Is it better so use benzos to sleep rather than redose at night?
Hello.
I have been infrequently using gbl for about 3 years with pauses in between that usually last a month or so.
In the beginning I would only use for 3 days straight (if I woke up at night aswell) but then stopped cold turkey and suffered a bit at work because of the rebound but nothing a shot of vodka or a benzo couldn't help with.
Then my usage started to escalate. The thing is my relationship with G is such that once I start, I can never do just a dose or two, it always ends up in a bender that lasts a few days and in the end I don't even feel high from it, I just have to take it to not feel withdrawals and basically purely out of fear itself.
So I usually do benders that last 6-12 days during which I use around 18-25 ml a day. Then I get off it with the help of pregabalin and diazeam/clonazepam.
I have a bender coming up on vacation, don't ask me why, I just know I do because of the circumstances and because whenever there is G available (I never keep it at home for that reason) I can't resist it.
Usually the problem is that the "sleep" I get on G, no matter the amount is never really restful, so I was wondering if perhaps it would be better to dose during the day and take a benzo to sleep at night?
I was told this is better for the CNS because at least you get some proper sleep. And the daily ml consumptions is smaller.
After this bender I'm going to try being sober for a few months over the summer and battle my other gaba addictions and do proper neccessary tapers.
What do you guys think?
Thank you for your input and all the best to everyone out there, stay safe!