tormented by demons
Between December and January of this year, strange things happened to me. My sister started going to a family constellation familiar, and then we started having paranormal experiences. One day she saw that someone was watching us in our room, and I was asleep and I saw that a person I was afraid of in my childhood was staring at me in my dream (a girl who bullied me), and according to my mom I was screaming in my sleep, 'Mom, help me'. That was the beginning of this. They sent me to that family constellation therapist twice, supposedly to free me from despair. My mom paid for it after my sister went. The first time I went, after going I was half asleep and half awake when I saw a ball of black smoke with a Labubu smile coming quickly towards my face to scare me. I woke up completely in the middle of the night. Then the second time this woman gave me reiki And it all started horribly. I started having "logismoi" The face of someone who hurt me deeply came to mind (my rap1st from when I was little). from March until now, and still goes, nightmares of all kinds about all the people I was ever afraid of. disguises itself as people I was once afraid of. And also dreams where I scream at my mom or my grandma that I was a victim of abuse, beatings, and horrible things that they hid and never wanted to hear or admit, or that my mom abandoned me And I had to go from house to house growing up and nobody wanted the responsibility while she went on luxury trips or things like that. this family constellation therapist supposedly got sick for a month and couldn't see me anymore. And then I found out that around the corner from this woman's office there's a haunted house that no one has lived in for over 200 years and that everyone who wanted to buy it returned it. and also now is free but not even the homeless want to live there. I started going to church, I asked the priest to bless me and I told him about the situation, I prayed the rosary in Latin and Spanish, psalms, I bought the St. Benedict medal and prayed to it in Latin and Spanish i add bless water in every water i drink. I fasted for almost a day without water or food, but I started to almost faint from lack of water so i eat and end the fast. and there was also a situation where my sister went on a trip to see the World Cup And when she was about to board the plane, I rinsed a pot and it formed a tomb with a cross. I prayed a lot because it was her first trip to the United States and I had that threat. I want to upload the photo of the pot, but I don't know how. The thing is, I don't know what to do anymore, and it's annoying. I want to be calm, I don't want any more logismoi or strange things or stormy dreams (I had a stormy dream today) And then there were a lot of paranormal things happening at my house. My mom saw a man with a bleeding head Seeing her outside my house, in the same night then my sister saw TV turned on by itself, and our TV needs to turn on with two remote control, she was scared and so was my mom, but nothing happened to me that day. A girl who was my friend, I had never told her anything about this, and she told me that she dreamed that a black smoke entity like a ball was chasing me months after the dream of seeing that thing and when she said that, we were on a video call and some porcelain broke, just a sugar bowl, and she was looking for a cup and the sugar bowl broke on its own during the video call when she said that to me. In addition, she began experiencing sleep paralysis after that. I've been baptized, confirmed, and communion. I don't know what else to do, I want my mind back