Estranged Father's death
**LONG STORY**My dad died to me about 10 years ago, i grieved the life that could have been and moved on. Well, a little over two weeks ago he literally died and it was pretty quick, we had about a weeks notice. I didn't visit, didn't go to the visitation, spent the funeral in my car. He did some fucked up shit to us and I only went to the funeral because my brother and half sister wanted to be there and I felt the need to supportthem but with my own boundaries.
Typically when someone I love passes they visit me in dreams, I've had a lot of death in my life with great grandmother's pasding within a week of each other when I was 5, my mom passing when I was 8, several family friends that I was close to passing before I was 16 and then losing my nephew as a stillborn in my late 20's. Everyone visited me in dreams. When I grieved my father back when I went no contact with him o would have dreams about him continuing to screw with my life, but after awhile they faded and I've dreamed about him one time in the last 5 years.
When he died I fully expected him to visit and to feel guilty for setting boundaries, but he never did. However...I have had two very weird experiences. My dad had extremely bad breath and sometimes bad bo depending on his health. Once I was laying in bed and could smell his breath, the second time I was walking through my bedroom and just got a wiff of his bo, I've not smelled those smells in years, it was specific. My dad never visited the home im in now and I've cleansed it several times for protection from entities that he might send.
Is this my dad? Anyone else had similar experiences? How do I make it stop?