skin lol?

I excercise, eat clean/non processed, standard skin care routine with exfoliation/moisturiser/spf, sometimes timeless vitc and paulas choice bha, looking to go into tret world and take it seriously.

I feel like my skin is burnt almost at times, not literally but it almost feels it, like the stress is in the particle of it all.

Anyways, any suggestions on how to mend that?

Granted I spent most of my life in the Australian sun / outdoors / sea water / also very expressionable pulling crazy faces for so many years now I look back how wrinkly those faces were lol!

Anyways besides that I'm looking after my skin now more than ever, exfoliation, spf etc etc

I just feel it looks older/crepey a bit up close but could that just be normal for the lifestyle?

3 days near playa del carmen, quiet, bbq / private pool

Is everyone tipping the water people that deliver a 20L garrafon? How much?

I don't watch any anime. A friend has got me to watch a few films like princess mononoke and some other one I can't remember.

But I always see little videos of stuff like the one I linked. I'm deep in that world right now going through a lot of trauma and coming out the other side after lots of work. Not to get too deep lol! I'm 30 years old. It's taken time. This clip was literally what I'm going through right now. The part of me I've repressed and tried to get away from is actually a part of me that I'm learning to allow/accept and integrate it. It's bringing me more peace than all the years I've tried to change it.

Therefore, I'd like to watch anything that has similar story lines to this where I can see it in visual cool ways.

Any recommendations?

So long story short.

Grew up in high dysfunctional, alcoholism parents, bullying at school etc

Some reason something I learned in my system was like the feeling of people one upping me. When they're not. Afterwards I know they're not but it's like my body feels the need to prove something.

For example

My neighbour said to me they're going to a social event and some reason I take that as like a negative cause I'm not doing anything like it. The neighbour is kind and I know they're not doing anything like this on purpose but in my body/system it feels like it. Like I'm in competition with everyone. Perfectionism I need to be great and have everything in order etc.

I'm just wondering how to get over this?

Also it was common in my family like we had to achieve or do good things almost, and no one in the family wants to show life unless it's good and events are happening etc

So long story short.

Grew up in high dysfunctional, alcoholism parents, bullying at school etc

Some reason something I learned in my system was like the feeling of people one upping me. When they're not. Afterwards I know they're not but it's like my body feels the need to prove something.

For example

My neighbour said to me they're going to a social event and some reason I take that as like a negative cause I'm not doing anything like it. The neighbour is kind and I know they're not doing anything like this on purpose but in my body/system it feels like it. Like I'm in competition with everyone. Perfectionism I need to be great and have everything in order etc. Feeling defensive too

I'm just wondering how to get over this?

Also it was common in my family like we had to achieve or do good things almost, and no one in the family wants to show life unless it's good and events are happening etc

It makes me think about the whole "addicted to excitement" rabbithole

Grew up in bad conditions. 20s was a sh*tshow but I lived, I travelled, I had some fun but under it all was deep trauma.

Now I'm multiple years into therapy. Doing better.

I've left behind my past life to start a new one. I work online in music. Make around 1.5K USD a month. I survive where I am. Some savings.

No idea what to do with my life. Tempted to start just spending my savings and hope for a opportunity to arise.

I spend years by myself, no friends, no dating, in therapy though.