r/spiritualitytalk

Bonjour,

Cela fait presque 1an que j’habite dans une maison au fond d’une impasse aérée. La maison est sur une nappe phréatique, au sous-sol il y a un puisard avec environ 30 cm d’eau qui stagne. Une étude a montré que les sols de la ville sont pollués aux métaux lourd à grosses doses suite à des choses déversées sur plusieurs années dans les champs.

Qu’en pensez-vous s’il vous plait ?

Hi
It’s been a long time since I’ve been sober from substance abuse
I feel great now
Aware of the subtle energies around me and within me
I feel like I’m aware of everything around me
So much it can be painful
Am I on the right path…

Sometimes I get this strange feeling when I see people completely revolve their existence around being “a girl” or “a man.”

Like everything becomes about being pretty enough, masculine enough, desirable enough, aesthetic enough, alpha enough.

And honestly, I understand why it happens. Identity makes existence feel more structured. It gives certainty in a very uncertain life. Humans want to feel seen, wanted, and like they belong somewhere.

So this is not hatred toward people at all. I see the pain and conditioning underneath it.

But still, something in me feels sad seeing humans reduce themselves to a role so deeply that they stop seeing themselves beyond it.

You are not just a girl.

You are not just a man.

Before all of that, you are a living being experiencing existence itself.

I don’t know. Maybe this sounds abstract, but it gives me this bittersweet feeling.

That is a VERY hard pill to swallow and it might sound controversial to many people, but I swear from the deepest part of my soul that we all did.

I believe I accepted who my mother is, who my father is, who my brother is, I accepted my tests in this life, my griefs, my lost chances, betrayals, disappointments, difficulties, moments where hard work felt like it was giving me NOTHING back, all of it. But let me make something clear because people always misunderstand this point, not EVERYTHING that happens to you was "meant" in the way people think, what I mean is that your soul accepted the EXPERIENCE of this Earth before coming here, you accepted growth, suffering, lessons, confusion, awakening, pain, love, all of it...

And before some of you say "why would anybody accept suffering before being born?" ask yourself this, how can a soul evolve without resistance? How can gold become pure without fire touching it first?

Most of us do not like our lives, our family situation, our finances, our appearance, our traumas, our loneliness, the feeling that nobody understands us, etc... but I PROMISE YOU something changes inside of you once you stop looking at life as something happening AGAINST you and begin realizing that your soul might have chosen this exact battlefield for a reason.

Now here is where people will disagree with me even more.

Most of us, if not all of us, have tried manifestation before, or are still trying it right now. There are thousands of books, articles, TikToks, courses, YouTube videos teaching people how to manifest money, relationships, opportunities, "high vibrations", all of that. But manifestation is NOT the root of the tree, it is only a branch.

The root is PRAYER.

And people nowadays see prayer as something only weak or gullible people do, but I genuinely believe prayer is one of the most powerful gifts God gave humanity to change destiny IF that destiny aligns with your journey and your soul. Because let me ask you this, if God knows your heart is pure and knows that if you had more wealth you would help people, build, give, heal and spread goodness on this Earth, why would He ignore that?

But here is the misunderstanding most people have, they think the tongue is what asks, No....It is the Heart.

The tongue only speaks (the instrument or the tool), the heart Calls, sends and creates.

You can repeat affirmations 1000 times a day and still feel empty because your soul is disconnected from what your mouth is saying (but it is a great exercise as a beginner). That is why many people "manifest" for years and nothing changes, because the soul remembers truth while the tongue can lie endlessly.

Since my NDE and after I met my soul and became more spiritual, I began tracking my prayers for the past 6 years. And when I say tracking, I mean REALLY tracking them. Around 90% have happened already and the remaining 10% are still in progress right now. And these were not just selfish prayers for money or status, some were prayers for protection, guidance, healing, openings, helping others, changing situations that logically should have NEVER changed and I witnessed them with my own eyes.

Coincidence? Maybe to some people. But after a certain point, too many impossible things begin happening for you to keep calling it coincidence.

Earlier I mentioned there is a secret behind all of this, and that secret is simply TO REMEMBER.

Remember what exactly?

To remember who you truly are beyond fear.
To remember that life is not happening against you. That your soul is not abandoned. That faith is not just saying "I believe", faith is a STATE OF BEING.

I mentioned before the book "The Great Awakening Manifesto: The Call of the Forgotten Covenant" and the steps it talks about regarding remembering, shadow work, healing trauma, awakening divine masculinity and divine femininity, breaking the inner chains that repel your prayers without you even realizing it. ALL of these things together slowly remove the fog covering the soul.

Because trauma blocks, fear, hatred, envy, shame, ego, they all block.

And once those layers begin dissolving, your heart starts speaking CLEARLY.

When you reach that point, prayer stops feeling like begging and starts feeling like ALIGNMENT. Your soul, heart and reality begin moving in the same direction.

And THAT is when things begin changing in ways you cannot explain to people who have never experienced it themselves.

And the only thing that stands before your desire outcome is a simple setting of prayers with the presence of the heart and soul. In that very instant your prayers are answered and go through the tunnel of time and reach you in a divine timing.

This is my secret and enrichment to you, beloved souls ♥

I have been thinking about this a lot lately.

Two people can go through heartbreak, loss, trauma, illness, failure, isolation, or emotional collapse yet one person becomes softer, wiser, more reflective, and spiritually deeper… while the other becomes angry, numb, cynical, or emotionally shut down.

What creates that difference?

Is it personality? Nervous system? Ego? Belief systems? Life meaning? Spiritual maturity? Or simply how much pain a person can psychologically process before collapsing inward?

