Quitting YouTube. I failed. Now time to give up.
I will be honest. I initially started YouTube because I thought it would be easy money. Make videos, go viral, and then passive income. I wanted a side hustle even $50 a month I’d be happy.
I realize I don’t like editing. I don’t like my screen time being double digits a day. I don’t like dealing with creepy comments from perverted men asking about for marriage when my video is nothing about that. And even if it were that still isn’t ok to me. I like speaking but I realize don’t like my voice and face being online. I know people are like “why the hell did you start”
I guess I sold myself. Everyone has a price and this was mine. I was willing to give up my values for a chance at money. It didn’t work.
I was gullible and fell for the “yap” and upload. 100 videos in 100 days.
I so wanted to be monetized by Feb 1. I have 2100 watch hours. But I feel like my health deteriorated. I’ve become more impatient with things, grumpy, and not a good version of myself.
All this to say, it’s time to end. I tried. I failed. I could persevere and try again, but it isn’t for me. My content attracts people from very low RPM countries. Even if I get monetized one day, I think the most I’ll get a month is $1.
At least I wasted only a year. I didn’t invest in gear or software. Now it’s time to move on and get my life back.
If you read this far, thank you for listening. Wishing you success with your channels.
EDIT thanks everyone for your words. This community is great. I’ve gotten many perspectives. I won’t delete it permanently for now as I might want to try again in the future. For now, it’s a hiatus.