u/202027regret

Hello, I don't know how this works since I hve never used reddit but I am going through hard fime

Hello, going through a breakup. Hasn't been this hard. I feel horrible for hurting the most beautiful, genuine, warm, caring, loving, understanding, sacrificing person I have ever come across. I will write in present Tenses cause I love her. I don't want sympathy cause I don't deserve it. Probably I am writing this to some one call me I am horrible person. I thought about seeking therapist or talking to people I know but I don't want to since they will say what I want to hear. Moreover, I also don't want them to say we knew it, I know they will try to find fault on her which she doesn't have and I don't want any want to talk bad about her because I don't want any body to put ble on her just to make me feel better. She is world to me and I can't bear to hear some one bad mouthing to make me feel better. I don't want to feel better and I deserve it. If anyone is will to hear I can go in details. Everything will be anonymous. Thankyou