Sometimes suffering seems to break illusions and expand a person’s awareness, but other times it seems to create resentment, emotional armour, distrust, or complete disconnection from life itself.

Maybe suffering itself is not automatically transformative. Maybe it only transform people when meaning, reflection, or self-awareness enters the process.

I am curious how others see this.

Have you noticed suffering making you more open to life… or more guarded against it?

has anyone ever heard about the wisdom age?

its gonna be an age where the world will collectively or at least in many parts of the world people will start to look inside of them for once and that they will pause and start to live more consciously , not all at once , not by sudden magic turn , but by collectively entering the state of mind they once avoided completely.

If there is such a thing as soul after death, why would benevolent creator keep the soul alive if the soul doesn't desire so?

To get plugged back into this primal unevolved world that doesn't allow developed soul to survive or express it's will authentically is quite a big contradiction in benevolence, if such demi God exists?

The argument that you chose this for the evolution is a funny in a sense that often times people devolve.

Your consciousness is already trapped in here.

English is not my native language. I write simple, but I try to share important thing. Please be patient with my grammar.

This is from shamanic session I did with subject I call Omar. He is adult man from Houston area. During healing soul journey, he dropped into theta brainwave trance. Past childhood. Past trauma. All way to before he was born.

What he found there was not what anyone expect.

Before incarnation, Omar and his mother were together. No bodies. No space between them. Just consciousness. He describe it like this: "Like there's no separation and there's no space. I feel more like a blob than anything else." She was close, another node of awareness next to him.

Then he saw something like checklist. Experiences this life would bring. Weakness. Helplessness. Hard things. And he did not want to go.

He said: "I don't think I want to go." It will be difficult.

But then he undrestood that this is how light expands into darkness and help others. "It feels like it's a required experience." His Higher Self showed him why. The point was not to fix anything. The point was to understand. "It's not for changing. It's for understanding." You can study suffering from outside. But you only know it by living it.

His mother agreed on soul level to play the harsh role. Her mission was to make him tough enough for this world. She did it. But there was cost. Some beings volunteer for dark roles. Not because they are evil. Because the plan requires it.

When we finished, Higher Self had simple message. "Love everyone. Let go. Learn to forgive."

The Lesson

You chose this life. Even the painful parts. Not because you deserve suffering, but because before incarnating you wanted to understand something that can only be learned through direct experience. The people who hurt you may have been volunteers too. This does not excuse what happened. But it can change how you carry it.

Practical Exercise

Find quiet place where nobody will disturb you for twenty minutes. Sit or lie down, whatever is comfortable. Close eyes.

Take five slow breaths. On each exhale, let your body get heavier. Feel the weight of your arms, your legs, your head sinking into whatever supports you.

Now imagine you are standing at the edge of a vast, dark space. Not scary dark. More like the dark before stars were born. Warm. Infinite. This is the space before incarnation. Before body. Before name.

Step into it. Let yourself float. There is no ground, no direction. Just awareness.

Ask silently: "Show me the moment before I came here."

Do not force anything. Let image, feeling, or knowing come on its own. Maybe you see light. Maybe you feel presence of other beings near you. Maybe you sense a decision being made. Maybe you feel reluctance, like something inside you did not want to go. That is okay. Just observe.

If you see or feel something, stay with it. Do not analyze. Do not judge. Just be there, like you are watching a memory that is older than your body.

When you feel ready, take three slow breaths and come back. Open eyes slowly. Write down whatever you got, even if it make no sense. Especially if it make no sense. The logical mind will try to explain it away. Let it be strange.

Do this for seven days in row. First time you may see nothing. That is normal. The door opens when you stop knocking so hard. By day three or four, something usually surface. A feeling, a image, a knowing that was not there before. Trust it.

For the life of me, I cannot make my open heart open for certain individuals if I perceive them to have alterior motives or problems they are not willing to get over. I think this leads to imbalance in energy centers.

How to not martyrdom yourself in the process of being more empathetic towards people? For me I reckon this is one of the main challenges in life. I don't really desire to face incomplete individuals because they can reflect and cause back pain that is greater than love. This is the dynamic that makes you suffer in life. You want something from someone but that creates energetic imbalance, and many teachings subtly teach this.

Hey, I found this great article on the Internet. This guy claims he crossed over to a spirit world and came back and talks about God and the afterlife and a lot more things. He claims is 100% true story. And I just thought it was a great read. I wanted to share it.

Ok this is a random thing I was thinking about and would like to gather some opinions out of curiosity.
I have the feeling extremely spiritual people almost never really find one lifelong relationship and die single. They might leave surrounded by whatever feeling or sense of community and friends but often without romantic love at the end of their lives.
They had relationships throughout their lives but none of them actually lasted until the end.
Why do you think is that?
I have my vague idea but I don’t want to influence other people’s answers

I genuinely wonder if I could get possibly get dark magic done on me and give up my soul to be a simple physical being and lose all spiritual senses. If anyone knows how to do so or any hint it would be welcome.

I am willing to pay a lot for that to happen, if anyone is serious and knows a way to do that I can pay upwards to 15k-30k or even more depending on the success rate.

There has to be a way, there is no way every single person here is happy to come back as a rock or as toad.

What would be a reason for this being a common theme in one's life? People around you actually do something wrong, somehow get away with it but you become the bad guy? And somehow when a person starts to set boundaries (verbal, emotional and energetic) there seems to be major backlash from other people and just life in general? Almost like an unseen force is "punishing" you for standing your ground?

I would like some real advice on this and not the common lazy response of "well, if you think its happening it will continue to happen." That's gaslighting and unless you give a detailed example on what you mean and how to truly change it (again, in detail)... the comment will be ignored. Thanks.