r/spiritualitytalk

This is not a coincidence; every Sanskrit letter corresponds to the precise location in the body that produces its sound. When you say Hridaya, you are not labeling the heart. You are vibrating it.

I have made a video exploring this connection between Sanskrit phonetics and the 108 chakra system.

But I'm more interested in whether anyone here has encountered this teaching before.

Pretty much just the title. I am still struggling to find the meaning of the experience I had. I try sharing it to friends and family but no one ever understands and it takes away from the experience itself. I was hoping to get some guidance or understanding of what happened.

I want to share an experience and get some honest opinions because I'm genuinely confused. This is story of my life from past 5-6 years

1-2 years ago, I was new to a city. Someone I knew was admitted to a mental hospital, so I visited him for several days. Around the same time, one of his family members had also tried to take his life. Seeing so many people struggling with severe mental health issues affected me deeply. Every time I came back to my PG, I felt emotionally disturbed.

At that time, I was also taking chakra healing sessions from a healer. During one session, she suddenly stopped and asked, "Is someone standing there?" I opened my eyes and said no. She then told me she had seen what looked like a male shadow standing in front of me, with its shadow appearing on the wall behind me. According to her, it was completely still. I didn't see anything myself, but hearing that scared me so much that I left my PG.

After a couple of days, I returned with pictures of God in my room and started chanting spiritual mantras for protection.

Since then, I've had experiences that I don't really know how to explain. Sometimes I dream about deceased family members, pets who have passed away, or even gods and goddesses. Whenever someone talks about spirits or ghosts, I become very curious. At times, I feel like I'm being pulled toward spirituality.

Over the years, I've explored different spiritual practices. I learned tarot, although I never pursued it professionally for money. I also studied numerology, manifestation, and took a few related courses. I often read about spirituality and enjoy watching shows and movies with spiritual themes, such as Ghost Whisperer.

The strange part is that my actual profession is in the tech industry. That's how I earn my living. But deep inside, I sometimes feel like this isn't the only path meant for me. I've even stayed at spiritual places twice for a few days because I wanted to experience that way of life.

The problem is that every time I start learning one spiritual path, I become deeply interested for a while. Then after a few months, I lose consistency and get drawn toward another spiritual practice instead. It feels like something keeps attracting me toward spirituality, but I can't figure out what exactly I'm supposed to do.

I'm not claiming I've seen ghosts or had supernatural experiences. I genuinely don't know how to interpret what I've experienced. I'm simply trying to understand whether this attraction toward spirituality means something? What dreams I saw were with some meaning? The shadow which healer saw was true? How to experience sould presence?

Has anyone experienced something similar? How did you find your spiritual path without getting lost or jumping from one practice to another?

There are many more experiences I could share, but this post is already quite long. I'd really appreciate any sincere advice or insights.

I’ve randomly woken up this morning with a heavy heart and when I finally was properly awake and moving around I started feeling really ill like I was going to be sick and the only thought that was going through my head was the constant “your gonna die soon” I really have this achy feeling somthing terrible a gonna happen to me and I can’t do anything to prevent it is there anyway I’ve just twisted negative energy and interpreted it the wrong way or if not how can I stop this feeling

few days ago I did Healing Soul Journey for a colleague of my sister that she works with.

she had anxiety, panic attacks, not sleeping properly - you know this kind of tired where person still smiles, still works, still answers messages, but you can feel the nervous system is chewing glass inside.

She asked me if we can look deeper. So we did. Through Zoom - she was in her bed - I assisted her to go into deep trance theta brainwave state where she could remember everything and her higher self guided her.

At one point her Higher Self took her to ancient Egypt.

she was shown as Akmana, around 30, priestess, linen clothes, dark hair, walking through stone market street. Some people were smiling at her and wanted to touch her, like they felt healing around her. Some people moved away, afraid, because she could read energy too clearly.

Not “mind reading” like movie. More like she could feel truth under people’s masks.

Then this black cloud came through the market.

It moved low, between feet, under doors, into cracks in stone. It was sucking energy from people. Nobody was screaming, nothing Hollywood. More creepy because it was quiet. Like life force being drained and ppl not understanding why they suddenly feel weak, heavy, scared.

And Akmana knew it was coming.

This part stayed with me because she did not attack it. No sword, no fight, no dramatic battle.

She opened to Source.

Light came through crown, into heart, then out from her right hand. The cloud could not handle it. It started breaking apart, like smoke in sun, and went back to its own dimension.

Her Higher Self said the simple thing:

Darkness cannot tolerate direct light. You don’t fight it. You shine.

And I keep thinking how much this applies to anxiety.

Because panic makes us fight everything.

Fight thoughts, symptoms, body, night, sleep, fear of fear etc.

And sometimes this fighting is exactly what keeps system activated. The human mind becomes like guard at temple gate, watching for danger all night. Of course body cannot sleep then. It thinks it is still protecting something.

In the session, Higher Self removed the root layers of anxiety and panic attacks it showed. Part was from this life, part was connected to this Egyptian life and the old duty of sensing darkness before it arrived.

That made so much sense. Some people are not “too sensitive.” They are sensitive without enough safety and recharge.

Later she was shown a small stone building outside the city, on energy portal. Energy was buzzing from the ground, fast and nourishing. Akmana used to go there to recharge.

This was another teaching:

Even priestess needed to recharge.

You can be spiritual, helpful, intuitive, loving, whatever. But if you treat body like rented donkey and never let it rest, the system will collapse sooner or later.

Neglect is not devotion.

Then she saw herself at the beginning of Earth, when there was mostly water. She was like tiny speck of light above the water, planting seed of energy that later became human form.

That part was beautiful. Very quiet.

Message was basically:

You are light first. Body is vessel. Human life is not punishment, it is experience.

I’m sharing because many ppl with anxiety think they are broken or weak. But sometimes anxiety is not weakness. Sometimes it is old alert system, old sensitivity, old memory, old duty still running in the body.

She slept eight hours that night, first time in months and her panic attacks vanished as per my sister's feedback few weeks later, she tapered off the meds with approval of her doctor

so the answer is not always more fighting.

Sometimes answer is:

bring light,

recharge properly,

stop guarding old doors,

and let Higher Self show what the fear is really protecting.

there is a small meditation from this session in comments, if someone want to try.

Hi i've recently been following paranormal investigations and have been fascinated with the idea of opening and closing portals.

I know it's a dangerous concept but i'd like to be able to do this the right way without leaving any spirits attached to me.

Obviously with this information im not going to mistakenly open a portal without knowing how to close, im aware of the danger and possible risks but id never take advantage of any portals or openings which could negatively determine the outcome of an investigation.

If anyone can help me please comment!

This is what was revealed by higher self to one subject in deep trance, how she needs to be more aware what is happening with her energy and people taking it.

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