u/1scarecrow1

Hello, I just ordered a quart of bdo online and it just arrived today. The consistency is way thicker than i remember bdo being. It was advertised as 99.5% - 99.8% purity. This is my first time buying a large amount on the web. I’ve done bdo twice before this and remember the consistency being thicker than gbl..but this stuff is like syrup. I dosed 1.5ml 2 hours and did not feel anything. Just took 2.5ml now so we’ll see what happens. I just don’t remember it being this thick.

Okay so I’ve overcome my 24/7 days yippee!
But now whenever I’m not on g I become the bitchiest gay guy in the room. Make it stop! Does anyone else have this problem?

27yo m here. I’ve dabbled in g over the years but was never a consistent user. But it all started beginning of April at the best party I’ve been to in a while.. I forgot how fun it was to dance to great music and I forgot how amazing it feels to dance with a little something in your system. In my case it was GBL and the occasional lines of 4mmc every so often (best combo for raving imo) That party ends and it’s on to the next a week a later. I buy a larger bottle 60ml, was dosing every 1, 1 1/2 hours 1ml. After that party is over it’s time for the gay orgy afters. Abundance of stimulants, food, NA drinks, everyone was hot af, it was fabulous. That lasted 2 days straight and I was on g the whole time. I finally go home after I ran out of g, put myself to sleep somehow, my body was so tired I slept for a whole 18 hours. Little did I know that would be the last time I get that amount of sleep for the next month and a half. I started using 2/47 because I would go out then stay awake all morning then have work and gbl was keeping me alive and anxiety free during my professional life. My tolerance grew fast. I went from my dose being 1ml -1.3ml every 1- 1 1/2 hours to climbing up to 1.6ml every 1 1/2 - 2 hours. Mind you I’m dosing to sleep and sleep doses were generally 1.7-1.8ml. Things were spiraling out of control towards the end of May my friends and I had no collective emotion whatsoever and it was getting dark, I was definitely going the hardest. On nights out (which very frequent) I was 1.6ml every hour if I wouldn’t “feel it” I would dose 1.7ml the next hour on occasion. Never did I not have a 60ml bottle of g on me.

1:00am Monday June 1st— detox moment

First 6 hours: all I had was one beer, some L-theanine, and a quarter bottle of gbl which I refused to touch

This is rare, but I had 3 days off work randomly this week so I took that opportunity to detox….. first 6 hours cold turkey. After the first 2 hours (after my last dose) i was in a lucid sate and felt I had some random gay guy in the room coaching me through the rebound and withdrawals. At hour 6 I realized he was imaginary and my then my heart rate and blood pressure went way up, my head, toes, fingers started buzzing, sweating profusely and I started to panic. At 7am I struggled to give myself a 1 ml dose but succeeded, I started to calm down, turned on sex and the city and was okay.

11 hours go by…It is now 5pm. haven’t slept a wink

The symptoms get very bad at this point heart literally felt like it was fluttering out of my chest, sweating everywhere especially hands and feet, nausea, brain was buzzing, and felt like there were pins and needles in my toes and fingers, i started to panic. This is when I almost admitted myself to the hospital. Instead i did another 1ml, handled it and turned on SATC again. Although the dose helped I did have very strange side affects where it felt like warm water was being poured into my brain and trickling down my veins in my neck.

8:00pm
Finally I called a close friend and told him what was going on and he brought food, electrolytes, a bottle of wine some tequila and oj, 2 lyrica and 3 clonazepam. I started by having some wine. After a couple hours (11pm) I took a lyrica (300ml) waited 30 mins still had a fast heart rate, did two shots of tequila and took a clonazepam (i know, reckless) but l slept like a baby. I went to bed around 1am and woke up at 9am then went back to sleep no problem until waking at 1pm Tuesday, sleeping 12 hours total. I woke up feeling refreshed and myself (obviously still on the clonazepam) I’m telling myself have no desire to touch gbl anytime soon. That experience was too much. But all of my friends do it so it’s going to take willpower. We will see what happens.
DO NOT GO THROUGH WITHDRAWAL ALONE. I was so grateful to have a trusted friend by my side during the worst of it.